第3章 我不是

jinglijiangwodaidaobangongshi,ranhoudaishangmenbianlikaile。

neigebierenchengweihuazongdenanrenzhengzuozaiyizishangkanwenjian,touyemeitai。

woxinlijinzhangjile,touyedidebunengzaidile。

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“taiqitoulai。”shengyinhencixing,danyehenbingleng,tingbuchurenheganqing。

wozhihaomanmanjiangtoutaiqilai。

“zheimeqiao,youyushangle。”shengyinliduolejifenbuxiehexixue。

taguozhenshijiudianlideneigeren,erqiehairenchulewo,wodunshilianshanghuolalade,xiangzhaotiaodifengzuanjinqu。danwoqiangzhuangzhending,“huazongshibushirencuorenle。womenmeiyoujianguo。”

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“woyaowenzerenlibumen,weishenmejiudiandexiaojiedouhundaohuashiqixiagongsideyuangongduiwulilaile。”

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houmianbianchuanlaitadechaofeng,“nihaizhidaoxiuchi?”

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huidaogangweishang,naohailihuizhibuqudequeyizhishitalunkuofenmingdejunlian。woxinlimazijijianzhiyoubing。neimetaoyandeyigeren,xiangzhetaganma。

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xiangzhexiaofenghaizaiyiyuandengwo,wojidezhidazhuan。

zheishiyiliangbaoshijieshileguolai,chechuangyaoxia,jingranyoushita。

tameishuohua,zhiyongyanshenshiyiwoshangche。woyouyuleyixia,haishishangletadeche。

“qunaer?”tadandandituchusangezi。

“huadongyiyuan。”woqingshengshuo。

“shunlu。”tayoushuolelianggezi。

ranhoujiuyiluchenmo。tabushuohua,woyebuzhidaoshuoshenme。qifenfeichangdeganga。

jiuzheiyangliangrenyiluwuhuadedaolehuadongyiyuanmenkou,woxialechewanyaoduitashuoxiexie,tawanquanbuliwo,yijiayoumen,chehuxiaoerqu。

zhenshigeqiguaideren,tabushishunlume,zenmeyoudiaotouzoule?

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zheikebawohehuaile,dashengjiaozhexiaofengdemingzi。zaiyiyuanlifengleyiyangdepaozhezhao。

jieguoyiyuandeqiantaigaosuwo,xiaofengxiawuyijingchuyuanle,jianhurenhaituizouleyuxiadeshijiwanyiyuanfei。

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woxiangleyixia,wuhaozheigerenzhahaizhennengganchuzheishi!wolikedaletadedianhua,jieguotabujie。

wunaizhixia,wozhihaoyouganhuineigewobuxianghuiqudejia,wuhaohepopodouzai。danwozhaobiansuoyoufangjian,quebujianhaizideyingzi。

wowenwuhaoyaohaizi,wuhaozhijieyierguangshuaizaiwolianshang,“choubuyaoliandenvren,jiwodailelvmaozi,haiganwenwoyaohaizi?xiaofengbuhuizairennizheigedangfudangma?”

woyoujiyounu,yeyibazhangshuailehuiqu,“nicaishichoubuyaolian!haizishengbinglenibuguanbuwen,haishanzituilehaizidejiumingqian,nihaishibushiren?nibahaizihaijiwo!”

wuhaoyibachezhuwodetoufa,jiangwotuodaodiannaomianqian,zhizhediannaopingmu,“nihaibuchengren?shipindoufawangshangle,nihaiburen?yaojiajia,niyaobujiwoyibaiwandejingshensunshifei,nizheiyibeizidoubiexiangzaijiandaohaizi!”

wonaodaihongdeyisheng,wangyeshangdezhaopian,zhendeshiwo。zhaopianshizaijiudianpaide,jiaoduyezhuadehenzhun,keyikandaowohetatongshijinrulefangjian。

zenmehuizheiyang?nandaoshijiudianpaile,fadaowangshangde?