第5章 我不愿意

“yaoxiaojie,qing。”neinanzigongjingdeweiwolakailechemen。

wowanyaojinlechehouzuo,jinglipaoleguolai,“jiajiaa,nifangxinqu,shangbandeshinibuyongdanxin,xinshuishibuhuishaoniyifende。”

tazheitaohaodehuarangwogengjiahuaiyi,tapingshiduiwo,kebushizheitaidu。nandaoshiyinweihuazhongxin。

kaichedenanzisanshiduosui,gaodayingjun,chuanzhehenkaojiudexifu。tayizhicongguanhoujingzhongdaliangwo,“wojiaojiangxuanlong,shitisigezuoshidexiongdi。”

worenbuzhuwenchuxinzhongdeyizhixiangwendehua,“nihao,qingwennishuodesigejiushihuazhongxinma?”

taweiweihuiguotoukanlewoyiyan,lianshangdebiaoqinghenjingya,“nibuzhidao?”

suoyitadeyisishi,wozaojiuyinggaizhidao?

jianwoyitouwushui,tajiezheshuo,“huashaozaijiazhongpaiminglaosi,haishizhengshanggejie,douhuizunchengyishengsige。shaoyouzhihuqimingde。”

woqingqingoleyisheng,naohailiyoukaishihusiluanxiangqilai。wodehaizi,zenmekenenghuishihuazhongxinde?zhiqianwodouburenshizheigenanren,youzenmekenenghuihuailetadehaizi?

nandaoneige‘sige’hezheige‘sige’bushiyigeren?

kewoxinliyoufeichangxiwangneige‘sige’jiushihuazhongxin。

woweizijiyouzheiyangdexiangfagandaoxiuchi,womingmingherenjiabushitongyigeshijiederen,wohaizaiwangxiangshenme?

dengwoconghusiluanxiangzhonghuiguoshen,yijingdaolemudedi。

yanqianyishanerjiandehuibaiseoushijianzhu,woyiqianzaiwangshangjianguotupian。

waixingkusimeiguozongtongbangongdeneichuanglou,suoyibeiwangyouchengwei‘haichengbaigong’。danzheifangzidaodishisheide,wangshangzhongshuofenyun,meiyourenzhidao。

baigongqianzuqiuchangneimedadecaoping,yongxianhuazhachengyidaodaogongmen。changdizhongyang,zhengqidibaifangzhehenduopaibaisedezuoyi,linshidajiandewutaibeijingshiyigedapingmu,shangmiangundongbofangde,shiwoyijingkandehenshuxidexinhunxuanchuandapian。

wozaibenyenengkanchu,zheilishihuazhongxindehunlixianchang。yuanlaitajintianjiehun。

keshitajiehun,bawojiaodaozheililaiganshenme?

jiangxuanlongjiangwolingdaozuihouyipaizuoxia,dingzhuwobuyaoluanzou。

daizuolejifenzhong,woneixinkaishihuangkongbuanqilai,youdianxiangtaodeganjue,danwohaimeiyoujiandaohuazhongxin,wohaixuyaotabangwojiejuehaizideshi。

binkeluxudaoda,quanbudoushishengzhuangchuxi。

wochuanzheshangchangfadegongzhuang,toufayouni,pifuandan,zuozaiyiqunmingliuzhongjian,zuolibuan,yuelaiyuezuobuzhu。

ruguozhidaolaideshizheimegaoduandechanghe,woyidingbuhuilai。

shizaizuobuxiaqule,wozhanqilai,zhunbeiqiaoqiaoliuzou。

danhenkuaijiuyoulianggechuanzhexifudenanzigenleshanglai,shuosigefenfu,yaozhaokanhaowo,qingwohuidaozuoweishangzuoxia,hairangwobuyaorangtamenweinan。

wotingchulaile,‘zhaokan’deyisi,jiushirangtamenjianshiwo,burangwolikaixianchang。

woxinligengjiabuan,zheigehuazhongxindaodiyaoganshenme?

jiuzaiwoxiangzheruhetuoshendeshihou,zhangshenghehuanhushengxiangqi,yixibaisehunshadexinniangzi,wanzheyishenlifudehuazhongxin,congbaigongzhongmanmanzoulechulai。

lilexiangqi,zhangshengbuduan,xinniangyilianxingfu,jingranzhudongpinpinxianglaibinhuishou,manmanzouxiangneigewutai。

hunlidesiyi,shihaishidianshitaizuihuodezhubo,hunlizhengchangchengxujinxing,gefangzhici,gezhongshanqinghou,daolezuizhongyaodehuanjie,zhenghunrenwenxinniang,“chenruoxinxiaojie,qingwennishifouyuanyijiajihuazhongxinxiansheng,chengweitadehefaqizi,wulunpinqionghaishifuyou,wulunshunjinghaishinijing,wulunjibinghaishijiankang,nidouyutabulibuqi,huannanyugong?”

xinnianglianshangdexiaorongtianderangrenjidu,“woyuanyi。”

zhenghunrenzhuanerwenlexinlangtongyangdewenti,jiuzaidajiadourenweixinlangyehuihuida‘woyuanyi’deshihou,xinlangqueyiwaidichenmo。

quanchangyaquewusheng,suoyoudemuguangdingzhexinlang,ranerxinlangquehaishichenmo。erqietabenlaikanzhexinniangdeyanjing,manmandiaozhuanlefangxiang,xianglaibinxikanleguolai。

wodexinyoukaishikuangtiaoqilai,yinweitadeyanguang,zhengshixiangwozheigefangxiangkanguolaide。yucitongshi,tahuanhuantunchujigezi:“wobuyuanyi。”

全场哗然。