disanjie：qingdengqixue，muqindezhiwen
qingdengdeqingguangcipoheianshi，zoulanglidexuezituranningguchengzhuwangbandewenlu，shunzhedizhuanfengximanyan，zuizhongzaiwojiaoxiazhichengyigejudade“hui”zi——meiyibidoushenzheanhong，xiangyongshinianweigande**xie。wofuzhesuwanerwangqianzou，tadehuxizhuangzaibinglengdekongqili，huazuoxisuidebaiwu，fashaodeshuangbaiyipazhierhou，yuzuijiaoweigandexuejichanzaiyiqi，xiangluozaidaorenshangdexue。zoulangliangcedecanhunmenquansuozaidi，houlonglifachuwuyanbandebeiming，shengyinbuda，quexiangwushugenxizhen，zhazaiwozaoyicuiruodeshenjingshang。
“zheishishenpanchang，yeshinideshuzuidi。”suwanerdeshengyindaizhepibeidejingshi，tazhijianhuaguoxinhuidexuezhoufu，xianxueshenchushi，fashaoyoubaileyifen，“denghunhuihuazuonizuibuganmianduideren，tademeijuhua，doubiyuanlingdesihougengzhuxin。”
zoulangjintou，qingdenghuanhuanxuanfuerqi。qingtongdengshenkemanniuqudefuwen，zaiqingguangyingzhaoxiajingxiangliuleiderenlian，dengxinwuhuo，quesanfazhecigudehanyi，jiangwodeyingziladehenzhang，tiezaimanshizhuahendeqiangbishang，xiangbeiwushuzhishoulache。dengguangsuojizhichu，canhunmenfenfenhoutui，luchudedizhuanshang，jingqianzheshijigemohudeshoujiqiaosuipian——neishishinianqian，womachehuoxianchangsanluodeyiwu。
“xiaojin，mamazaizheili。”
wenroudeshengyincongqingdenglipiaochulai，xiangxiaoshihoushuiqiandehengchang。womengditaitou，kanjianwomachuanzheneijiansuihuaqun，toufashudezhengzhengqiqi，shoulilinzhewozuixihuandecaomeidangao，qunbaishangquezhanzheanhongdexuezi，shunzhequnbiandiluozaidizhuandeshoujiqiaosuipianshang。tadexiaorongyijiuwenrou，yandiquezangzheyisibuyichajuedeluomo，hewojiyizhongzuihouyicijiantashiyimoyiyang。
“ma……”wodeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，yanleishunjianmohuleshixian。shinianqiandehuamianbushoukongzhidiyonglai——neitianzaoshang，tabadangaofangzaizhuoshang，dingzhuwojidexiawupeitaquyiyuanfucha，woquebunaifandihuihuishou，shuoshetuanyouhuodong。tayandideguanganleyixia，quehaishixiaozheshuo：“neinizhuyianquan，mamadengnihuilaiyiqichidangao。”
“dangaodouliangle，nizenmecailai？”womazoudaowomianqian，badangaodiguolai，dangaoheshangjingyinzhedangtianderiqi，“wojinidaleshiergedianhua，nidoubujie。xiaojin，shibushimamadaraoniwanle？”
tadeyuqimeiyouyisizebei，xiangzhishizaisuikouxunwen，kezheijuhuaquexiangyibawenroudedao，jingzhundiciruwoxinzangzuitongdedifang。wozhandouzhequjiedangao，zhijianquechuanguoletadeshou，dangaoluozaidishang，shuaichenglesuipian，hedizhuanshangdeshoujiqiaosuipianhunzaiyiqi。
“bushide……ma，womeiyou……”woguidaozaidi，shuangshousisiwuzhulian，yanleicongzhifengliliuchulai，hunzhelianshangweigandexuezi，“wobugaipianni，wogenbenmeiyoushetuanhuodong，woquwangbale……wocuole，wozhendecuole……”
“cuole？”womadeshengyinyijiuwenrou，ketaqunbaishangdexueziqueyueshenyueduo，jianjianmandaowodejiaobian，“neiruguomamagaosuni，wozhidaonizaipianwo，wozhishixiangdengnizhudonghuilairencuo，nihuigengnanguoma？”tadunxialai，shenshouxiangmowodetou，zhijianquechuanguowodetoufa，“chehuoneitian，wozaiyiyuanmenkoudengleniyigexiaoshi，kanzhebierendouyouhaizipeizhe，wojiuzaixiang，wodexiaojinshenmeshihoucainengzhangdaa……”
“bieshuole！”wosihouzhedaduanta，hunshenjuliezhandou。zheixiehuabirenhezhengningdezuzhoudougengrangwotongku，tadewenrouxiangyizhangwang，jiangwokunzaiwujindekuijiuli，rangwochuanbuguoqi。wozhidaotabushizhendemama，ketademeiyijuhua，doujingzhundichuozhonglewomaizangshiniandemimi——wobujintaoke，haizaitachushidangtian，bashoujidiaochenglejingyin。
“rangtashuo。”suwanerdeshengyinturanchuanlai，daizheyisilengyi，quemeiyousihaoeyi，“linjin，nitaobileshiniande，bushichehuo，shiniqinshoutuikaitadeshishi。niruolianchengrendouzuobudao，yongyuanyedianranbulemingdeng，gengjiubulerenheren。”
womengditaitou，kanjiansuwanerkaozaiqiangshang，fashaodeshuangbaiyimanyandaotouding，xiangfuleyicengboxue。tadeyanshenlimeiyouchaofeng，zhiyouyizhonglerandelianmin——tahuoxubudongwodetongku，quedongzhimianzuiniedeyiyi。
womadeshenyingjianjianbiandetouming，wenroudexiaorongliduoleyisishiwang：“xiaojin，nidaozuihou，haishibuganchengrenma？chengrenniqishijuedewohenmafan，chengrennigenbenbuxiangpeiwoquyiyuan……”
“我承认！”
woturanbaofachulai，shengyinsiyadebuxiangzijide。shiniandekuijiu、huihen、ziwoqipian，zaizheiyikequanbubaofachulai。wokanzhewomadeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo：“wochengren，wojuedenihenmafan，wotaoyanpeiniquyiyuan，woningyuanquwangbayebuxiangjianni……shiwoqinshoutuikaileni，shiwohaisileni！”
zheijuhuashuowandeshunjian，woganjuexiongkoudejushihongranluodi，jiyashiniandeqingxuruhongshuibanqingxieerchu。qingdengdeguangmangturanbaozhang，fuwenfengkuangzhuandong，fachuwengwengdeshengxiang。womadeshenyingfachuyishengqingqingdetanxi，huazuoyilvqingyan，beixirudengxin。yucitongshi，wozhangxinde《mingdenglu》turanfatang，feiyeshangdexuezirudongzhe，huazuoyidaohongguang，zuanjinwodemeixin。
yiguwennuandeliliangcongmeixinmanyanzhiquanshen，yanjingdetengtongchedixiaoshi，yinyangyandailaideyapoganyedangranwucun。zoulanglidecanhunmenfenfentaiqitou，duizheqingdengkoubai，ranhoujianjianxiaosan。azhedeshentidongleyixia，huanhuanzhengkaileyanjing，suiranyijiuxuruo，quehuifuleshenzhi。
wozhanqishen，kanzhexuanfuzaimianqiandeqingdeng，dengxinyijingliangqi，sanfazherouhedeguangmang，qusanlezoulanglisuoyoudeyuanqi。naohailiguanyumuqindejiyiqueshibiandemohule，wojibuqingtachehuoneitiandejutixijie，jibuqingzijishiruhediaojingyinde，keneifenshenrugusuidehuihenquemeiyouxiaoshi，fanerhuazuoleyigujiandingdeliliang，zhichengzhewo。
“zheibushijieshu，shikaishi。”suwanerzoudaowoshenbian，shengyinqinglexuduo，tatoudingdeshuangbaimeiyouxiaotui，quebuzaijixumanyan，“nichengrenlezuinie，huodeledianranmingdengdeliliang，danzheifenliliang，xuyaoyonggengduodedaijiaquhuan。”
qingdengturanpiaodao《mingdenglu》shangfang，dengshendefuwenhuazuoyixingxuezi，yinzaishuyeshang：“dierzhandeng，zaihuangquancheshang。”
jiuzaizheishi，zoulangwaichuanlaileqichelabadeshengyin，dichenerguiyi，xiangshiconglingyigeshijiechuanlai。suwanerlianseyibian：“huangquanchelaile！taganyingdaomingdengdianran，qianlaijieniquxiayigeshiliandi！”
wohuitoukanleyiyangangxingdeazhe，youkanlekansuwaner：“womenzou，neidierzhandeng，wohuiqinshoudianran。”
suwanerkanzhewo，yandishanguoyisiyiyang，meiyoushuohua，zhishidianlediantou。womenfuzheazhewangzoulangwaipao，shenhoudeqingdenghuanhuanximie，zoulanglidexuezihezhuahenjianjianxiaoshi，fangfoyiqiecongweifashengguo。kewozhidao，congchengrenzuiniedeneiyikeqi，wozaiyebushineigetaobixianshideputongxuesheng，ershiyindengren——yigebixuzhimiansuoyouheianyutongkudeyindengren。
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