xia，zaodenannai。ye，meideliaoren。
wokanzheshenbianshuichendezhangfu，yanleirenbuzhuzaiyiciqingxieerchu。
wojiaomijia，jinnianershiliusui。wohesunyunpengshidaxuetongxue，lianaisanniancaijiehun。sannianlaitahewoyizhixiaoxindeshouhuzhezuihoudedixian，zhixiangliujixinhunzhiyeyichangaideshengyan。
kewozuomengyexiangbudao，yongyuanyewangbudiao，dangwotuoquhunsha，xiuseyouqidaidebaozhutadebozi，taquedahanbuhao，yifudoumeituojiuzhijiejiaoxietoujiangle。
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yushilideshuishiwenroude，qingqingdemanmandehehuzhewodejifu。
woxiaoxinyiyiderangtahuanraowoshentimeiyigebufen，yicihuanjieyunpengdaijiwodeneiyifenwufaqusandekeqiu。
yourenshuo，nvrensanshirulangsishiruhu，guoleershiwusui，woyezhenzhentihuidaobanpilangdeweikou。wobuzhidaobierenshibushizheiyang，shuolainanyiqichi，youduoshaociwodeshoudoubuzhibujuedeshenxiangzijidebeiwoshenchu，kekanzheyunpenglianshangkunaoyouhaipademoyang，wozhinengyaoyatingguoqu……
neizhongziwei，bitonggengzhemoren……
“nizaizuoshenme？xizaoxuyaozheimezhangshijianma？”
yushidementuranbeidakaile，woheleyitiao，yanzhengzhengdekanzheyunpengnuqichongtiandezhizhewodama：“nizenmejiuzheimexuyaome？hehe……wozhenshikancuoleren，mijia，woyiweiwomenhuixingfude，keshini……nijingranbeizhewozuozheiyangdeshi？wozhidaowomanzubuleni，danshiniyebuzhiyuzijimanzuzijiba？”
sunyunpengdehuashenshendecitonglewo。
wozhanzaiyushili，renyouwenshuishunzhewobaomandexiongkouyidiyidideluozaijiaojian……
“dui，wojiushixuyao！nijiushimanzubulewo！”wobenlaibuxianghetachaojia，danshitazuijinzhendetaiguofenle。nimenkanguobuyaohemoshengrenshuohuame。neizhongduiwodexianzhihekuitan，zhendeshiyouguozhierwubuji。
sunyunpengbeiwojinule，tashuailewodeyujin，xiangfengleyiyangdahouzhezhizhemenkoushuo：“mijia，nigun，nimashanggun！nizheiyangduozaiyushilizijimanzuziji，buruchuquzhaoyigexingde……wo……wobuyaonile，woyaohenilihun！”shuowan，tazhendequwaimianbafangmendakai，tuozhewojiuwangwailin。wodangshiyifudoumeichuan，zhijuedewuleihongdingyibandexiuru。
“xing，sunyunpeng，neicongjintiankaishi，womijiajiujinidaidinglelvmaozi！”
jiyazaixinzhongyijiudeyuanhenzaizheiyikechedibaofale。wohuidaowoshizhaoleyifuchuanhao，liantoufadoumeichui，jiuneimeshidadadepaochulejiamen。
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街上，人来人往。
woquebuzhidaogaiqunali……
jiuba，huoxushigebucuodexuanze。wobushiyige**denvren，maizuiduiwolaishuojiushibenbendeyibeiyibeidewangduziguan。
qichu，woshoujiyizhiwozaishouli，houlaiheduole，meidengdaoyunpengdedianhua，suoxingjiutiaojinwuchi，huluandegenzhejiezouniudongshenti。
yishuangjieshideshoubeicongshenhoubaozhulewo，wowendaoletaxiukouxiangshuishenmideweidao。
taburangwokantadelian，zhijinjindelouzhedeyao，yongjieshideshentimocengwo。
wocongbuzhidaozheigeshijieshangyouzheiyangdeyizhongziwei，neizhonggezhekuzidounengganshoudaodedingzhuang，rangwojinhuzhixi。yunpengconglaidouzuobudaozheixie，tameicidouxinxudebuganrangwokanbuganrangwopeng，erwoni，hetacongjiehundaoxianzaihaishigechu，womeiyoumaiyuanta，tadaoshiyaohewolihun！
jinguanyoukouwuxin，yezhendetaiguofen！
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houbanyederenshaolexuduo，tabiwogaochuyigetou，zaihunandedengguangxia，woliuzhehanduitashuo：“wojinwanbuxianghuijia……”
“haoa，neiwopeini。”taaimeidejiangwoladaohuaili，niezhudelianturanbaqidewenleshanglai，zheigewensihudaiyoumolihejiezou，zhiyichupengdaowodezuichunjiurangwoganjuewuchuketao。sunyunpengconglaimeizheiyangwenguowo，womenlianggeganqingshizhende，zheifangmianquehaoxiangyizhishijiade，takenengduizijibuzixin，suoyiqinwodeshihouzongshixiaoxinyiyi……
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“zheimexiangyao……nijiehunlema？”
“jiehunle。”wobuhuisahuang，yemeibiyaoheyigemoshengrensahuang，zaiwokanlai，zheiyeshenrenjingfashengdeshi，buguoshiyichangmeng。
tadeshouzaiwodejifushangliuxiahuoredewendu，gezhekuziganshouwoyijingpobujidaidexuyao。
tashuowohenmingan，shuowozheiyangdenvrenzaijiubahenrongyichikui，wodangshihaiyoulizhi，xinxiangwozhilaizheiyicizaiyebulaile。jiubalimianjiushengxiawomenlianggeren，tajinhubawobaozaihuaili，xiaoxinyiyidejiangshoushenjinwodeyifuli……
woshuyuneizhongshencaitebiedehaodenvren，daxuedeneihuieryigeqinshidenvhaijiudouxiaozheshuowotaida，buguoshangxuedeshihoubujuededayoushenmehaochu，haijuedechuanyifuhuibushufu，beinanrenkanhuinanweiqing。kecanjiagongzuohoujiubuyiyangle，shiyexiandequehenzhongyao。
“niyouzibenchulaiwan。buguojieguohunhaibuanfen，jiuzhendehenqianshoushile！”tadehuakouweihenzhong，dongzuoyedadandaobao，wozhijuedexinzangdouyaocongsangziyanlitiaochulaile，zheishijiuba，tayaozuoshenme！
那一刻，我怂了！
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“nishizheilideyazi？”zaiwodeyinxiangli，jiubazhangdehaokandenanrendoushizuozheiyixingde，buguoyebale，jiajilesunyunpengzheizhongchuangshangwonangdenanren，wojingranduiyaziyetuzenghaogan！
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