第1章
“qihuang，wocuole，wozhidaoxingyuyizhixihuandeshini，kewotaiainile，bugangaosuni，wonadouburuxingyu，wo…bugaizheimezisi，bugaiquqiubabajiwomendinghun，ruguowozhidaohuirexingyuzheimeshengqi......wojiuyinggaichengquannimen！”jiruiruidangzheyizhongjiazhangdemian，yikouyinjinleshouzhongshengmangaodubaijiudejingzhibolijiubei。
wodanranpengqizhuoshangchabei，qingqingminleyikou。
jianjiachubeichaixindaowushangdexuekulonggangzhizhuxue。
zuoweiguanzhong，woshibuchengzhide。yanyuanmailishangyanzhezheichanghaowuyiyidenaoju。buguanshijiruiruihuayuzhongdebeiwei，haishitayankuangzhongneirangqihuangganchangcunduandeyanlei，douzaiyongmeiyigexijiezhengmingzheichangnaojudejingcaichengdu。erwowanquanmeiyouxinsiguankan，zhuyilidouzaishouzhongzheibeinandeyichangdehaochashang。
“wocuole，wozhendebuzhidaoganggangjinlaideshixingyu......wozhishihuangle......”
jiruiruiwuzhudeyangzikanqilaikelianjile。
“qihuang，niyaoxiangxinwo......wozenmeshede…zenmeganshanghaidajiadoutengaidexingyu。”
tawuzhudeduozaiqihuangdehuaizhong，shengleijuxia，tianxiananren，renpingsheikanlezheiwojianyouliandekuqi，biandouyuanjiaoxietoujiang，ganyuanrenshu。
qihuang，buguozhishitianxiananrenzhong，zuisuqideneiyige。
taxintengyusui，jinjindebaozhejiruirui，buduanfuzhetadetou，renzheleiyi，wenshenghongzhe:“guai。shazi，wozenmehuibuxiangxinni......bieshuohuhuale，yihoudingbunengzairangnipengjiule。”
yongrenmenmianmianxiangqu，mouguangyouyiwuyidiwangwoshenshangdaliang。
woannaizhuxinxiamanmanjifeng，mianshangyijiubudongshengse。taishanbengyuqianersebubian，miluxingyuzuoermubushun，zheishibabashengqianzuichangduiwoshuodehua。
xianzaibuguoshiyichanghuajidexijubiaoyan，hetaishanbengtaruhexiangbi？hexuyincierlangfeibiaoqing？
taturanxiangzhonglexieyiban，zhengtuoqihuangdehuaibao，jiandingdikanxiangwo：“xingyu，wosuiranbinidasansui，kecongxiaowojiunadoubibuguoni，woconglaibuganhenizhengshenme，kewozhendehenaiqihuang…qiuqiuni…buyaoqiangqihuanghaobuhao？yikaishi，wozhendebuzhidaoniyexihuanta，woyaozaoxiezhidao......”tashuozhici，tongkudiwangxiangqihuangjixudao：“woyidingzaozaolitayuanyixie。”
qihuangnuchi：“nishuoshenmehuhua，woqihuangzheibeizi，zhihuiainijiruiruiyigeren！”tajinjinbaozhejiruirui，，yanshenjiandingdishuochuzhishuyutaerrendehaishishanmeng。
jinjiezhebaozhebushengjiulidejiruiruiyiqiduizheqiyeyezhizhiguixia“jintiandeshi，quandoushiwodecuo。ruguobushiwo…ruiruiyebuhuiyinweihaipabuxiaoxinzhualezhuoshangdechaixindaowuzaxiangxingyu。dangshiwomenhenhuang，meizhuyilaiderenshixingyu......”
“goule！jiushinizheituzaizi！”qiyeyedeliansenankanjile，taiqijiaoduizhunqihuangxinwohenhenyichuai！
“guangtianhuari，zaishufang......”qiyeyeyilianxiuchi，buyuanjixushuoxiaqu。
jiuzaibanxiaoshiqian，woxiangyiwangdemeiyitianyiyang，jinshufanglianzi，“henyiwai”dezhuangjianleyichangjiyinsideerrenyundong。zheichangyundongdenannvzhujiao，jiushicikeguizaizhongjiazhanggenqiandeqihuangjiruirui。
tamentaozuidizaiwomeirilianzideantaishangwangwodechenzuizhe。
erwo，dapoletamende“meihaoshiguang”。buzheyiwudejiruiruihuangluanzhixiayishengjianjiao，chaoqianshangwochangyonglaicaizhidechaixindaozazhonglewodejianjiagu。
dangxuekulongjintouyishanzhiji，jinjiezheyoushiyishengjianjiao，jiruiruijianlewodexue，yunleguoqu。
jiruiruixianran“bushengjiuli”guidaozaiqihuanghuailishi，haizuilihaibuwangshuo“zuihua”：“wocuole，qihuang。wozhendemeixiangdaoxingyuhuishuobanzouzheizhonghua。doushiwodecuo......”
qiyeyezhejimanghuangjieshidao：“shahaizi！yeyezenmehuibuxihuanni！nishiyeyedesunxifu！qihuang，zheiyatoujiuheduole，nikuaidaitajinqu！denghuiwozaishoushini！”
wozaicipengqichabei，xiaozuoleyikoushanghaodezhengshanxiaozhong。
daierrenzouhou，woshurendijiqiyeyepaozhecha，gangcaideyiqiexiangcongweifashengguoside。
qiyeyesihushiyouhenduohuaxiangduiwoshuo，queyoubuzhicongheshuoqi，jiaojidijinwoguaizhang。
jintianshijiruirui21suishengrihui，zhangbeimendouzaiwaizhaohukeren，qiyeyeweilewanshilianmian，bazheishieryalexialai。yongrenyijingjicishanglaicuishouxinggonglumian，dandoubeiyeyetangsaiguoqu。
jiuxianzaijiruiruidezhuangtai，xiaquzhanxianjizhongren，mingtiantoutiaoshang，manmandougaishiguanyuwanshidehaomen“miwen”。
“yeyexiangshuoshenmejiushuoba。biezhenanshou。”wodaqudao。
qiyeyeshuyan，henglesheng：“nizheiyatou，heniyeyeyigedexing，buxiaobukude，rangrenhaocai！”
“qiyeye，woshishihoubanchuqule。”wofangxiachabei，zhishiqiyeyedetongkong。
qibaojiangyileng，zhuanerdanu：“zheishierbieti！”
woweiweiyixiao，zaijitaxushangcha：“neiwomenliaodianbiedeshier。”
qibaojianglianseshaoweihaoxie，woyoudao：“shuoshuoyeyelinzhongqianjinindejinxiangyujiezhi。”
綦宝疆诧异。
“neijinxiangyujiezhishiyiduide，ruguowomeicaicuodehua，lingyimeishifouzaiwoweihunfuneier？”woyangshouwangxiangtadeshuangyan。
“siyatou！yiduzihuahuachangzi！”qibaojiangqingqingnieleniewobizi。
我失笑。
shenxilekouqi，renzhenshuodao：“yeyeninduiwodehao，xingyujibeizidouhaibuwan。ninshixingyuzaizheishishangweishubuduodeqinren，xingyuyeshebudenin。danxingyuzhangdale，deyaoxuehuizhaoguqiyeyele，zaixuehuizhaoguqiyeyezhiqian，wodexianxuehuizhaoguziji。woxiangruguoyeyehaizaidehua，yeshihuitongyide。ninzhidao，yeyetazuibuyuanjitadexiongdimentianmafande。”
laoyibeirenxinshouchengnuo，zhuzhongmingsheng。wobanchuleneiweibuzhixingshenmingshei，buzhizaihechu，suweimoumiandeweihunfu…qishijiuzaitixingqiyeye，jintiandeshi，chenzhemeinaoda，zaolejiezuihao。erzuihaogenchujiruiruiyixindebanfa，jiushiwozheiduoyudejiaoselikaiqijia。
qiyeyeyankuangzhongzhujianxuqishuihua，tanlekouqi：“woyaozaozhidaoniduiqihuangneixiaozi......dangchu......”
wodimeiyanshicikexinzhongjuliedeqingxu：“xiaoshihouyeyecengzaibaomozhaidingzhileyifushangdenglanghao，woduitaaibushishou，zaiyebuyuanyongqitabilianzi，houlaiyouyiri，tangrutanglaijiazhongwanshua，zhiyongneilanghaozaixuanzhishanghuluanhualejigequan，wobianbazheizuizhenaidelanghaorengdiaole。”
“ninkezhiweishenmema？”
qiyeyeliansefuza，bingweiyanyu。
“wozuiyanrenjiachupengwodedongxi，zaihaodelanghaobeipeibushangtaderendianwule，yebuzaidewoxinyi。genghekuangbushuyuwo，qiehaiburuneizhenguilanghaoderen。”
wocongweizaiqiyeyemianqianshuoguozheimezhongdehua。
qiyeyexiaole：“wosunzizainizheiyatouyanlihaiburujigenlangmaozuodemaobi？”
woyexiaole：“yeyexinu。”
tatanlekouqi：“bale。yatoudale，youzijixiangfale。banchuqubianbanchuquba。”
zuijiaobuzijueshangyang。zheishiwojintian，weiyiyigefazineixindexiaorong。
“niyizhouqimahuiyicijia！meitiandejiwodagedianhua！”
“好。”
“haiyou......”qiyeyediediebuxiudeshuoleyidaduizhuyishixiang。woyiyijieshou，tasulaitengwo，nengrangwobanchuqu，yijingshizuidarangbu，woyebuzaitaojiahaijia。
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wuwaideshengrihuiderenaohewofangzhongdelingrenhanlengdejijingxingchengxianmingduibi。
wozhongguibushuyuqijia。yanleidizaixuanzhishanggangxiehaode“jing”zishang。
原来，我很难过。
qihuangxintongdebaozhujiruiruideneishunjian，turanfaxian，yuanlaiwohuizheimexianmulingyigeren。
bushuyuwodedongxi，woconglaibuxie，napa，woshineimexihuan......