第3章 给我一点安慰

mingshukailemenrangsumojinlaihou,youganjindiyinleqilai,zheiyicitakeyifangxindiqumengzhougongle,yousumozaitajiadashaoyeshibuhuiyoushide,jiusuantiantaxialaile,sumoyeyoubanfarangtajiadashaoyedingzhe。

yejingqiaoqiaode,zhiyoudandandeliangfengchuiguo。

suiranshixiatian,yewanbuxiangbaitianneibanyanre,youliangfengchuiguogengjuedeshushi。

hanmuchenbayipingjiuyijiyigejiubeituidaolezaitaduimianzuoxialaidesumomianqian,wuheidemouzichouzhesumoneizhangzailudengxiayijiumingliangdongrendeqiaolian,dichendishuozhe:“peiwoheyibei。”

sumokanzheta,chuletadeyanshenshenshen,xiangwudidongyiyangzhiwai,tahaizhenkanbuchulaitayoushenmebuduijing,kemingshushuotajinwanhuilaihoujiuzaixujiu,zheigenanrenpingshichunfengdeyide,jueduibuhuiwuyuanwugudixujiude。

naqitatuiguolaideneipingjiu,shiyiping86niandelafeihongjiu。hongjiugengshihenvxinghe,burongyizui。sumodaoleyibei,hengemendihehanmuchenpengleyixiabei,ranhouhelejikouhongjiu。

hanmuchenyijiushenshendikanzheta,sumozaoxiguanletazheizhongyanshen,congtashisisuikaishi,zheijiahuokantadeyanshenjiushizheiyangde,yongyuanshenbukece,taxiangtangedi,kexitanleshijinianhaishitanbuchulai。

“muchen,xianzainikeyigaosuwo,nilingchenliangdianbawowadaozheililaipeinihejiudeyuanyinlema?”sumohenhaoqidiwenzhe,taxiangzhidaohanmuchenkouzhongde“jingtiandongdi”deliyou。

hanmuchenminchunbuyu,zhishidandandiyouheleyikoujiu。

sumoyebuzhuiwen,fanzhengtawenguodehua,zhiyaotatingjinqule,jiusuangelejigeyue,taxianghuidadeshihou,tayiyanghuihuidatade。

“gangcaimingshubutinikaimen,nizhendasuanfanmenerru?”hanmuchenhurancouguolianlai,daizhejiuweidenonghounanxingqixicirulesumodebiduan,huoxushixiguanlehehanmuchenzheibanzirandeqinjinba,tameidoubutiaoyixia,gengmeiyoutuikaihanmuchen,dalieliedetashenzhimeiyoufaxianhanmuchenzaicouguoshenzishi,meiyouduanzhejiubeidedashouqiaoqiaodiqishangdaoletadefasishang,siqingrousichongnidibatayishuchuiluodefasitiaoqisaidaotadeerchuishang,zheigedongzuotahenshulian,biaoshitajingchangzuozhe,sheijiaomougexinggeyoudiannanerdenvrenliuzhedeshiqijianfa,bangqimaweilai,haishilaoyoufasidiaopidichuiluo。

“bufanmenerrunanbuchengdundi?”sumopieletayiyan。

hanmuchendeheimouwanlewan,siyouruowudexiaoyifuxian。

cikedetayidiandoubuxiangganggangshilianderen。

tahetangyandewunian“ganqing”,zaitaxinligujiburusumodeyishufasi。

“zenmebujiaowokaimen?”hanmuchenzhuiwenzhe,tanlandebizifangsidixiuzhetashenshangsanfachulaidenvxingteyoudeqingxiang。

moyuyibandemouzishanshuozhegengshendeyanshen。

“nihenlan,yehenxiaoqi,jiaonikaiyicimen,nihuijihenzhangshijian,yehuiqianfangbaijicongwoshenshangguahuihaochu,suoyiwoningyuanfanmenerru。”sumolaoshibukeqidishuozheshihua。

hanmuchendeliandangchangjiuchengleheitan。

waimianderendouzhidaotahanmuchenaijichou,keyijiuduitaquzhiruowu,henxianghehanjiayoushengyilaiwang,sheiyebugandangmianshuotaxiaoqiaijichou,pianpianyanqianzheigenvrenbeitadeanchong,chongdebuzhitiangaodihou,dangzhetademianjiushuotaxiaoqiaijichou。

“dele,bieheizheyizhanglianle,douxiangguancailianle。woshuodeshishishi,nimingmingjiukandaowolaile,nihaizuozhebudong,zhengminglenihenlan。shangciwobuxiaoxindiuleqianbao,cheyouganghaomeiyoule,dadianhuaxiangniqiuzhu,nishibanglewo,keshiniquerangwojinizuoleyigeyuedezaocan,zheijiuzhengminglenizheigerenhenxiaoqihenaijichou。”

wushimouzhangheitanlian,sumobupasidijiezhehanmuchendelaodi。

hanmuchendelianheidewufaxingrongle。

tazenmehuiduizheiyangyigenvrenrucideshangxin?

fuchudangranyaoyouhuibao,tafuchule,tabuhuibaoyidian,tabukuidale?takeshishengyirenni。

zheijuhua,hanmuchenzhizaixinlifufeizhe。

“我失恋了。”

zuozhengleshenzi,hanmuchendididishuozhe。

shuowanle,tadeheilianmashangjiubianle,biandehennanguodeyangzi。

duanzhejiubeideshoucoudaozuibian,tayiyangtou,yikouqibianbajiubeilidejiuyequandouguanjinlehoulongli,zhizaochuyifutayinweishilianerjiejiuxiaochoudeyangzi。

“e,shenme?nishilianle?”

sumoxianshisuikoudiyingzhe,jiezhedachiyijing,hanzaizuilidejiushuichayidianjiuyaopenchulaile,tachijingdidengzhehanmuchen,haishibuganxiangxindiwenzhe:“nizhendeshilianle?nishuailetangyan?haishitangyanshuaileni?”tahehanmuchenzixiaoyiqizhangdadeguanxi,youshitiegemen,taziranzhidaotangyanjiushihanmuchendenvyou,lianggerenbushiyouwuniandeganqinglema?

zaitarenwei,wuniandeganqinghenshenle,keyijiehunle。

buguoqiguaideshi,zheigejiahuoyidianyemeiyoujiehundedasuan。

“tayoulexinhuan,bawoshuaile。”hanmuchenlianshangnanguodebiaoqinggengnongle,zhichameiyoujichuliangdileilai。

sumozhangzhangzui,xiangshuoshenme,keyishizhijiantayoubuzhidaogaishuoshenme。

hanmuchenduitangyandetaidu,tashizhidaode,tangyandingzhetanvyoudechenghao,kelianggerenyigeyuedoujianbudaoyicimian,tangyanzhaolai,tayouyigezhongliyoutuiju,burangtangyanchuxianzaitadeshijieli,tazheigepangbianrenkanzhedouyiduzideqifen,gengbieshuoshenweinvzhujiaodetangyanle。

kerangtashuoxiezhizehuozhexingzailehuodehua,tayoushuobuchulai,bijingtashitadehaopengyou,tiegemen,nayourenzaihaopengyoushilianshixingzailehuode?

“womendouyouwuniandeganqingle,tayizhuanshen,jiubawoshuaile,neigexinhuan,nizhidaoshisheima?”hanmuchenchouzhesumo,buzhuodaosumoyanlidehaoqishi,tacainanguoyouqihendishuozhe:“shilonghao,wodesiduitou!”

sumozhazhayan,guoleyifenzhong,caieleyisheng。

hanmuchenbajiubeibaifangzaishizhuoshang,gaodadeshenqudaizheqinzhandeyiweiyoucoujinlesumodemianqian,lianggerendelianchadianjiuyaotiejinle,tadichendongtingdeshengyinyihunhoudeqishiqiaojinlesumodeerli:“sumo,woshilianle,wohennanguo,nishenweiwodehaopengyou,nishifougaijiwoyidiananwei?”

sumozhazheyan,jitaanwei?

haoba,tadequegaijitayidiananwei。

yushouyitai,zhongzhongdipaizaihanmuchenkuanhoudejianbangshang,qingcuideshengyinxiangqi:“gemen,tianyahechuwufangcao,hebidanlianyizhihua,kankaixie!”