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wuhuangzihetaqingtouyihedetieshenshinvdiaojinlejiebingdechitang。
womianlijiuxialeta，neishinvzenishuishenwang。
banianhouzaiwofenghoudadiandeqianyitian。
beiwogujiafuchishangweidetaxiazhijiangpanzeigujiamanmenchaozhan。
“bailinghaishihedinghong，nixuanyige。”
“qianyueerdeneitiaoming，nidehai。”
beipohexiaduyaodeneiyike，wozhengkaiyanyouhuidaoxiaowushengluoshuineiri。
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我死之前挣扎过。
gegejingxinweiwodingzhiduanrenshicengyan，wangwoweirouhuxizhijinengzibaoyishi。
gujiaaogu，nvziyiran。
daoguangjianyingjian，xianxuedi，feixuehan。
buguozheirenmeishangdaoxiaowushengfenhao，daoshibeifeishenerlaidejiminganwei**lewodexiongkou。
tamianluhense，yanzhongshengmankuaiyi。
woyouhui，youhuo，dandaozuihouhuaweibugandeyijuzhiwen。
“womengujia......daodinaliduibuqini？”
woxianxiajingzhenbuzhitayanzhongneimenongliedechouhenshiweiheerlai。
mingmingxiangwogegeqiuquwodeshita，baibanhehu，wanbantitiedeyeshita。
jiantaruciqingshenyizhong，wojiazhongweiyidegegebuyouyulidezhutadengshanghuangwei。
xinhuangdengji，gegeweiwendingtadediwei，bugulutujianxin，zhankuangjianxian，yilubeishangwaichuzhengzhan。
ketaxianzaijingshijiwomengujiaanshangyigetongdimaiguodezuiming。
manmenrongyao，yichaoshousun，gujiashangxiabaiyukourenjierentouluodi。
woyingshengshengcongfajingansedehoulonglituchulaijigezi：“xiaowusheng，niwangenfuyi。”
xiaowushengtingyanlengshengyixiao：“baniandeyinren，buguoshiweilerangnimenjiyueerchangmingeryi。”
tayuqizhongdehuainianhetongkuairangwoyileng。
月儿？
neigemeiyouxingshi，danshiquepeizhexiaowushengduguolewushugehandongdegongnv？
八年了。
tajinghaiyiweiwoshuixiachuaitadeyijiaoshiguyide？！
tadexinsijuranzhongdaonengyinrenbanianlaibaowoneiyijiaozhichou？
dangchutadechujingyaobushiyouneigongnvshanfengdianhuo，youzenhuirangtamenliangchuyurucijuejing。
weileyigeweishanpanzhudexiaogongnvtuhaimanmenzhonglie。
“xiaowusheng，nibude......”
xiaowushengdeshougengzhongleyifen。
“好死！”
xiaowushengjifengdejiangsuoyoubishoumeiruwodexinzang。
woyejiucishiqulesuoyouyishi。
jingsejiaoran，mantianfeixue。
xushitianyejianlian，yishixiaoshideneiyike。
wohuidaoleshiliusuijingongmianshengzheinian。
shenbiandexiaotaijianyilianchanmeidedaiwoguanlehaoyizhendehouhuayuanxuejing。
danxinyouqianjie，renhejingsezaiwoyanzhongdoubumianxiandewuqu。
zhouranjianwotuganshenshangyouxueqiujidazhisheng。
suizhierlaideshiyishengjianxidegongyasang。
“aiyo！shisheizheimebuzhangyanshangleer**！”
wochaocaozashengdeyuantouwangqu，zhijianhaiweijiebingdechitangliyouliangdaozhengzhabuyideshenying，tamenbutinghujiushituzhuazhushenmeyouyongdewaiwunengjielishangan。
shuizhonglangbeibukan，huangluanqiujiudeneiliangrenworenshi。
化成灰我也认识。
十六岁时的萧无声。
haiyoutakouzhongrouqingsishui，wusishanliangdegongnv，yueer。
eryuanzaianbianyutaxiangfangnianjidejiweihuangzihaizaiyongniehaodexueqiubianwangshuizhongzaqu，qirujiaoxiaozherangtamenzhuageyushanglai。
这一幕何其熟悉。
wodanmodewangzhezheiyiqie。
xiaotaijianjianwolizaiyuandichichibukendongdan，yiweiwoxinyounuqi，ganmangjieshi：“er**bieshengqi，huangzizhijianzongaizheiyangwannao，nucaizheijiudaininhuanyichuguangguang，xuejingbubizheibiancha。”
lidongneiribudechongdexiaowushengyinweiyiminggongnvhanjiandeyuqitahuangziqilezhengzhi，tuirangzhijianxiaowushengheneimingjiaoyueerdegongnvshuangshuangdierutangzhong。
shangyishiwoxinshengburen，maozhehandongzhongcigudechishuijiangxiaowushengjiuxia，bingyangqiugegejiangxiaowushenganpaizhigujiajunyingbibifengtou。
dangshiwoyuanyexiangjiuxianeixiaogongnv，naiheyigexiaowushengjiurangwojingpilijin，mashangfuchushuimianzhiji，turanyigulidaojinjindezhuazhuwodejiaohuai，haibutingdejiangwowangxialache。
woyikan，shuixiadexiaogongnvzhengbiehonglelian，shizulejingburangwojiangbiyandexiaowushengjiushangan。
shijianjinji，wozhideyongjinquanshenliqijiangrentikai，gujineixiaogongnvyemeixiangdaowojingzheimeda，yishibubeijingbeichuaizhonglexinwozi，tongkudewangchitangdichenqu。
erxiaowushengzaishuidimimihuhuzhengkaiyandeshihou，kandaodejiushizheiyimu。