从我面前消失

museshenchen,liangfengxixi。

xujinxinyizaimenbian,tanliandewangzheshafashangdechuxiunian。

taaitazhengzhengshinian,zhisibuyu。

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weilechuxiunian,tayuanyifuchuyiqie,yeyijingfuchuleyiqie。

jibianyijingjiehunsannian,danta,congweizhenzhengyongyouguota。

“xuxiaojie,aixibaoyijingkuosan,nindeshengmingzhiduozhiyousangeyuele。”

shangwuyishengdehua,cishizhouranzaierbianxiangqi。

jiulianzheiduanyoumingwushidehunyin,tadouwufazaijixuyongyou。

xinzangyisuan,xujinxinfachuyisixiweidebiyin。

“你来干什么?”

chuxiunianshurantaitou,shensuideyankuangyipianandan,dantongkongzhong,yijiuyimanleyaneyuliangbo。

xujinxinyaoyaozuichun,huanhuanzoushangqian,nierukaikou,“juanzengfangtongyiqianlexieyishule,yuanfangshuoxiazhousanshoushu,shuhouxiuyangyigeyue,nijiukeyikandaole。”

chuxiunianlenghengyisheng,zhongxinbishangyanjing。

“xiunian,ni,nikaixinma?keyi……yuanliangwolema?”

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“bizui!niyoushenmeliantita?”

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“suile?nitiantianbazheipodongxibaizheiliexinwo,jiumeixiangguochizaohuiyouzheiyitian?yedui,nizheizhonghaowuxiuchixinderen,zenmehuidongexinzheilianggezi?”

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“nishibushiwangle,dangnianyaobushinibiwohenijiehun,xunxunzenmehuifashengneizhongshi,woyouzenmehuiyanxia,chenglezheiyangdefeiren!”

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youshichenmo,tacainannankaikou,“shi,wopeibushang,suoyicaizaolebaoying……”

“过来。”

chuxiunianlenglengkaikou,xujinxinyouyupianke,haishihuanhuanzoushangqian。

tayongyuandouwufajujuechuxiunian。

liangrenzhijianxiangjuliangmishihou,yigujudadeliliangxilai,tabeichuxiunianyazaishenxia。

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“henxihuanduima?dangniannijiushizheiyangsuanjiwo,youchengweiwoderendeba,xianzaizenmehegesirenyiyang?”

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“nijuedewozuowanshoushuhou,kandaonizheizhanglianhuishishenmeganjue?hainengkaixindeqilai?nixiangyaoyuanliangduima?neijiuqusiba,chedicongwomianqianxiaoshi!”