第1章
wotanruanzaifeiqichangfangjiaoluo，yanzhengzhengkanzhezhangfushenxingyuanjiangtaneiweibaiyueguangwennianniandahengbaoqi，touyebuhuiyaowangwaizou。
wennianerdeshouwanzailiuxue，jihujinshilebanbianxiuzi，zhenggerendouyiweizaitaxiongkou，kanshangqujiaoxiaokelian。
“xingyuangege，wohaoteng......”
shenxingyuanjinzhouzhemeianfuta，haoxianggenbenmeikanjianliansecangbai，yanshenandandewo。
tashengyinwenroujile，jiangwennianerbaodegengjin：“niannian，biepa，wozaizheili。”
“womashangjiudainizou，meishile。”
gentajiehunzheiliangnian，qishiwoxiguanletaduizhewozheifulengdandetaidu，yezhidaotamanxinmanyandoushitaneiweibaiyueguang。
keshiwoxianzaihuaizhetadehaizi，tadounengzuoshibulime？
xiongqiangyongqilaiyigujutong，wozhanglezhangzuijiaozhuta：“shenxingyuan。”
shenxingyuandunzhujiaobukanxiangwo，haoxiangcaiyishidaohaiyouwozheimegeren。
dantayanzhongquekanbuchulaiyidianguanxin，youdezhishiyane。
“你又要作什么？”
houlongkoumanqiyigumentong，woganjuebijiansuandebuxing。
可我现在不能哭。
“nibudaiwozoume？ganggangzhulishuoyouyigebangfeitaozoule，wopa......”
wodehuahaimeishuowan，jiubeishenxingyuanlengshengdaduan。
“bangjiadeshishizenmehuishi，nibiwoqingchu。”
tamorandingzhewo：“jiangsui，wozanshimeishijianzhuijiunidezeren，niyeshikeerzhi，bierangwozhenduinimeilenaixin。”
woganjuehoubeiyongqiyigulengyi，jiangzaiyuandibanshangdongdanbude。
“shenmejiao’wobiniqingchu’？”
wodingzhetadebeiying，yazhesangziwenta：“nandaonijuedezheichangbangjiagenwoyoushenmeguanxi？womingmingyeshishouhaizhe......”
kewodehuahaimeilaidejishuowanjiubeitadaduanle。
“shibushi，nizijixinzhiduming。”
tachaofengkanlewoyiyan，biaoqingxiane，yibuyemeijiuliu。
wennianersuozaitahuaizhongkanlewoyiyan，biaoqingdaizhexiexuyiweimomingdetiaoxin。
tingzhemenwaidechefadongyuanqu，zhijuedexinzangtengdewuyifujia，yayileyizhengtiandeyanleizhongyurenbuzhuyonglechulai。
woshizuotianwanshangbeiwennianeryuechulai，yudaoneixiebangfeide。
qishineishihouyijingshishenyeshiyidian，wobenlaibuxiangchumenle。
wennianerqueshuo，tayouyijianguanyushenxingyuandezhongyaoshiqingyaogaosuwo。
aileshenxingyuanzhengzhengshinian，guanyutaderenhexiweimojiedeshiqingdouzuyirangwofenbugushen，suoyinapawohuaizheliugeyuedeshenyun，haishiduziquletajia。
danzaixiaoqumenkou，wokanjianwennianerbeijigenanrenxiechizheshangleche。
suiranwohenjidutanengbeishenxingyuanneimezhuanyideaizhe，keshikanjiantayigenvhaizibeijigeqiongxiongjiededananrenjidaizou，wozenmekenengzuoshibuli。
suoyiwojishenxingyuandaledianhua，youjiluxiachepaidasuanbaojing。
keshiwomeixiangdaoneixiebangfeijingranfaxianlewo，jiangwoyeqiangxingbangzou。
zheiyitian，wotixindiaodanhuzhezijihehaizi，shibushihaiyaobeibangfeiweixiekonghe，shenzhiailejierguang，erwennianerbeiguanzaipangbiandechangfang，shibushiwohaihuikanjianbangfeiqiaoqiaojitasongshiwu。
keshiwoyijingyizhengtianshuimiweijinle，xuruodelianzhangzuideliqidoumeiyou，danxiangdaoshenxingyuanhuilai，woduzilihaiyouwomendehaizi，wohaishichengguolaile。
womeixiangdaodeshi，shenxingyuanlaile，quebushilaijiuwode，shenzhihaihuaiyiwozaizidaoziyan。
zheishiniandeai，haiyouneixiebuqiuhuibaodetaohaohefuchu，zaizheiyikehuranxiandeshifenkexiao。
woshenshoumolemoduzi，hongzheyanxiadinglejuexin。
huoxuyikaishiwojiajitajiushicuode，burujiucifangshouchengquantahaole，rangtagentadebaiyueguangzhongchengjuanshu。
changfangwaixiaqiqingpenbaoyu，wocongdishangjianqishouji，pingmuyijingshuailiedakuai，youshangjiaoxianshizhewuxinhao。
napayouxinhao，zheiliyedabudaoche，wozhinengzijizouhuiqu。
waimiandimiannining，tiankongyeyinchendehen，xianzaiyijingshibangwanle，yaoshizaiwanyidianzou，wokenengmeibanfaxiashanle。
erqieshenxingyuandebaobiaozhizhuazhulesangebangfei，qizhongyigeyijingpaodiaole，wobuquedingtashenmeshihouhuizhefanhuilai。
womaozheyushenyibuqianyibuwangqianzou，yinyuenengyuanyuankanjianshanxiadegonglu，kesizhouguangxianhunan，haishirangwojuedeyoudianhaipa。
daolelubianlanyiliangchejiuhaole......
wonuligulizheziji，fubuchuanlaiyizhenweiteng，sihuwoduzilidehaiziyejuedebuan。
woqingqingfumozheduzi，fangmanxiejiaobuxiangrangzijihuanyihuan，quekanjianbuyuanchuzhanzheyigeshenchuanheiseyuyidegaodananren。
tashoulinazheyibadao，yanshenhenliyouyindu......shineigetaozoudebangfei！
wotongkongyizhan，bennenghoutui。
“jiannvren......yuanlainihaimeizoua？”
“gejigebeinihaidegoucande，nishuozheibizhangwozenmegennisuan？niduzilineiniezhongyouliugeyueleba？buzhidaopouchulaiyouduodale？”
woliansecanbai，ganshoudaotashenshangdeeyi，haobuyouyuzhuanshenbiantao！
bunengluozaizheigerenshouli......suiranwobuzhidaotaweishenmeyaobangjiawohewennianer，danwonengganjuedao，taxiangyaowodeming！
neigenanrenlengxiaoyisheng，wozhedaochaowozhuishanglai。
fubuneigutongyuelaiyueyanzhongle，woganjuemeipaoyibudoutengdeyanqianfahei。
keshishenhoudejiaobushengyuelaiyuejinle......wogenbenbugantingxiaxiuxi！
wodazheduzi，zaizenmejiakuaijiaobudoushipaobuguotade，yinweixiayudeyuangu，lumianyoushiyouhua，wojicidouchadianshuaidao。
genghekuang，woyizhengtiandoumeichiguodongxi！
zuilidexuexingweiyuelaiyuezhongle，kanzhebangfeiyuezhuiyuejin，wodexindoutidaolesangziyan。
jiuzaizheishi，wodeshoujihuranzhendongqilai。
woxiayishimochushouji，kanjianpingmushangtiaochujitiaolajiduanxin。
zheiliyouxinhaole......wokeyidadianhuaqiujiu！
xinyiheng，wopinjinquanlijiasuwangqianpao，yibiannachushoujibotongleshenxingyuandedianhua。
buchuyiwaidehua，tahaimeiyouzouyuan，wokeyidengdaotade！
dudushengxianglehenjiu，dianhuacaibeijieqi。
shenxingyuandeshengyindaizhebunaidehanyi：“niyouyaozuoshenmeyao？”
“xingyuan，neigetaopaodebangfeihuilaile，jiujiuwo！tazaizhuiwo！”
wojiliyazhesangzi，shengyindaizhan：“jiuzaiganggangneigechangfangfujin！”
dianhuaneitou，shenxingyuanchenmoyizhen，huranlengxiaochusheng。
“jiangsui，zidaoziyanleneimejiuhaibugou？jiuyinweiwoxiandaileniannianzou，nijiuyaobianchuzheizhonghuanghualaixiyinwoguanzhu？”
wowozheshoujideshouhuranzhanlezhan。
shidaorujin，tahaijuedewozaisahuangzidaoziyan？
jiuzaizheishi，wotingjianwennianerdetonghu：“xingyuangege，wohaoleng，wohuibuhuisidiao？”
“meishide，womenhenkuaijiudaoyiyuanle，wobaozheni。”
shenxingyuanwenrouanfuzheta，fenfusijijiasu，ranhoulenglengchongwodao：“niyaoshizhenbeineibangfeinongsi，wohuijinishoushi，haimeisidehua，jiubielaifanwo。”
tingtonglichuanlaidudusheng，tahaobuliuqingguaduanledianhua。