shinianzhengyihuotadeturangaibian,yitaiyan,jiuqiaojianhuojinyanzhanzaineili。
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dengguanghenliang,dazaitalianshang,youzhonglengmoyoulinglidejishigan。
shiniankandaota,xintouhuangluan,likesongkailewenxiaoqing。
“你……”
beitamouzhongdelisejingzhu,zaishuobudeyigezi。
huojinyanyishengbuxiangzhanzaineili,mouseqingleng,huimorushenkanzheta,
yandijinshiyane,haositashihedidelanniyiban。
buyoufenshuo,huikaitadeshou,jiangwenxiaoqingdaijinhuaili:“meishiba?”
wenxiaoqingjiaochuanlianlian,daojinhuojinyanhuaili:“jinyan,wohaonanshou,xiongkoumen……”
xibaideshouzhizhuazhetadexiukou:“bie……genshixiaojiemeiguanxi,shiwoziji……”
huaweishuowan,bianbeitadaduan:“haohaoxiuxi!”
huojinyandeshixiansuijikanxiangshinian,touzhehanyi,yandibumanjinggao:“buzhidaotashentibuhaoma?”
shinianzhengzhu:“nimeikandaoshitazhudongzhaowomafande?”
tayixiangbuaizhengchao,zheiyici,renwukeren,suoyoudeweiquzaizheiyikebaofa。
bishidewenxiaoqingliansecanbai,sisizuanzhetadeyishang,butingjiaozhetademingzi:“jinyan,nanshou……”
“我难受……”
huojinyanjimangdahengbaoqita,“wosongniquyiyuan!”
kuaiyaolikaixishoujianmendeshihou,taturantingxia,huiguoshenlaikanxiangshinian,lengshengdao:“nizheigeedudenvren!”
“ruguoqingqingyoushenme,woraobuleni!”
zhenggeguochengtameikantayiyan,baozhehuailidewenxiaoqing,hunshendoushilengmo。
zoudehaobuliulian,haosihuailineigenvrencaishitadezhengpaiqizi。
talaidekuai,zoudegengkuai,chaneizhijian,xishoujianlibianzhishengxiashinianyigeren。
shinianzhanzaiyuandi,bukeyizhidefadou。
心碎了一地。
xiaofutengdeyufalihai,zhuidetaxinwangxiachen。
kanzhejingzilideziji,xiaodejinshicangliang:“shinianashinian,zheijiushinichaisanrenjiadejieguo,baoyinglaile。”
huojinyanjiaota“qingqing”,huiwenroudetongwenxiaoqingshuohua,quecongweiyongneiyangwenroudeyuqiduizijishuoguoyiju。
也许……
zheijiushiaiyubuaidequbieba。
jiajiyigenihenaitataquebuainidenanrenshishenmetihui?
jiuhaosinizaiwuyikuaibing,qingjinsuoyouliqi,huanlaidezhishiyishenshanghen。
仅此而已。
juqiyipengshuipaizailianshang,kanzhejingzililangbeidenvren,turanyixiao:“likaitaba。”
buaile,yejiubuhuizaiteng。
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是夜。
zaozaoyijingshuixia,shinianhaizaichufangmanghuo。
tazaizhunbeimingtianzaocanyongdecailiao,nveraihexiaomihongzaozhou,xihuanchiliufenshudebaizhudan,taxihuan40duzuoyoudechunniunai,yikuaijiaxinsanmingzhi,haiaizaichizaocandeshihoukancaijingzhoubao。
xiangzhexiangzhe,buzhizendi,youxiangdaoleneigenanren。
jiehunwunian,taxiguanzaimenkouliuyizhandeng,pawanguidetakanbujian,zheigexiguanyiliujiushiwunian。
今晚……
huoxuneigerenbuhuihuilaileba?
shizhenyijingzhixiangshierdian,kanzhechenchenyese,shiniankuxiao:xinaidenvrenhuilai,tazenmehuijidezheili?
likaishafa,ximieneizhandeng,huilewoshi。
dakaidiannao,chayuelihunxieyishudegeshi。
congkandaotabaozhewenxiaoqinglikaideneiyike,tajiuxiangmingbaile:qiangniudeguabutian,wunianshijiandoumeiranghuojinyanaishangziji,hebizaibaifeiliqi!
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lingchen3dianzhong,zaozaoturandakuqilai。
shiniangubushangchuanxie,paojinhaizifangjian,“baobeier,zenmele?”
“mama,bushufu,wohaonanshou……”
haizitangzaichuangshang,xiaolianertonghong,fajixianyijingbeihanshuidashi。
shinianshenshoumolemohaizidetou:“haotang!”
“baobeier,nifashaole,mamadainiquyiyuan!”
congcongtaolejianwaitao,yongxiaobeiziguozhuanan,mengcaiyoumen,chaoyiyuanshiqu。
haizizaochan,xiaobingbuduan。
huaizaozaobageduoyuedeshihou,tayigerenzaibieshu,wanshangxialoudaoshuihedeshihoumeizaiyi,shuaileyijiao,songdaoyiyuanyijingtingbudaotaixin,budeyizhixia,xuanzelepoufuchan。
yinweihaizishengxialaiguoyushouxiao,zaibaowenxiangzhuleyigebanyue,tazheigedangmadecaijiandaozijidehaizi。
xiantianbuzu,zaozaoxinzanghefeigongnengbujianquan,suoyi,zhiyaoyushanghaizifashao,tadouhuizhengyebushui,zhaoguhaizi。
shaochengjintianzheiyang,haishitouyihui。
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shinianfalefengsidebahaizisongdaojizhenchu,kanzhehaizibeituijinshoushushi,zheicaizuoxialai。
tadakouchuanxizhe,xiangshilikaileshuideyu,gouyancanchuandehuozhe。
jinguanzhuzhiyishenggentadalebaopiao,shuohaizihenkuaijiuhuichulai,tahaishibanguibanzuozaishoushushimenkoudecizhuanshang,zuiliniannianyouci。
“zaozao,niyidingyaopinganhuidaomamashenbian。”
“meiyouni,woye……buhuole。”
huiyingtade,zhiyoubinglengdefengsheng。
“jinyan,haoleng,nibaowohaobuhao?”
shengyinchuanlai,shinianyigejiling。