第4章 自暴自弃

zhei……suanshixuanshisuoyouquanma?

beizhuoredeshouzhangkouzhexiaba,rangzhuyujuedebushihenshufu。

主要是耻辱。

tazhengzhaleyixia,buxiaoxinpengdaozhengzaishuyedeshoubei,xueyehuiliu,shuyeguanliyixiazihongleyidapian。

“谁让你乱动的!”

faxianzhuyucuqilemeitou,liqingdongditouyikan,bujinborandanu,jimangquzhaohushi。

kanzhetayuanqudegaodabeiying,zhuyumoditanleyikouqi。

zheishizenmele,lianliqingdongdeqingxuyekaishibiandejilieqilai,yaozhidao,takebushiyigexinuxingyusederen。

shiyinweiluzhiqinghuilailema?

zhuyudexintouyituanluanma,zuizhongyaodeshi,tahaijide,luhaoranheluzhiqingjuranyijianrugu。

zhengxiangzhe,yigezhibanhushijinlaile。

“bieluandong,bashoufanghaole,zhuyixiuxi。”

tajizhuyudiaozhengleyixiazhentoudeweizhi,youzhongxintieshangliangkuaijiaobuguding,dingzhujiju,ranhoulikai。

zhuyunenedidaoxie,yitaitou,faxianluhaoranjingzhanzaibingfangmenkou。

tabadayisuishoudazaibeiwan,luchulimiandebeixinhechenshan,lingkouweichang,xiandegengjiatingba。

xianshideyingxiang,hejiyizhongdeyangzi,jianjianzhonghe……

tayileng,luhaoranyelaileyiyuan?

zhuyudexinshidouxiezailianshang,luhaoranyikanbianzhi。

tazouguolai,yuqiwenhedijieshidao:“wobutaifangxin,jiuyiqigenguolaile。nixianzaizenmeyang,haihaoma?”

zhuyufanyingguolai,budafanwen:“luhaoran,niweishenmeyaohuilai?”

bierenhuoxubulejieta,dantatailejiele!

zhujinyiwei,luhaoranshiweilexiangyaojianzhuyucaihuilaide。

bierenyiwei,luhaoranshiweilejizhujinguoshengricaihuilaide。

zhiyouzhuyuzhidao,shiqingjueduibuhuizheimejiandan。

biekantawaibiaowenwenerya,danzuoshidemudexingquejiqiang,conglaidoubuhuilangfeishijianhejinglizairenhebuzhidederenhuozheshiqingshang。

henyihan,zhuyuyixiazixiangdao,tadangchujiushineigebuzhidederen。

“bushixiaojinrangwo……”

luhaorangangshuolebanjuhua,jiubeizhuyujilenglengdidaduan:“biehewoshuozheizhonghongpianxiaonvhaidehuale!”

tameimaoyitiao,yandimingxianshanguoyisihanyi:“xiaoyu,suoyinideyisishi,niyijingbuzaishixiaonvhaile?”

tamingbaileluhaorandeyisi,bujuejianlianjiayihong。

ketayoumashangfennuqilai,tazheishizaizhiwenzijima?

他凭什么?

“关你什么事?”

“shineigeliqingdong?nigenleta?”

nanrenyidanminganqilai,bubinvrencha。

“xiaoyu,liqingdongzheizhongnanren,bushininengpengde!”

luhaoranshangqianliangbu,miandaijisedishuodao。

kantadeshense,shizhendetouzheguanxin。

zhuyuquezhishijuedekexiao,taluchubiyidebiaoqing,zhijiefanwendao:“zheigenniyouyoushenmeguanxi?nengbunengpengde,buyijingshizheiyanglema?liqingdongyouqian,xiaojindeshoushufeijiushitanade。”

tashuohuadeshihou,daizheyisizibaoziqide**。

“xiaojin……niweishenmebulianxiwo?”

luhaoranzhidao,nengrangzhuyuqufude,kongpayezhiyoutaneigebaobeimeimeile。

tayeshizaijijiangchuguodeshihou,caizhidaolezhuyujialideqingkuang,luhaorankangzhengguo,quegenbengaibianbuletaneigepianzhiyaoqiangdemuqinzuochuderenhejueding。

“ni?niliannizijiyaozoudeludoubunengzuozhu。luhaoran,nihuilaijiuhuilaile,danqingniliwoyuanyidian。haiyou,biezaitoutouhexiaojinlianxile,tahaixiao,banidangchengdagegeyiyangchongbai,wopatajianglaihuishangxin!”

zhuyumianwubiaoqingdishuodao。

yanxiazhiyi,jiushishuoluhaoranliyongxiaoguniangduizijidexinrenhehaogan,shizaitaiguofenle。

tazirantingchulaile,dangjiqifenbuyi:“wonaxiaojindangqinmeimei,shibushiwozainidexinli,jiushizheimewochuodeyigeren?”

“luhaoran,woleile,nizouba。”

zhuyupibeidibishangleyanjing,jiranluhaoranbukenshihuashishuo,zijiyewenbuchushenme。

dantazhidao,taconglaidoushimudemingque,jueduibuhuiwudefangshi。

danyuanluhaorandeguilai,buhuidailaihudiexiaoying,yingxiangdaomeiyigerendepingjingshenghuo。

“nihaohaoxiuxi,womingtianzailaikanni。”

chenmopianke,luhaoranzoujinliangbu,shenshoulalelazhuyusuiyigaizaishenshangdebeizi。

tasuirankanbujian,quenengganjuedaoshuyutadeqixi,daizheyidianboheweidao,haiyoudandande,jihukeyilingrenhulvebujidenvshixiangshuiwei。

是陆芷晴身上的吧?

tamenzhiqianyizhidaizaiyiqi,jiusuanzhanranshangle,yebuxiqi。

“小瑜。”

zhengxiangzhe,erbianzaicichuanlaileluhaorandeyishengdidihuhuan,huangrudangnian。

yexushicuojue,tahaoxiangzaigengyan。

dengdaozhuyuzhongyurenbuzhuzhengkaiyanjing,luhaoranyijinglikaile,kaozaimenkoudenanren,shibuzhidaoshenmeshihouyouhuilaideliqingdong。

“tedijinimenanpaidanduxiangchudeshijian,wohentitieba?”

他不怀好意地问道。

竹瑜默然不语。

liqingdonglengxiaoyisheng,huranziguzidishuoqiletabuzhidaodeshiqing:“luhaoranyinianqianruzhilehuaerjieyijiaheheyoumingdefengtougongsi,qiantubuke**,taweishenmehuihuranhuiguo,zheikebushiyigeqiaohe。”

“你的扣子掉了。”

taxianqiyanpi,roushengshuodao:“congshangwangxiashu,disanke。”

tayileng,ditouyikan,guoranruci。

“shibushibaowodeshihou,buxiaoxinguadaole?”

zhuyuxianglexiang,xiangdaoyizhongkeneng。

tashenshoumoleyixianaohoudebolangjuanfa,zhendezhaodaoleyikebeifasijinjinchanraodeniukou。

zhuyuquxia,fangzaishouxinshang。

xiaoxiaodeniukou,zhongjianyimeisuizuan。

“youmeiyouzhenxianbaoa,wojinifengshang。”

她十分自然地说道。

daoshiliqingdongdelianjiaweiweireqilai,tashenxiyikouqi,zhenglileyixiachenshan,guyihulvelezhuyudewenhua:“wolinshidiaoban,xianzoule。”

shenweiminhangjizhang,tapingshiyougudingfeixingxianlu,danoueryeyouliwai。

“哦。”

zhuyubashoushouhuilai,dianlediantou。

tayoubuchongdao:“yilupingan。”

shuoqilai,jintianyinggaishilianggerencongrenshiqilai,shuohuacishuzuiduodeyitianle。

“厉先生!”

yankanzheliqingdongyaozou,zhuyumengdihanzhuta:“wonengbunengwenniyigewenti?”

tasuiranluchubunaifandebiaoqing,danhaishishouzhujiaobu,huitoukanta:“shenmewenti?”

zhuyuyaoleyaozuichun:“weishenmeshiwo?”

是啊,为什么是她?

jinjinshiyinweitazhangdemei,youjixuyongqianma?

taconglaibuganxiangxinzijihuiyouzheiyangdehaoyunqi。