第1章

2014nianjiangchengxiaonianyedeqianyiwan。

窗外,白雪皑皑。

屋内,一室旖旎。

nvrenbaixidelianjiatonghong,ranzhejiuhong**yanzhijiayoudeyushoujinjinzhuaizhuchuanglian,guangjiedeetoushangmengshangyicenghan。

nongmideqiaojiedougebuting,genshengyinyiyang:“wu,qing……”

“shengge,biezheiyang,wozhendebuxing。”

yishuangzhijiefenmingdedashoudazainvrenjianbangshang,bochuncoudaotaerbian,diaokandao:“buxing?”

“wozenmemeiganjuechulai。”

zhangliyaoleyaojiaoyanyudidehongchun,zhengzhazhexiangtaoli。

dannanrendeliqitaida,tagenbenzhengtuobukai。

xuyu,tatuichadianzhanbuwen,nuchendao:“zhangyisheng,nifanbufan,womeigenninao,nixiansongkai。”

yizhidashoucongshenhouwuzhutadezui,sangyintouzheqingyuteyoudeshaya:“xiaomaoer,wokebugan……”

tadunledunyoudao:“bubanisihoumingbai。”

“buran,wopaguowannianhuilai,wojiudaishangbuyaoqiandemaozile。”

nvrenyaoleyaochun,meiyanrusibanmili:“neinini?”

zhangyishengbochunqiangou,junlianguazhehuaixiao:“woshenme?”

talazhetadeshoubeiqingqingyaoleyikou。

dui,taxiazuibugantaizhong。

tayoutadeguiju,bunengzaizheizhongteshushijieqian,zaitashenshangliuxiahenji。

tayizhidouhenguai,duiyutadejihuiconglaibuganyuejie。

suoyi,tacaigewaichongta。

tajiaochenyisheng:“nishuoni?”

“woyebuxihuanlvse。”

youxiehua,tabuganzhishuo。

duitayebuganzhijietichugezhongyaoqiu,dantatingdedong。

tafushenjiangtayongjinhuaili,ditouqinwentawuheirouruandefasi,“shime?”

“buxihuanlvse,neinixihuanshenmeyanse?”

zhangliwangtahuailikaolekao,yinweimashangyaofenkaile,tayegewaizhanta。

zongjuede,zenmeaitadoubugou。

“问这个干嘛?”

zhangyishengyibajiangtacongshenhoudahengbaoqi,xiaoxinyiyidifangzaichuangshang,“guowannian,dainiqukanche。”

“nixihuanshenmeyanse,jiujinimaishenmeyansedeche。”

tashuangbeigouzhutadebozi,muguangshandong,ranzhenongnongdeaiyigenqianquan:“wojiazhaohaimeina,kesihaimeikao。”

nanrenshensuideyanmoujiannong,laqibeizigaishang,danshouwozhutabaixixianxidejiaohuai,wangzijihuailiyidai。

他向来能一心两用。

banshi,yebudanwuliaotian。

“xiankanche,dengninalejiazhao,jiunengzhijiebachekaihuijiale。”

zhanglixianxibizhideshuangtuitiejintadeyaozhi,meitouweicu,yuqizhongdaizhejifenzhan:“kewobuhuikai,jiangchengcheneimeduo,wobuxingde。”

taxihuankantazheifujiaodididemoyang,taishougualeguanvrenjingzhidexiaoqiaobi,xixuedao:“youwozheigelaosijijiaoni,nipashenme?”

shide,tazheigelaosiji,bujinnengjiaotakaiche。

hainengjiaotawanxuduo,yiqianzhidoubuzhidaodehuayanger。

******

bangexiaoshihou,zhangliwulidipazaichuangshang。

xiaoqiaoerbaomandehongchunyizhangyihe,butingchuanzheqi,yanshenmilizhongtouzhejifenhuansan。

jiugensileyiciside,hunshenwuli,yaotuisuantengdebuxing。

jiuzaitahunhunyushuideshihou,turanliangtachaopiaozadaotamianqian。

nanrendicideshengyincongtoudingxiangqi:“nazhemailiangjianhaokandeyifuhuijiaguonian。”

zhangliyitaimou,jiukanjianzhangyishengyaojianweizheyitiaoyujinzhanzaichuangbian。

tadetoufahaizaidishui,shunzhefashaoluodaoruoyinruoxianderenyuxianshang。

zhangyishengsuiranyijingsanshichutou,dantashencaibaochidejihao。

185deshengao,kuanjianzhaiyao,youfuji,dazhangtui。

budebushuo,zheinanrendepixiangzhenxinbucuo,xingmeilangmu,biliangyougaoyouting,lianxinghaokan,chunhenbo。

tingshuo,zuichunbodenanrenboqing。

这个说法对也不对。

tayoushihoutingjiangganqingde,duitahaisuanbucuo。

zuiqima,tabuxiangwairenshuodeneiyang,lengxinlengfei,wuqingwuyi。

dangran,zheijiyoukenengshiyinweitaxinggeguaiqiaodongshi,meiyouchupengdaotadedixian。

yixiangdaoyaogentafenkaihaoduotian,zhanglixinlijiunanshou。

tabamianqiandechaopiaonaqi,suiyididiudaochuangtoujushang,chelechezuijiao,yuqikusedao:“jia?”

“我没有家。”

taweiweilengleyixia,bikaitazhiredeyanshen,calecatoufa,zhuanguoshenzhunbeiqunachuifengji:“neijiuhuilaojia。”

“mingtianjiuguoxiaonianle,zaodianhuiqu。”

zhanglilianseweibian,wangzhetagaodadebeiying,sangyinzhongdaizheyisibeiweidekenqiu:“jinnianguonianwonadoubuqu,jiuzaizheilidengni。”

“woyaoqiubugao,guonianneijitian,nichoukongguolaipeiwochiliangcifanjiuxing。”

tadeshenyingmingxianyidun,touyemeihuidao:“kongpabuxing。”

“jinniandayingerzimendaitamenquhainanlvyou,mingtianxiawujiuchufa,zuizaochusicainenghuijiangcheng。”

zhangliyanshenyian,houlongfase,yougukusedeganjuecongxindinanyanzhiquanshen:“tahuigenzhequme?”

tazhishidandandengleyisheng,jiutaijiaoqulexishoujian。

tingzheyushichuanlaidechuifengjishengyintingxia,zhanglimolemoyanjiaodelei,bazijidetousuojinbeizili。

bujiuhou,tajiutingjiannanrenzaiyijunayifudeshengyin。

guolejifenzhong,zhanglihaishimeirenzhu,congbeizilizuoqilai。

kanjiantayijingchuandaizhengqi,tafanhongdeyanmouweideng,zhanshengwen:“niyaozou?”

taweiweihanshou,lianshangmeiyouduoyudebiaoqing,yanshenfuzadekanletayiyanjiuzhijiezoule。

qijian,zaiyemeiyouliuxiayijuhua。

zhanglizhidaotashishengqile。

yinweitashuohao,jintianwanshangliuxialaipeita。

mingtianshixiaonian,tashuohuipeitachiwanjiaozizaizou。

shuozoujiuzou,kendingshitagangcaiduohua,retabushufule。

zheiduanguanxi,benlaijiuyouyixieqianzaideguizegenjinji。

taqishiyizhidoudong,zhishitajidewennuantaiduo。

rangtayishijianyoudiandeyiwangxing。

tayoulianggekeaideerzi,youtuanjudejiaren,xiangzheizhongguoniandedarizi,tazenmekenenghuipeitani?

是她不懂事越界了!

zhangyishengzouledagaibangexiaoshi,faleyitiaoxinxiguolai:【tianleng,zaodianhuilaojia,daguoniandeyigerendaizaijiangchengbuhao。】

家!

呵呵。

zhanglizichaodexiaolexiao,qingkejianleiliumanmian。

她哪里还有家?

或许十年前有。

neishihoutabahaimeigenwaimiandenvrenshenghaizi,bipomamalihun。

dagaiyinianbanqianyechadianyougejia,dansuizheneigehaizideliqu,tazaiyicimeilejia。

zheiyinianduodianpeiliulidedagongshenghuo,zaiyiciyinzhengleyigedaoli。

tazhanglizheibeizi,douxiangyikepiaobobudingdefuping,mingjianqiewurenkeyi。