第4章

xiangshibumanyiwolengdandetaidu,shenyanchenzhuazhewodeshou。

liqidadaosihuyaoniesuiwodegutou。

shenzhitabudamudeshibubaxiudepianzhixingge,wotanlekouqi,“nixiangrangwozenmezuo?”

“xiesidilidihenichaoyijia?huozhepuguangwomencengjingzhendezaiyiqiguobaniandeshi?”

“ranhounijiukeyidangzhesuoyourendemianzaizhizewoxianggefengziyiyang。”

tingdaozheilianggezi,shenyanchenhunshenyijiang,lianshangnandediluchuhuiyi。

“duibuqi,wodangshishuohuameijingguonaozi,yihoubuhuile。”

“danniyebunengnafenshoulaiweixiewo,haidangzhesuoyourendemiansahuangshuohuaiyunle。”

woheshenyanchenxiangshishiwunian,xianglianbanian。

tashenzhiwoyishengzhonghaipadeshijiushibianchenghewomuqinyiyang。

womenjiayouyichuanxingjingshenjibing。

erwodemuqinzaihunhoudedisannianzaoshouzhangfubeipan,jingshenbingbeipofazuo。

younianshidewobumingbaimamadaodizenmele。

tayoushihouhuizuohaochidejiwo,bangwozhahaokandexiaobian,daiwoquyoulechangwan。

youdeshihouhuiqiazhewodebozisisianjinshuigangli,wenwoweishenmehaibusi。

我爱她,又恨她。

tashirenrenkouzhongdefengzi。

却是我唯一的妈妈。

meiciwoaidazhihoudouhuipaodaoshenyanchenjiali,duojintadebeizili。

ertayehuigezhebeizijiangwobaozaihuaili,qingqingdipaidawodebei,“haolehaole,biepa,wozaizheier。”

zuihaipashi,wowenta,wohuibuhuibianchengmuqinneiyang。

tayongdanzongsedeyanjingkanzhewo,yiziyijurenzhendao,“buhui,yexinyongyuanbuhuibianchengfengzi。”

erxianzai,tahuituokouerchu,shuowoxianggefengziyiyang。

shouhuisixu,wokanxiangta,“shuofenshoubushiweixieni,shitongzhini。”

“haiyoubuguannixinbuxin,woshizhendehuaiyunle,qizhou。”

“goule,biezaishuole!”

hualuanxiaxichuzouzhuyekaoyouliangningchencuoshuangsai

shenyanchenlengxiaoyisheng,zhijiedaduanwodehua,“nijuedewoxinma,womensangeyuemeijianmian,ninaerlaiqizhoudehaizi?sahuangyebuzhidaosagewanzhengde。”

tahaixiangshuoshenme,fangzaikoudailideshoujixiangqilai。

tataochulaiyikan,shangmianbeizhuzheananlianggezi。

jietonghou,tingtonglichuanchuzhouananjiaodidideshengyin,“shenge,zheifangjianlizenmekaibulereshuia,woxiangxigezao,yifudoutuole,ninengguolaibangwokankanma?”

tingdaozheier,shenyanchenyouxiehuangzhangdikanlewoyiyan,ganjinjieshi,“tazhulichuqumaidongxile,zhinengzhaowobangmang。”

wodiandiantou,biaoshilijie。

bijingyiqilujiemudenvjiabintabuzhao,louxiadenvzhuchitabuzhao。

yezhiyouzhaotazheigeyixingle。

neitoudezhouananyecaidaowozaipangbian,chushengjieshi,“yexinjiebiewuhuia,zhishiwozhiqianzaizulizhaoshengebangmangxiguanle,suoyixiayishizhaota,niyaoshijieyidehuawozhaobierenyexing。‘

gangshuowan,taneibianjiuchuanlaiyishengjianjiao。

下一秒,电话挂断。

shenyanchenlimamaikaibuzijiuyaozou。

zouzhiqiantahuitoukanlewoyiyan,”dengzheicizongyiluwan,wohuihuiqude。“

”nibushiyizhishuoxiangqusililankadujiama,wopeiniquxingleba,biezainaole。“