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woshimingsannian，yinyiyuzishaqici。
shangkouhaimeiquanyu，ningcongwenbianjiangwocongbingchuangshangtuolexialai。
zhiweiqingzhubaomuxuqinghedezuopinnalejiang。
ningcongwenbaoxialequanchengdeyanhua，zaiyanhuaxiangshengdeyangaixia，liangrenwendenanshenanfen，“qinghe，weilerangnishengxiawodediyigehaizi，wobajiangyumiandehaizidadiaole，nihaishuowoduinibuhaoma？”
“wojijiangyumianxiadeshimingyaoyaoxiaozhiyousannian，womendenulileshengbaobaole。”
ketabuzhidao，wozaoyijinghuifuleshili。
woyezaoyizhidao，xuqinghenajiangdeneifuzuopin，shiwode。
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wanshanghuiquhou，ningcongwenzhaolijiworeleyibeiniunai。
kanzheneibeisannianlaicongbujianduandeniunai，wolianxiangdaodebuzaishiningcongwenduiwodetitie，ershitahexuqingheqinwendeyangzi。
“我不想喝。”
ningcongwenshenseyijiang，henkuaiyouhuifuzhengchang，“yumian，tinghua，helenengrangnishuideanwenxie。”
chenmoliangmiao，jianwohexia，tacaimanyidinaqibeizilikai，wolijiqishen，quweishengjianjiangniunaidoutulechulai。
woqiaoqiaozouchuwoshi，kandaociwoliningcongwenzhengzaijiangxuqinghedizaichuangqianfengkuangsuoqu。
kandaowo，xuqinghebudanmeiyouxiukui，fanerluchuyigetiaoxindexiaorong。
weilezhuiqiu**，xuqingheshenshanghaichuanzhewodehunsha。
zhibuguo，neijianbeiwoxixinshouzangdehunshayijingbeizaotadekanbuchuyuanlaideyangzi。
suiranzaoyijingzhidaozhenxiang，keqinyankandaozheiyimu，wohaishilengzaiyuandi，xinrudaogeyibantengtong。
“qinghe，wozaiguowaijinimailefangzi，nihuaishanghaizizhihoujiuquguowaishenghuoba，woyoushijianhuiqukannihehaizide。”
xuqinghecongtahuailitaiqitou，bugandishuo：“ninggege，womenqingmeizhuma，ruguobushiwoshiwusuideshihoubeirenguaimaijindashan，wocaiyinggaishinidexinnianga，niqianwoyichanghunli。”
liangjiuzhihou，ningcongwendeshengyincaichuanjinwodeerduo，tashuo：“hao，chuleneiyizhangjiehunzheng，qitadewodouhuijini。”
“buguo，bunengrangyumianzhidao。”
wonanshoudiwuzhuxiongkou，shituhuanjieneizhongzhixideganjue。
guaibude，taturanyaotichuyaozizhushanquxuesheng，haicongyizhonghouxuanrenliyiyantiaozhonglexuqinghe，shenzhizaiwo“yiwai”shiminghou，yizhaoguwodemingyijiangxuqinghejiedaojialilai。
tamenshiyiduibeimingyunchaisandekumingyuanyang，neiwoyousuanshenmeni？
woliangqiangzhehuidaowoshi，shouwanchudeshangkouzaiciliekai，xianxueshentouleshabu，keshentidetengtongbibushangxinlidebanfen。
chuangqiankongzhedeniunaibeisihuyezaichaoxiaowo。
zheisannianli，ningcongwenduiwotaihaole，haodaorangsuoyourenjidu。
tabujinbuxianqiwodeyanjing，haizaiwoyiyuzicanshi，jiangwojinjinbaozaihuaili，renpingneixiedaoziluozaitashenshang，yeburangwoshanghaidaozijifenhao。
kedaotoulai，wocaifaxianyiqiedoushipianju，woshoudaodesuoyoushanghai，quanshiyinweita......
woquansuozaichuangshang，quezenmeyeshuibuzhe，meiyicihuxidoufangfoqianchezhexintong，rangwonanyirushui。
ningcongwenzongsuananfuhaolexuqinghe，gangjinwoshi，tademuguangjiuluozaiwoliuleideyanjingshang。
tajinghuangdiwendao：“yumian，nizenmekule？”
“waimianyouqiguaidedongjing，haoheren，woyebuganchuqukan。”
tingdaowomeiyouchuqu，tazheicaifangxiaxinlai。
“chuntiandaole，shiwaimiandeyemaozai**ba。”
taxiaolexiao，“dengnideyanjinghaole，womenyegaizaiyaoyigehaizile，wobuzaideshihou，takeyibaohuni。”
shuowan，tabangwogaihaobeizi，yongshouqingqingpaizhewodebei，xiangyiqianneiyangwenroudihongworushui。
wojiangyingdizhuanguoshenqu，meiyouhuida，shentiquezaiyidiandianfaleng。
xiangdaoneigebeitatoutouliudiaodehaizi，woxinrudaojiao，taquepianwoshuo，zheigehaiziyinweiwochiledaliangzhiliaoyanjingdeyaobianchengjixinger，benlaijiubaobuzhu。
weici，wokuijiudaoqicigewanzisha，xianxueliumanlezhenggeyugang。
现在又算什么呢？
yinweikuijiuzaishishejiwoyigehaizima？