第四章
zaishenyuandechunyuecouyuejinshi，louxiachuanlaidexiangdongrangwoyixiahuileshen，lianmangyibajiangtatuikai。
「shenyuan，wozhidaonibushizheiyangderen，niyaoshixinlibutongkuai，xiangyaobaofuwo，wowuhuakeshuo，dannimeibiyao......」
wohuahaimeishuowan，jiubeitakouzhejianbangwenlexialai。
jihusuandeshangshisinvedelidaozaisiyaozhewodezuichun，zhidaoyiguxuexingweizaiwoshejianshangzhankai，shenyuancaikankantinglexialai。
「niyouzhidaowoshigeshenmeren？zhouhuai，nihaishizheimedeziyiweishi。」
biqijinianqian，wodequekanbudongrujindeshenyuanle。
dangchushiwozhudongzhaoretade，youzaikunnanlailindeshihouyishengbuhangdepaoqileta，ta......henwoshiyinggaide。
zhuotangdeqixipensazaiwodejingce，xiayimiao，yazaishenshangdelidaoyiqing，shenyuandaizhenuqidebinglengsangyinzaiwoerpanxiangqi。
「zhouhuai，genwozaiyiqideshihounihaizaizoushen，zenme，zaixiangnineigehunneichuguidehaolaopo？」
wodexindunshixiangzhuirulebingkuyiban，jiuhaoxiangwoneixinsuoyouyinmiyouwochuodexiangfayixiazibeibaoluzaitadeyanzhong。
zheiyitanwushuisidehunyin，wobugaibashenyuanqianchejinlaide。
womanmanzhanzhishenzi，pingjingdimolemozui：「duibuqi。」
「zheishiwohejiangyunzhuzhijiandeshiqing，bugaiqianliandaonide。」
zheihuashuowan，shenyuanfandaoshigengshengqile。
tanujifanxiao，「xianzaihouhuiyijingwanle，ahuai。」
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diertianxinglaishi，yijingshixiawule。
woshibeishoujilingshengchaoxingde。
dianhuagangjietong，neibianjiuchuanlaijiangyunzhudeshengyin：「nizaina？」
「xianzailikehuijiayitang。」
tayuqiliyayizhenuhuo，「zhouhuai，niyoushenmezigegenwotilihun？」
dianhuaguaduan，woqishendeshihou，shenhouquechuanlaishenyuanlvedaishayadeshengyin：「nizheishidasuanyongwanjiupaoma？」
woshenxileyikouqi，shenchushouqu，kouzhutadeshouwanyidiandiancongyaojiannuokai，yuqizhengzhongdeshuodao：「wodehuiqu，chulihaowozijideshiqing。」
「buxuqu。」shenyuanqiangyingdebawolalehuiqu，sisidikouzhewodeyao，yaoyaqiechidao，「niyaoshiganchuzheigemen，jiuyongyuanbiexiangwozaiyuanliangni。」
然而我还是离开了。
zaitayinyideyanshenzhong，wochuanhaoyifutouyebuhuidezouchulezheidongfangzi。
gangjinjiamen，jiubeiyingmianerlaidewenjianjiazhongzhongdizadaoetoushang。
jiangyunzhujiuzheiyangzuozaishafashangmianseyinchendikanzhewo：「zhouhuai，sheijinidedanzi，rangniyouyongqigenwotilihunde？」
「meiyoushei，zhishijuedexiaohuaiyujiranhuilaile，wojitarangweishiyinggaide。」wopingjingdijianqidishangsanluodezhizhang。
yiruzheimeduonianlaiwotijiangyunzhushoushicanjuyiban，gancuililuodizhenglihaozhongxinfangdaolezhuoshang。
「nibiewangle，dangchukeshiniqiuzhewoyaohewojiehunde。」jiangyunzhujiangshixianluozailewodebozishang，「zenme？shizhaodaoxindexiajiale？」
「wozirenweizijihaimeiyouzhongyaodaonengyingxiangjiangxiaojiedexinqing，suoyijiangxiaojieduiwofadezheixiepiqi，wokeyilijieweinishizaixiaoshaoyeneilishouleqime？」
woxiayishidixiangyaolaqiyiling，kezhuannianyixiang，zuowanwoheshenyuanbingmeiyoufashengshenme，yejiubukenenghuiluoxiashenmebabing，jiangyunzhuzheihua，shishitan。
「wochengrenzheiwunianlaijiangjiaduizhoujiadebangzhubushao，danwozheixienianlaitijiangshijituanzhenghuilaideqianyezuyidixiaozheifenenqingle。」
「jiangxiaojiexinlixihuandeneigerenbushixiaoshaoyeme？wolikaibushizhengheniyicaidui？」
woyouliyoujudifanbo，jiangyunzhuquelengxiaoyisheng，zouguolai，yibaqiazhewodebozibijinwodeerbiandishengdao，「dixiao？」
「zhouhuai，nibupeigenwoshuozheilianggezi。」
「wozhidaoniwanzheiyizhaoshizaiyituiweijin，xiangyaoboquwodezhuyi，zheiyangba，wokeyijiniyicijihui，niguixialaitaohaowo，yaoshirangwomanyile，woyebushibunengpeiniwanwan。」