第6章
不想要孩子？
“meishenme。”tayaoyaotou，“shuiba，nizaodianxiuxi。”
jiezhedengbeiguandiao，huonanzhongxintangxialai，nulipeiyangshuimian，heianzhong，tawanquanmeikanjiantangzaitashenbiandenanrenyanlideguangzhujianandanxiaqu。
lujinyuanquewanquanmeiyouleshuiyi，taxiangqibaitiandeshiqing。
kongkuangdecantingli，zuozaitaduimiandeshizhenghejituandezhengru，“zuo。”zhengrulvxiankaikou。“womenhaojiumeijianle，zaizheieryujianyehennande。woyeyouhuatongnishuo，buruyiqichifan。”
talimaowenhao，“ninzuijinshentiruhe？shangcifuqinshuoninquyiyuanjianchadeshihouhetapengjianle，”
“laole，shentiyijingzaojiuburucongqian。renlaole，zouludoumanmantuntunle，nalidouhuiyoudianwenti，haozaimeishenmedashi。”zhengrudanxiao，“tingshuonizuijinzaimangzheshougouyongnishiye，yijiajihubuzhuanqiandeshiye，jingranyerudelenideyanjing，henchuhuwodeyiliao。”
“zhishiweilegongsiyihoufazhandexuyao。”tadadetanbai。“ruguowonengshougouyongnishiye，fuqinxiangbiyebuhuifeiyaowohuiqulushi，woxiangziyoufazhan。kuangqiexianzaideyongnishiyebuzhengqian，hendachengduyuanyuneibujiagoubuheli，fazhandeguoyudanyi，qishihuashuohuilai，ruguoyongnishiyezheimebuzhidetouzi，neizhengboninhebiyesixiakaishishougou。”
“hahaha，nianqingren，nibiwoxiangxiangdeyanguanghaiyaodula，xianzaideyongnishiyejiuxiangyizhidaizaigaoyang，gezhongshilijiuchanbuqing，sheidouxiangyaofenyibeigeng。dangran，woshizuoshiyechushende，yiqianyanlaotouzaideshihou，guangjingduohao，zhishitaqulezhihou，beijiaohedeyituanzao，danshiniyaokuaidaozhanluanma，hennan。”
“buguo，wohaixiangduowenyiju，nishougouyongnishiye，zhendejinjinzhishiyinweiweilaifazhanxuyaome，qizhong，huoduohuoshaoyoumeiyouyannideyixieyuanyin？”
lujinyuandongzuoweiweiyizhi，jierxiaodao：“zhengbodexiaoxiqudaohenguang。”
“dangran，woyebupanizhidao，zicongzhidaohuonanjiajinizhihou，woyizhiduinideshiqingdouhenguanzhu，baokuo，nicengjingheyannijiaowangguodeshiqing，woyelejiedehenqingchu，”zhengruyaoyaobeizi，pinyikouhongjiu，“buguowoduiniyiqiandelianaishimeiyourenhexingqu，wozhixiangzhidaonixianzai，zaihuonanyijingshiniqizideqingkuangxia，haihuibuhuijixuhecengjingdeneixierenouduansilian。”
“womendoushinanren，woyeshicongnianqingshihouguolaide，wobuhuiyaoqiuniyidingjiwoyigebaozheng，baozhengniduihuonanhuiyizhizhongcheng，danshiwoganshuo，ruguonizuochuyidingdianduibuqihuonandeshiqing，wohuilikeduinichushou。napanishiwozhiyoudeerzi，yebuliwai。”
“ninzheisuanshichengrenlehehuonandeguanxime？”
“e？ruguonizheiyanglijiedehua，suanshiwosixiahenishuole，”zhengrudemuguanghanzhenanyizhuomodexiaoyiconglujinyuanshenshanglveguo。
“runinsuojian，womenhenxiangai。”lujinyuandandanwenleyikoubaishui，“keshibuguanshihunqianhaishihunhou，tacongmeiduiwotiqiguo，guanyunimenzhijiandeshi。”
zhengruluchuyimocangliangdexiaolai，“neihaizi，xinggelimiandejueyichuanletademuqin，wohetazhiqianbushiniyiweidechangrenneibanlilehundefuqinyunverzhijiandeguanxi。tahenwo，congyanshenliwowanquankeyikanchulai，younianshiqiwohetademuqinlihunzhihou，tajiudanfangmianhewoduanlesuoyoudelianxi，woshitazheibeizizuihenderen。”
limianneixiejutideshiqing，zhengrumeiyoushuo，hongzhedeyankuangshuomingleyiqie，neibingbushiyiduanduomeyukuaideguoqukeshilujinyuanqueqingchudeganjuedaozijiqingxuyoulebodong，tabingmeiyougaosuzijirenheguanyutadeguoqudeshiqing，zheixienandaobuzhongyaome，haishishuotaqishiyizhiduizijidoumeiyouzuodaoxinren？yinweibuxinrensuoyibuhuifenxiang。
lujinyuandandanxiaole，tataiqitoumuguangzhishizhengru：“congwohetajiehundeneitianqi，‘lujinyuan’sangezichuxianzaihuonanpeioulanli，shengdeshihoushizhangfu，silezhihoushiwangfu。meiyoudisanzhongkeneng。”
zhiyulihunbianqianfu，bukeneng。
cihuayichu，zhengruzhishixiaoxiao，qingxuweijianqifu，sishizaitadeyuliaozhinei。
qingxuwailudeneigerenshilujinyuan，tatongguozhengrudehuayinyincaidaoleshenme。
zhengrulikaizhihou，tayigerenchenmohenjiu，lujinyuanmannaozilidoushihuonanpingshidexiaolian，taxiaoqilaideshihou，wenwankeren，yanlixixirangrangyunmanleguangmang，dagaishiyinweizheiyangcaihuizaidiyicijianmiandeshihoujiuxiyinletadeshixian，jiuxiangshiyizhishenghuozaiheianzhongderenhurankanjianleguangdemoyang。takeqiudezhongyuchuxian，ranhoulujinyuanzhidaobeiliedezijibuguyiqiedezhuazhulezheidaoguang，yezhuazhulehuonandeshou。
keshizaidezhizhengruhehuonandeguanxizhihou，tahuranyouleyiwen，huonandexiaorongbeihoudaodishishenme，shizhendexingfuhaishizhishizhuangchulaidekuaile。tadexinkaishidundundeteng，yiqianzhishiganjuedaozhengruhehuonanzhijiandeguanxiyouxieweimiao，kanbu**xiangdeshihoushibuan，xianzaizhidaolezhenxiangzhihouqueshiteng。
heianzhong，taweiweipiantoukanzhetadehoubei，yanmouweiyouguanghuafudong，tashenshoujinjinbaozhuleta。lujinyuanxiang，zheibeizi，shizhuazhutale。
huonanqishigenbenshuibuzhe，beitayilou，gegedexiao，jiantouyizhanyizhande。
“lujinyuan，nihuibuhuiyongbao？niduizhewodehoubeizenmejiaoyongbaoa。”tazhuanguoshen，shuangshouchuanguotadeyaoce，“mianduimian，zheicaijiaoyongbao。”
tazhizhikanzheta，yebushuohua，dengtawangxiashuo。
huonantiaomei，“huile？”
他笑，点头。
“nijintianhenbuyiyangei，lujinyuan，zheimetinghuayouguaiqiao。”tataiqiyan，“woyaoqinni。”yebuguantadayinghaishibudaying，fanzhenghefaguanxi，youquanlixingshi**，huonanzhijieshuangshougouzhutadebozi，quanchengyiquan。chuntiezhutadebochun，tashenchushejianyiquanyouyiquantianshitadechunjiao，ranhougengshenrudeqiequzhetadeqixi，yituiyisongzhijianqingyujiashen，shouyekaishibulaoshi，taxianqitadeshuiyixiabai。
lujinyuanzaiwushengzhizhongquewubipeihe，beipogongxiashen，qianjiuzhetadegaodu。
tazaichuangshishanghenshaohuiyouzheiyangzhudongyoujiqiedeshihou，danshi，taqingchudezhidao，zhiyaohuonanzhudongqilai，huishunjianrangtameiyoulizhi。
haijidediyici**deshihou。
neitianqishitahetadouheleyidianjiu，neidianjiuduiyulujinyuanlaishuogenbenbusuanshenme，taqueshizhendeyouxiezuiyile，zhudonglouzhutadebozi，feiyaozuozaitadehuaili，duizhetadeerduochuiqi。
tamingmingmeiyouyidingdiandejingyan，quebiaoxiandexianggezishendenvliumang。
tashuo，“wojinwanbuxiangyigeren，woheniyiqishuijuehaobuhao。”
睡觉？男女之间？
tashuo，nishiyaohewoshangchuangma？
tashuo，zenyangdoukeyi，zhiyaobushiwozijiyigerenjiuhao，tajiazhuangwusuowei，jiazhuangzijiqishiyouguohenduocidejingli，quezaitatuoxiatasuoyoudeyifudeshihou，weiweidezhandouleqilai，shenzhiliantadeyanjingdoubugankanyiyan。
lujinyuandangshijiujuedezheigeguniangzhendeyoudianyisi，shigetebiederen。xianggeyangcong，yicengyouyiceng，yuejiejinyuenengfaxianbuyiyangdeyimian。
chuanxizhijian，tahurankaikou，ranglujinyuanshouqilaihuiyi。
“daitao？”taqichuanyuyu，quebuwangjitixing。
tabukanta，zhiyouhuxisheng，yinrende。“zenmele，shangcizaijialichifandeshihou，nibushihemamashuo，huibayaohaizidezheijianshitishangrichengdeme，”
shangxingqihuiquhuojiachifandeshihou，huonandemamaminglianlidouzaicuizhelianggerenchenzhenianqingshenghaizi，shuozijixianzaihaiyoujingli，keyibangzhehuonanyiqidabashoudaihaizi，yaoshizaiguogejinian，zijijiulaoge，daoshihouyouxinwuli。
dangshihuonandayingdekeshuangkuaile。keshixianzaifanhuidehaishita。
lujinyuandeshoufushangtadeyaoce，“houhuile？buxianghewoshenghaizi？”
tajiangleyixia，xunsuniezhutadeshouwan，“nixiangaosuwo，nixiangyaonanhaihaishinver。”huonandeshengyinshiyade。