第3章

“nichenwozuijiuhewofashengguanxi,rangwobudebuduinifuze,shinihuilewo,woyaorangniyebeihuidiao。”

guchengezhekanshousuodetielan,yanshenfuzaeryinzhididingzhewo。

neiyanshenzhijinhuixiangqilairengrangwobuhanerli。

wokanzheneigeheguchenyoujifenxiangsidexiaonanhai,hunshendexueyefangfodouninggule。

“wobushinimama,xiache,worangzhulisongnihuijia,buranwojiujiaojingchalai。”wolenglengdiweixiedao。

niannianbeiwohedaole,dayanjinglileishuizaidazhuan。

danwoxinyiyijue,faxiaoxirangzhulixialaijieren。

jianyanleimeiyong,gusinianmantuntundidakaichemen,yibusanhuitoudibeiwodezhulidaizoule。

worouleroutaiyangxue,zaixinlimonian:niyijingbushidangniandejiangmuqingle,yijingsiguoyici,bunengzaihuitoule。

我曾经叫姜沐晴。

xiangshigesutaogushilidekeliannvpei,wodejiatingyougexujiudemuqin,chenmidubodefuqin,heyigemanshenshanghendewo。

haoburongyikaoshanghaida,wotaolileneigejia,meitianshengchijianyong,bayikuaiqianbaichengliangbanhua。

chuleanlianguchenzheiyangdetianzhijiaozi,womeizuoguorenhechugedeshi。

zhiyouneicizuijiu,jiulibeirenxialeyao。wobuzhidaoweishenmeguchenhuichuxianzaiwodepangbian,yelaibujisikaojiujingshisheixiadeyao。

guchenmianduiwodejieshiyizhilengruobingshuang,wulunwozenmejieshidoubuxiangxinwoshibeixianhaide。

suiranguochengbukan,suirantawuhuiwo,danwoxiangxinshijianhuizhengmingyiqie。

duiwai,guchenyongyuanshineigejingyingnanshendexingxiang,sheijianletadouhuibeitadecaihuaheyouyazhefu,suoyourendoushuo:jiangmuqing,nizhenshizouyunle。

我只能苦笑。

sixialideguchenguziliquanshishaoyepiqi,yiyanbuhejiushuaidongxi,dongzhelengbaoli,wodejingshenyalihenda。

yinweikuijiu,buguantazenmexiuruwodoubuganhaizui。jianjiandi,tacongyanyufengcishengjidaotuisangouda,wozhinengmomochengshou,biaomianguangxianliangli,beidilishanghenleilei。

huoxushiwodeshuncongrangtajuedewuqu,youshixingzhilaile,jiuhuibawoenzaichuangshang。

danjiulianzheizhongshiyebuguoshitafaxiedegongju,dengtajinxinghoujiuhuiyanedibawotuikai。

“jianren,nizheizhongnvrenlianzhanjiededouburu。”