“nichenwozuijiuhewofashengguanxi,rangwobudebuduinifuze,shinihuilewo,woyaorangniyebeihuidiao。”
guchengezhekanshousuodetielan,yanshenfuzaeryinzhididingzhewo。
neiyanshenzhijinhuixiangqilairengrangwobuhanerli。
wokanzheneigeheguchenyoujifenxiangsidexiaonanhai,hunshendexueyefangfodouninggule。
“wobushinimama,xiache,worangzhulisongnihuijia,buranwojiujiaojingchalai。”wolenglengdiweixiedao。
niannianbeiwohedaole,dayanjinglileishuizaidazhuan。
danwoxinyiyijue,faxiaoxirangzhulixialaijieren。
jianyanleimeiyong,gusinianmantuntundidakaichemen,yibusanhuitoudibeiwodezhulidaizoule。
worouleroutaiyangxue,zaixinlimonian:niyijingbushidangniandejiangmuqingle,yijingsiguoyici,bunengzaihuitoule。
我曾经叫姜沐晴。
xiangshigesutaogushilidekeliannvpei,wodejiatingyougexujiudemuqin,chenmidubodefuqin,heyigemanshenshanghendewo。
haoburongyikaoshanghaida,wotaolileneigejia,meitianshengchijianyong,bayikuaiqianbaichengliangbanhua。
chuleanlianguchenzheiyangdetianzhijiaozi,womeizuoguorenhechugedeshi。
zhiyouneicizuijiu,jiulibeirenxialeyao。wobuzhidaoweishenmeguchenhuichuxianzaiwodepangbian,yelaibujisikaojiujingshisheixiadeyao。
guchenmianduiwodejieshiyizhilengruobingshuang,wulunwozenmejieshidoubuxiangxinwoshibeixianhaide。
suiranguochengbukan,suirantawuhuiwo,danwoxiangxinshijianhuizhengmingyiqie。
duiwai,guchenyongyuanshineigejingyingnanshendexingxiang,sheijianletadouhuibeitadecaihuaheyouyazhefu,suoyourendoushuo:jiangmuqing,nizhenshizouyunle。
我只能苦笑。
sixialideguchenguziliquanshishaoyepiqi,yiyanbuhejiushuaidongxi,dongzhelengbaoli,wodejingshenyalihenda。
yinweikuijiu,buguantazenmexiuruwodoubuganhaizui。jianjiandi,tacongyanyufengcishengjidaotuisangouda,wozhinengmomochengshou,biaomianguangxianliangli,beidilishanghenleilei。
huoxushiwodeshuncongrangtajuedewuqu,youshixingzhilaile,jiuhuibawoenzaichuangshang。
danjiulianzheizhongshiyebuguoshitafaxiedegongju,dengtajinxinghoujiuhuiyanedibawotuikai。
“jianren,nizheizhongnvrenlianzhanjiededouburu。”