taduoxiwangmuqinnengshuo“buyongdanxinxuexi,jiankangzuizhongyao”,napazhiyouyiciyehao。
tashidaxuesheng,bushichugaozhongshengle。
chezishiguoyizuolijiaoqiao,linxingyikandaoyuanchudetiankongzhongyoujizhifeiniao。
tamenziyoudizaikongzhongpanxuan,bushourenheshufu。
linxingyiduomexiwangzijiyenengxiangneixieniaoeryiyang,zhengtuosuoyoudejiasuo,feixiangyuanfang。
danxianshishi,tabeikunzaizheigexiaxiaodechexiangli,beikunzaimuqindeqiwangli,beikunzaizijidexinmoli。
下了出租车。
huidaozijidefangjian,linxingyizhangshuyikouqi,fangfoxiexialeqianjinzhongdan。
taqingqingfumozheshuzhuoshangdexiangkuang,limianshiquanjiarencanlandexiaolian。
neigexiaorongmingmeidenvhai,zhendeshizijima?
linxingyiyaoleyaotou,congchuangdimochurijiben。
fankaizhiye,gongzhengxiuqidezijijiluzhetazheixieriziyilaidezhengzha。
duishengmingdezhiyi,haiyou...duisiwangdexiangwang…
tafandaozuixindeyiye,qingqingfumozhezhiye,leishuibuzijuedihualuo。
taduoxiwangyourennenglijiezheizhongtongku,zheizhongxiangyaojietuoyoubuganxinfangqidemaodun。
fangmenbeituikai,muqindeshenyingchuxianzaimenkou。
“xingyi,wobangnizhengliyixiayi......”
muqindeshengyinjiaranerzhi。
linxingyijingkongditaitou,kandaomuqindemuguangluozailezijishouzhongderijibenshang。
shijianfangfozaizheiyikejingzhi。
“在写日记?”
muqindeyuqilidaizheyisifangbei,
“yishengbushishuoxierijiduiniyouhaochuma?”
linxingyijinzhangdijiangrijibenwangshenhouzanglezang,“ng...shide。”
muqinyouyuleyixia,haishizoushangqianlai。
“mamayizhihendanxinni。”
linxingyixiangrangmuqinchuqu,zheiyangzijideganjuejiuhaohenduo。
dixiatou,bikaimuqindemuguang。
“药我会吃。”
muqinqingtanyisheng,zaishenbiandeyizizuoxia。
“keshimamakannihaishibutaikaixindeyangzi。
niyaoxiangxinyishengshuode,yiyuzhengshikeyizhihaode。
nizhiyaobaochijijidexintai,duoyundong,duohetongxuemenjiaoliu......”
linxingyigandaoyizhenfanzao。
zheixiehuatayijingtingguowushubianle。
“妈,我知道了。”
linxingyimianqiangshuodao,xiwangnengganjinjieshuzheigehuati。
raner,muqindemuguangqueluozailediaozaidishangdeyizhangzhishang。
neishilinxingyizhiqianxiede,fankairijibendeshihoubuxiaoxindiaozaidishang。
muqinwanyaojianqi,liansezhoubian。
“zhei...zheishishenme?”
muqindeshengyinyouxiefadou,“xingyi,niweishenmehuixiezheizhongdongxi?”
linxingyihuangmangquqiang,danweishiyiwan。
muqinyijingkandaoleneixieheiandeziju。
“xiangwangsiwang,rangwozhuiruyonghengdeheian......”
muqinnannandudao,shengyinzhongdaizhebuman。
yaoshilinxingyizhenyouzishadexiangfa,zijipansuandeneibicailiqianjiukenengluokongle。
tahelinxiuhaimeiyouqinshengdehaizi,doushuonanrenyouqianzhihoujiubianhuai,pazijiyihounianlaozhuhuangbeipaoqi。
dangledaxuejiaoshou,rangtaxuehuilegengjingzhidiliji。
linxingyigandaoyizhenxuanyun,buxiangrangmuqinzhidaozijicengjingchangshiguoqingsheng。
“bushide,ma......”
linxingyishitujieshi,“zheizhishi...zhishiyishoushieryi。”
“zhishiyishoushi?”muqindeshengyintigaole,
“nizhidaowoyouduodanxinma?
qinglezuihaodeyisheng,mailezuiguideyao!……”
linxingyigandaoyizhenzhixi。
keshitazenmenengjieshi,neizhongniantoujiuxiangfuguzhiju,jishitaduomenuliyewufawanquanbaituo?
“wozhidao,ma......”shengyindidejihutingbujian,
“wozainuli......”
muqinshenxiyikouqi,sihuzainulipingfuqingxu。
“xingyi,mamazhidaonihenkunao。
danshiniyaoxiangxin,zheizhishizanshide。
nikan,nideshenghuobushihenhaoma?womenquanjiarendouneimeaini,xuexiaoliyeyouneimeduopengyou......“
linxingyiturangandaoyizhenqiangliedefennu。
“你们根本不懂!”
她喊道,
“niyiweichijipianyao,shuojijugulidehua,yiqiejiunenghaoqilaima?
nizhidaowomeitianshizenmeaoguolaidema?”
muqinbeinverturuqilaidebaofahedaole。
“xingyi,ni......“
“womeitianxinglaidiyigeniantoujiushixiwangzijimeiyouxinglai!”
linxingyideshengyinzhongdaizhekuqiang,
“woqiangpozijiqushangxue,qiangpozijizhuangzuoyiqiedouhao......”
congxiaodaodadouanbierenguihuahaodeluzaizou,meiyouyidianzijidekongjian,fumudeqiwangfangfoyongyuanwufamanzu,jiejin700degaokaochengji,dayishangxueqi3.96dejidian,zheixiehaibugouma?
“wo...wo…danshizheibuduia,yishengshuozhiyaoanshichiyao,baochihaoxinqing......”
“够了!”
林星漪打断道,
“yishengyisheng,keyishengnengmeifenmeimiaodoupeizaiwoshenbianma?
nimenyiweiwobuxianghaoqilaima?nimenyiweiwoxihuanzheiyangma?”
zheihaishilinxingyidiyiciduifumudashenghoujiao,pingshidoushiguaiguaitinghua。
沉默在房间里蔓延。
zuihou,haishimuqinxiankaikoule。
“xingyi,yaobu...yaobuwomenhuangeyishengba?
yexukeyishishixinlizixun?“
林星漪苦笑了一下。
“buyongle,ma。”linxingyizhanqishen,“woxiangyigerenjingyijing。”
shuowan,takuaibuzouchulefangjian。
“星漪!”
muqinzaishenhouhandao,“niyaoqunali?”
“meishi,wojiushichuquzhuanzhuan。”
linxingyijinliangrangzijideshengyinxiandepingjing。
zhijiechongchujiamen,yeserumo,tazaijiedaoshangmanwumudedibenpaozhe。
leishuimohuletadeshixian,dantabuzaihu。
likaijia,xinqinghaoxiangjiufangsongleyidian。
huoxuzheigezhoumojiubugaihuilai。
linxingyinachushouji,kanzheduifanghuifulege“?”,mominggandaohenshengqi。
yexushiqingxuxuyaoyigexuanxiekou。
怎么,是不够吗?
buguanyanleidizaipingmushang,linxingyi**deshouzhishangxiafenfei,duqisideyouzhuanguoquliangqian。