滴，滴，滴……
dianziqixiedeshengyinzuanruerduo。
tangzaibingchuangshangdechengxingwanweiweiculexiamei，tahuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing，bijianyingraodexiaodushuideweidaorangtameitoujiashenlexuduo。
入目是一片白。
这里就是天堂吗？
jiuzaizheishi，bingfangdemenbeirendakai，yishengnazhebinglibenzoujinlai。
kandaochengxingwanxingle，tazoudaochuangbian，weitabachuangyaoqilai，“ganjuehaodianlema？”
chengxingwanzhengzhengdekanletabanshang，dangkandaotabaidaguashangdaidexiongkahou，tacumeiwen。
“wozenmehuizaizheier？”
yishengzaibinglibenshangtianhaohou，heshangbingliben，muguangwangxiangta，“nizheimenianqing，zhangdeyouzheimehaokan，youshenmekanshiguobuqudefeiyaozisha？xinghaodangshiyouzaihebiansanbuderen，hanlerenbanijiuleshanglai。”
所以，她没死？
chengxingwandanrandeshouhuishixian，tamianwubiaoqingdibadiaoshoubeishangdezhenguan。
kantajujuegoutong，yaolikai，yishenglianmangchusheng，“nihuaiyunle。”
chengxingwanxiachuangdedongzuoyizheng，zhuantoukanxiangyisheng，yanzhongdaizhemangran。
“你说什么？”
yishengzhongfuleyibian，“gongxini，nihuaiyunle。”
jianchengxingwanditoukanxiangzijideduzi，yishengchenshidao。
“xiaoguniang，chengnianrendeshijiemeiyousheishirongyide，dangran，yemeiyoushenmekunnanshiguobuqude。”
tashuozheshenshoufushangchengxingwandejianbang，“nicongneimegaodedifangtiaoxialai，youzaineimeliangdeheshuilipaoleneimejiu，nihaizidoujianqiangdehuolexialai，niyinggaiyaobitagengjianqiangcaishi。”
dengchengxingwanzaicitaimoukanxiangyishengdeshihou，tayanliqinzhelei。
她怀孕了！
keshitaxihuanleshisanniandenanrenquegaosuta：“chengxingwan，wozhisuoyipengni，zhishiyinwei——nijian！”
bingfangli，chengxingwantangzaichuangshang，qibuchengsheng。
congjinwanghou，tabuhuihenhuonanqing，danyebuhuizaixihuanta。
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四年后。
“qingbieshuoaiwo，qingbieshuoniyenanguo，wozaokantounidewenrou。”
shoujilingshengzaichuangtouxiangqi。
yizhixuebaixianxidegebocongbeizilishenchulai，tazaichuangtoushangmoleliangxia，modaoshouji。
tashouhuigebo，jieqidianhuahoubashoujitiezaierbian，“wei。”
“xingwan，jianghujiujia，banshanbieshugaoerfuqiuchang，wojintianlinshiyoushiqubule，nitiwoyitianba？gongzihexiaofeiwoshuangbeijini。”dianhualidenvshenghuojihuoliao。
tingdaoshuangbei，chengxingwanzhengkaiyanjing，“hao，jidian？”
“shidian，biechidaolee，aini！”nvrenshuowanjiuzhijiegualedianhua。
chengxingwannazhedianhuacongchuangshangzuoqishen。
yidaobainenkeaideshenyingyizaimenkuangshang，tabayanqiandeyongjingzhaixialai，naishengnaiqidaizhemanmandebuyue。
“suoyi，shuohaodeyoulechang，youqubule？”
chengxingwanzhongyuxiangqilai，jintiandayinglepeierziqushuishangyoulechang。
tayiliankuijiudikanxiangxiaolianshuaiqibirendeerzi，“duibuqie，mamidequzhuanqian。”
“mamixiangnibaozheng，fengliyuli，xiazhouyidingqu！”
“nishangzhoujiushizheimeshuode。”chengqianyoudouzhemeitou，tasuiranxianqizijimami，danyoubuxiangrangtananzuo，bianyoukaikoudao，“zaijiniyicijihuiba，laoshishuoyaoyaneryouxin，zhidaoma？”
tashuowanjiuzhuanshen，maizhexiaoduantuilikai，liujichengxingwanyigeaojiaodebeiying。
chengxingwanmuguangzhuisuizheta，shengyinjiadafenbeibiaojuexin，“xiazhou，xiazhouyidingqu！xiexienibaobei！”
gaodingleerzi，chengxingwanbuganzaidange，ganjinxishuchuanyi，qizhediandongchequgaoerfuqiuchang。