第1章一
wodemamashijingjulizuichusedemonihuaxiangshi。
tagangzhengbua,jieruchou。
kejiedaowodaqudeqiujiudianhuashi,taquelishenghechiwo:「mingmingzhidaojintianshinimeimeidechengrenli,haiyongzheizhongxiazuodeshouduanchutameitou。」
「jiranbeibangjialejiuzhijierangbangfeisipiaoba!」
tadudingwoshiezuoju,bianbuyuanyidaojingjuhuaxiang,cuoguolejiuwodezuijiashiji。
我被折磨致死。
houlai,dnajiancebaogaochulaihou,taqueyoudiediezhuangzhuanggandaoxianchang,yikaowodeguge,shuangshouzhandouzhe,yibiyihuagoulechuwodemianrong。
「zenmekenengshixiaojin?!yidingshiwohuacuole!」
kewulunzhongfuduoshaoci,meiyiciluobi,douqingxidizaixianlewosishidemoyang。
neixianglaiyanewodemama,zhongyuhongleyan。
......
我死了。
shenshangadeyiqunbeihuanchenglejiebianqigaideyifu,songsongkuakuadiguazaishenshang,lianyebeidaorenhuadexueroumohu。
wodelinghunpiaofuzaibankongzhong,bingmeiyouxiaosan,qiangdadexiyinlixia,woyouhuidaolejiali。
ketingli,mamazhengchilidibayigejudadelihetuidaohezhiyaomianqian。
neilimianzhuangmanletajingxinzhunbeideliwu。
meiyijian,doujiazhibufei。
erwodechengrenli,mamajiulianyijujiandandezhufudoulinseduiwoshuo。
zheixienian,taduiwoshuodezuiduodeyijuhuajiushi:「weishenmedangchusideneigeren,bushinini?」
wochushengshibaibaipangpang,wodetongbaogegequelian24xiaoshidoumeitingguoqu。
yishengshuo,taierzaimutizhongfayubuliang,daozhileqiguanshuaijie。
gebibingchuangdelaotaitaikezheguazi,chuanshoujingyan:「zheikebudele,zheishinvwabaneigenanwadeyingyangqiangle,wozaixiangxiajieshengdeneijinian,jiandekeduole。」
「zheizhongnvwakemingyingdehen。」tacouguolaikanlewoyiyan,xiaole,「nikanninver,zhangdeduohao,baibainennende。」
womayizaichuangtou,yuanhenyoumimangdikanzhewo。
babayitingjiubaotiaorulei,shengchengshoubulezheigeciji,naozheyaogenmamalihun。
yinwei,tajianxinwoshigebujilideren,ruguoliuzaishenbianyidinghuiyingxiangtadeshengyi。
zineiyihou,「zaixing」、「saobaxing」jiuchengweilewoshenshangzhaibudiaodebiaoqian。
「mama,jiejiezheimewandoumeihuijia,huibuhuizhendebeibangjiale?」
hezhiyaoqieshengshengdeshengyinbawodesixulalehuilai。
tingdaowodemingzi,mamalianshangfuxianchubunaifan,yanliyeranshangjifenyane:
「taneizhonghuanghualianpianderen,shuodehuazenmenengxin?」
「nayoubangfeidafeizhouzhebangjiatabutuqian,jiuzhishirangwoguoquyitangde,tajiushixiangpohuainidechengrenli,heixinchangdedongxi。」
wodesixuyipiankongbai,naozilikongdongdongde,mamadehuajiuxiangdaoziyiyangchazaiwodexinshang。
beibangjiadeneiyike,woyeyiweibangfeiyaodeshiqian,ketazhishihunshenfadoudibabishoujiazaiwobozishang,rangwojimamadadianhuaqiujiu。
quedingmamabuhuilaijiuwohou,nanrenturanbaonu。
tachaoqipangbiandegangguan,yixiayixiazazaiwotoushang。
chenwohaiyouyishishi,younaguobishoucijinwodezhijiafengli,yingshengshengjiangwomeiyigezhijiaquanbutiaoxia。
zuihou,tajiangwodelianhualan,zaiwoshenshangliuxiayidaoyouyidaohenji,youzhaolaiyitaoqigaideyifujiwohuanshang。
woyongyuanwangbuleyishixiaosanqian,tajiangbishoucijinwoxinzangshishuodeneijuhua:
「youjiaquemeirenaidejiahuo,lianqigaidouburu。」