翌日
chenguangtouguohouzhongdezheguangchuanglianfengxi，linsedizaishenseditanshangtouxiayidaoxiazhangdejinxian。
kongqilimimanzheyizhongnanyiyanyude、yonglaneryanzudeqixi，hunhezhezuoyecanliudeyiniheangguichuangpinxidijidedanxiang。
岑茜醒了
shentixiangshibeichaijiezhongzuguo，meiyicunjingudoutouzhesuanruan，tixingzhezuowanneichangmanzhangerjiliede“zhanzheng”。
taweiweidongledong，qianchedaomouxieyinmideminganchu，rangtarenbuzhuxilekouqi。
shenbiandeweizhiyijingkongle，chuangdanweiliang，danzhentoushanghaicanliuzhehuojinnianshenshangneizhongdutede、daizhelengliexuesonghedandanyancaodeweidao。
tameijizheqishen，bizheyanhuanlehuanshen
zuoyeneixielingrenerrexintiaodehuamiansuipianbanshanguonaohai
youqishihuojinnianzuihouneijudichenerdudingde“nishishikan，buyaoqiurao”
yijitahoulairuhediukuiqijiadizaitashenxiawuyanzheqiurao……
talianshangweiweifare，fanlegeshen，jianglianmaijindaizhetaqixidezhentouli，shenshenxileyikou。
guolehaoyihuier，tacaichengzhesuanruandeshentizuoqilai。
beizihualuo，luchubaixijifushangjichuburonghushideaimeihonghen，xiangxuedililuoxiademei。
tachijiaocaizaibingliangdedibanshang，zouxiangyushi。
wenredeshuiliuchongshuaguoshenti，shaoshaohuanjielepibei。
takanzhejingzhongdeziji，yanweihaidaizheyisiweisanjindemeiyi，zuichunyeyouxieweizhong。
tayonglengshuipailepailian，shituzhaohuipingrideqingxing。
xishuwanbi，taguoshangsizhishuipao，yaodaisongsongxizhe，luchuyixiaojiejingzhidesuoguhexiongqianruoyinruoxiandehenji。
tameiyouzhijiequcanting，ershizouxiangketingdeluodichuang。
judadebolichuangwaishiqingchendechengshilunkuo，cheliuyijingkaishiyongdong。
talakaiyidianchuanglian，ranggengduodeguangtoujinlai。
ranhou，tazoudaoshafapangdexiaojiqian，wanyaolakailezuidicengdechouti。
limiandongxibuduo，tazhunquedimochuyigeyingzhihongseyanhe——jingdiandewanbaolu（marlboro）。
yanhezaitazhijianzhuanlegequan，fachuqingweideshengxiang。
tashuliandidankaihegai，chouchuyizhixizhangdebaiseyanjuan，diaozaidanfensedechunjian。
“咔哒。”
yinsededahuojicuanqiyiculansehuomiao，dianranleyantou。
tashenshenxileyikou，xinladeyancaoqixishunjianyongrufeifu，dailaiyizhongshuxide、daizheweicideqingxinggan
bohedeliangyisuihouzaikouqianghehoulongmanyankai，zhongheleneifenzhuore
yefangfoqusanlezuoyecanliude、niannideaimeiheshentidesuanfa。
tahuanhuantuchu，huibaisedeyanwuzaichenguangzhongniaoniaoshengqi，dazhexuaner，mohuletayouxiefangkongdeyanshen。
takaozaishafafushoushang，zhijianjiazheyan，muguangluozaichuangwai，zitaiyonglanyoudaizheyizhongshihoudeshuligan。
yangguanggoulezhetaxianxideshenyingheshuipaorouhuadelunkuo，yanwuliaoraozaitazhouwei
xiangyicengbosha，jiangtahezheigeganggangsuxingdeshijiegekai。
zhijianneiyidianxinghongdehuoguang，zaijingmideqingchenli
chengweiweiyitiaodongde、daizhediantuimiqixideshengmingxinhao。
jiuzaizheishi，shenhouchuanlaichenwendejiaobusheng。
huojinnianxianranshigangchongwanzao，heifashilulude，jilvbujidichuizaibaomandeeqian。
tahuanshangleganjingdebaichenshan，kouzisuiyidikoudaosuoguxiafang，xiuziwandaoshouzhou，luchujieshidexiaobei。
tashenshangsanfazheqingshuangdexuhoushuiweidao，yuketinglipiaosandeyancaoweigegeburu。
tazoudaotashenhoujibuyuandedifangtingxia，muguangluozaitazhijianranshaodexiangyanshang，meitoujibukechadiculeyixia。
taxianglaibuxihuanjiandaocenqianchouyan，danshizijiyounaihebuneimirendexiaoyemao。
“醒了？”
tadeshengyindaizhechenqideshaya，bipingshidichenxuduo。
cenqianmeiyouhuitou，youxileyikouyan，caimanyouyoudizhuanguoshen，beikaozheshafafushou。
yanwucongtahongchunjianyichu，piaoxiangtadefangxiang。
tataimoukanta，yanshenlidaizheyisiweiwanquantunqudeyonglan，haiyouyidiandianbeiyancao**houqingxingderuili。
“ng。”taqingqingyingleyisheng，shengyinyeyinchouyanerdaishangledianweiyadezhigan。
huojinniankanzhetazheifumoyang——chenguangzhongdeyonglanmeiren，zhijianjiazheyan，yanshendaizhediantiaoxinyoushulideyexing。
zheifuyangzi，yuzuoyezaitahuailizhanzhuanchenghuan、ruanyuqiuraodexiaonvrenpanruoliangren。
tayandishenchulveguoyisifuzadeanmang，shiwunai，shibuyue，huoxuhaiyouyisibeizheimaodunmeilisuoxiyindejidong。
tameiyouzaishuohua，zhishizoudaopangbiandedanrenshafazuoxia，naqizhuoshangdecaijingbaozhi。
kongqiliyishizhishengxiacenqianouertuntuyanwudeqingweishengxiang，hebaozhifanyedeshashasheng。
yancaodeweidaoyuxuhoushuidelenglieqixiwushengdipengzhuang、jiaorong，xingchengyizhongqitedezhangli，mimanzaiqingchendeketingli。
cenqianchuixiayan，kanzheyanhuiyidiandianbianzhang，qingqingdanledan，huijinwushengdiluoruyipangdeshuijingyanhuigang。
neidianxinghong，zaitazhijianmingmingmiemie，rutongtacikenanyizhuomodexinxu。
tahehuojinniandeguanxi，keyishuoshigequsuoxu。
taxuyaoqian，taxuyaoyoutimianpiaoliangdenvban。
xianran，tacenqianjiushineiweitimianpiaolianghaidaizhefenglizhuazidenvban。
思绪回到，三年前
neigetongyangmimanzheyanwu，quechongchizhelianjiaxiangshui、hanshuihejuewangdeyewan——“miyu”。
neishidecenqian，tunqulechengyuandeguanghuan，xiangyikebeijisupaoliguidaodeliuxing。
hegongsijieyuehou，tayiweizijinengqingsongzhuanshen，quediguleyousherujiandejiannan。
guowangjinianzhengxiadeqian，zaiweichitaxiguandeshechishenghuobiaozhunxia，budaoyinianbianhuihuodaijin。
工作？
chaojiuwanwu、kanrenlianse、zhengneisagualiangzao？
她想想就觉得窒息。
guzilineifenbeichonghuaidejiaoaohedui“xinkuqian”debuxie，rangtalabuxialian。
yushi，dangpengyoushenmixixidishuoyoulaiqiankuaiyou“qingsong”demenlushi
她心一横，去了
diyitian，jiuzhanzailenanjiangchengdingjixiaojinku“miyu”neizheneryulong、guangguailulidewuchibianyuan。
tachuanzheyitiaojielimofangdapaiquenanyanlianjiadeheisediaodaiqun，caizhemojiaodegaogenxie，duanzhechenzhongdetuopan，zaixuanmudeleishedenghemimandexueqieyanwuzhongchuansuo。
jingzhidezhuangrongyangaibuleyandidepibeiheyisinanyiyanyudenankan——
xirittaishangbeijuguangdengzhuizhudechonger，rujinchenglezheiyuwangnizhaoliduanjiusongshuideshiyingsheng。
hanshuijinshihoubei，younidediaoxiaohekaiyoudeshourangtaweilifanjiangdaohai。
jiuzaitajihuyaobeiquruhejuewangyanmeishi，yidaomuguangrutongbingzhui，chuantouxuanxiaoyumilideguangying，jingzhundidingzailetashenshang。
laizierlouvipbaoxiangdebolimuqianghou。
takanbuqingneirendelian，zhiganjueneimuguangbingleng、ruili、daizheyizhongpingguhuowujiazhideshenshi。
neimuguangrangtawusuodunxing，jibeifaliang，queyexiangheianzhongdeyidaoqiangguang，rangtawuchukeduo。
taxiayishiditingzhileyaobei，taiqixiaba，yanzhongneidiancanliudejueqianghebugan
xiangmengchendezuanshi，zaineiyike，guishishenchadizheshechuzuihoudeguangmang。
houlai，huojinniandezhulichuxianzaitamianqian，meiyourenhehanxuan
zhiyouyizhangbinglengdefangkaheyigedizhi。
“huoxianshengxuyaoyigenvban，ganjing，piaoliang，dongdefencun。timian。”
zhulideshengyinhaowubolan，“mingtianxiawusandian。”
tiaojian**erzhijie：chengweitade“jinsique”。
tatigongyuanyuanbuduandejinqian、dingjideshenghuo、yijizaishangliushehuixingzousuoxude“timian”shenfen。
erta，xuyaobanyanyigemeili、wenshun、zhaozhijilaidefushupin，zhuangdiantademenmian，manzutadexuyao，wulunshishejiaochanghedebeiwan，haishianyelideshenti。
各取所需。
taxuyaoqian，xuyaotuolineilingrenzhixidenitan，xuyaojixuweichitawufageshedewuzhitimian。
taxuyaoyigezugoupiaoliang、zugou“nadechushou”、bingqienengwanquanzhangkongdenvban。
xianran，cenqianwanmeiqihe——tayongyouwuketiaotiderongmaohecengjingzaijuguangdengxiadamochudeyitai
neifenluopozhongqiangxingchengqidetimianyuguzilishangweiwanquanmomiedefengli，shenzhibidanchundewenshungengrangtajuede“youqu”。
几乎没有犹豫。
huozheshuo，neidianweiruodezizunxinzaixianshidebinglengtiechuixiabukanyiji。
taniejinleneizhangbinglengdefangka，xiangzhuazhuleyigenfumu。
zaineigesanfazhelajisuanfuweidehouxiang，taduizhezhuliliqudebeiying，diyiciqingxidiyishidao，zijiqianxiadeshiyifendiandanglinghundeqiyue。
“呼——”
cenqianmengdituchuyidatuannongbaideyanwu，xinlaganzhichongbiqiang，qiangdetayanjiaoweishi。
tayonglizhalezhayan，jiangneigumomingdesuanseyaxiaqu
zhijianyouyaerlvedaituifeididanledanyanhui，huijinwushengluorushuijingyanhuigang。
三年了。
tayijiushihuojinnianhuanyangdejinsique。
longziduzhezhenjin，puzhetianerong，xuanguazaiyunduan，fukanzhongsheng。
tajiyudewuzhishehuazuyirangwushurenyanxian。
erta，yejinzhijinzedibanyanzhetadejiaose：zaishejiaochanghe
tashihuoxianshengshenbianzuiyaoyandetidezhuangshipin，xiaorongwanmei，juzhiyouya；
zaiwurenkuijiandesimikongjian，tashinengdianrantayuwang、yenengbeitaqingyizhangkongdeyouwu。
zhishi，zheizhiqueniaocongweizhenzhengbeibaqulizhua。
tadeshuncongdaizhekeyideyonglan，tadexiaorongouerhuixieluyisibuyichajuedejiqiao，tadeshentizaijizhidehuanyuzhongyekenengzangzhebuyichajuedekangju。
jiuxiangcike，tazaiqingchentacanliudeqixili，pangruowurendichouzheyan，yongzheidiandaizhetuimiqixide“buliangshihao”
wushengdixuanshizheyidiandianshuyutazijidekongjianhefanpan。
各取所需
仅此而已
taxuyaotadeqianhebihu，taxuyaotadepiaolianghe“timian”。
zhiyuneiouerluchudefenglizhuazi？
huoxu，zhengshizheidianbuyixunfudeyexing，rangzheichangjiaoyixingdequanyang，buzhiyuneimefawei。