wo，guojiayijibaomidanweichengyuan，yijinhaixiang，queyijiaotarusaoziweiwojingxinbuzhidetaosexianjing。
tajiwoxialeyao，jiangtaneigang“bairenzhan”dexiaotaimeiqinmeimeisaijinwobeiwo，paixiashipin，biwoquta，
haoyongwotizhineideshenfen，xibaitajiasheheidebeijing。tayiweinanielewoyibeizideqiantuhemingsheng，
quebuzhidao，xiangjiajiwo，dexiantongguoguojiazuiyankedezhengshen。tajianeidianposhi，bucha，
shisuchengditoushe；yicha，jiushishehuiduliu。tamenyiweisuanjideshiyigeqiantuwuliangdenvxu，quebuxiang，
zhaoredeshiyibanengjiangtamenliangenbaqideguojialiren。01shigeqinian，wozaicitashangsuchengdetudi。
gaokaojieshuneinianwotuozhexinglixianglikai，zhihoubianzaiyemeiyouhuilaiguo。danweijilvyanke，
wobunengxiangrenherentouluwodegongzuoxingzhi，zhinenghanhudiduijiarenshuo，
shizaijingchengmougejiguandanweilipenglegetiefanwan。zheicinenghuilai，
shiyinweiwofuzede“beidou”sanqixiangmudeyigeguanjianjiedianzhongyuwancheng，lingdaotepilewowutianjia。
zhanzaizijiabieshumenkou，kanzhezheijishuxiyoumoshengdesancengxiaolou，woyankuangyoudianfare。zhengdangwogankaiwanqianshi，
yuanmen“zhiya”yishengkaile。yigedingzheyitouzhayanhuangmao，zuilidiaozhexizhangxiangyan，
huazheyanxunzhuangdenvhaizoulechulai。tashenhouhaigenzheyigetongyangfasedexiaoqingnian，
boziheshoubeishangmanshiliezhidetutengwenshen，huotuotuoyigejingshenxiaohuo。“kanshenmekan？yaofandegunyuandian！
”neinvhaizhangkoujiushiyijuguocui。tapieleyiyanshenhoudejingshenxiaohuo，xiabachaowoyiyang：“laogong，
bazheishazijiwohongzou！”jingshenxiaohuodeleling，aodiyisangzijiuchaowochongleguolai。woxiayishidihoutuibanbu，
xinligedengyixia，shengpaanzhongfuzewoanbaodetongshihuicuoyi，zhijiebatadangchengweixiemubiaojidangchangchulile。
haozai，neigemenzijiyewubujing，chongdaoyibanzuojiaobanyoujiao，yigepingdishuai，jiejieshishidikenleyizuini。
wochadianmeirenzhuxiaochusheng。“made，nizhenshigefeiwu！”nvhaiqidepokoudama，
yijiaochuaizaijingshenxiaohuodebeishang。“fenshou！xianzai，like，mashang！biezairanglaoniangkanjianni，gun！”“baobao，
nibuyaowolema？zheigeshijieshangbuhuizaiyoubiwogengainiderenle，nizhendeshedema？
”jingshenxiaohuobaozhenvhaidexiaotui，kudeyibabitiyibalei。“gun**dan！
jiejiewoshenmeyangdenanrenmeiwanguo？zaojiudachengbairenzhanle，nijiushilimianzuifeiwudeneige，gun！
”nvhaiyibianma，yibianhaobuliuqingdiyongtaneijiantouxiaopixuetizhejingshenxiaohuodetou。
neixiaohuowuzhetouliangundaipadipaole，zuilihainiantaozhe“wobuhuifangqide”。wokandemudengkoudai。
xianzaidenianqingren，douzheimeshengmengdema？bairenzhanzheizhongshi，yijingkeyizheimejiaoaodinachulaixuanyaole？
zheiyewushuiping，pashimouxieshizufunvyigejidudouwanbuchengdekpi。“**dehaichuzaizheierganma？
zhaochoushiba！”nvhaijianwomeizou，youbapaohuoduizhunlewo。woyaxiaxintoudebukuai，
jinliangpingjingdijieshi：“wojiaoxuliunian，zheilishiwojia。”nvhaimingxianlengleyixia，
suijiyongyizhongjiduqingmiedeyanshenjiangwocongtoudaojiaosaoleyibian，chixiaoyisheng。“wodangshisheini，
yuanlaishiwoneigefeiwujiefudefeiwudidia，guoran，feiwudoushiyijiaren。”wozhengzhule。yuanlai，
yanqianzheigexiaotaimei，jiushiwoneiweisuweimoumiandesaozidemeimei。guanyuwogezheimenqinshi，
womazaidianhualitiguojiju。saoziniangjiachengfenfuza，zuizaoshizaihuochezhanfujinkaixitoufangqijiade，
dingshengshiqishoudixiaguanzheshangbaihaoguniang，jushuosuchenghuochezhanyidaidebashoudoudekantajiadelianse。
houlaiguojiayanda，tajiashenshidushi，guanlexitoufang，zhuanxingkailejijiayezonghuihektv，
zuijinshilainianyoucaizhefengkougaoqilefangdichan。zongeryanzhi，biaomianguangxianliangli，neiliheidenengdichumolai。
tamenjiehunneihuier，wogangbeidanweixuanzhong，zhengchuyuzuiyangedeshenchaqi，
danweiduiwojiarendehunjiaqingkuangshenchahaimeineimeshenru。fouze，yitajiadebeijing，
shijueduibukenengjiajinwomenxujiade。“liunian，nizhendehuilaile？wohaiyiweinizaidianhualipianwoni。
”jiuzaiwosisuozheyaobuyaotiwogejiaoyuyixiazheigexiaoyizishi，
yigewenroudenengqiachushuilaideshengyincongwoshenhouchuanlai。02zheigeshengyin，wotaishuxile。shishenyao，
woconggaozhongshidaiqijiufangzaixinjianshangdebaiyueguang。kexidangniantachengjiyiban，womenmeinengkaoshangtongyisuodaxue。
danzheixienian，womenyizhibaochizhelianxi，neixiezaidanweilikuzaofawei、yushigejuederizi，
doushikaozhetaduanduanxuxudeyuyinxiaoxicaiaoguolaide。duoshaogeshimiandeyewan，
wodoushifanfutingzhetadeshengyincainengmianqiangrushui。zheicihuilaiqian，wojitafalexiaoxi，woshuo，
ruguonilaijianwo，jiudangwobiaobaichenggongle。meixiangdao，tazhendelaile。wozhuanguoshen，
kanjianyixibaiqun、heifajiyaodeshenyaozhanzaibuyuanchu，yangguangsazaitashenshang，meihaodebusifanjianzhiwu。
“feiwuhaidaihuilaiyigehulijing？”xiaotaimeijiansuankebodeshengyinzaicixiangqi。
wokandaoshenyaodeshentijiangleyixia，lianshangdexiaorongyeyouxieguabuzhu，xinlidehuoqi“cheng”dijiushanglaile。
womengdizhuantou，yanshenbinglengdidingzheta，quantouyijingbuzijuediwojin。“dengshenmedeng？feiwu，nihaixiangdawo？
”xiaotaimeibujinbupa，fanertingzhexiongtangzoudaowomianqian，yongshentidingzhewo，yangzheliantiaoxin。“xuliunian，
youzhongnijiudongshou！niganma？nigefeiwu，laji，meiluandandeyanren！”shenyaopawochongdong，
ganjinpaoguolailazhuwodegebo，roushengquanwo：“liunian，biegentayibanjianshi，meibiyao。
”tayouzhuanxiangxiaotaimei，nulijichuyigeyoushandeweixiao：“dajiadoushiyijiaren，bieshangleheqi。
”“sheitamagenzheizhongfeiwushiyijiaren！”xiaotaimeiyibajiangwotuikai，yangqishoujiuchaoshenyaodelianshanleguoqu。
“zheiliyounishuohuadefenma？niyousuangeshenmedongxi！”bazhangzaibankongzhongbeiwojiezhule。
wosisidizuanzhetadeshouwan，yiziyidundicongyafenglijichujigezi：“yaobushikanzaiwogedemianzishang，
wojintianfeisilannidezui！”jiuzaizheishi，bieshulicongcongpaochulailianggenvren。yigenianjishaoda，shenxingxiaoshou，
miandaiqiaocuide，shiwoma。takanqilaibiwolijiashilaolexuduo，yaodouyouxiezhibuqilaile。
lingyigedabandezhuguangbaoqi，shencaiweipangdanfengyunyoucunde，yinggaijiushiwosaozi，litong。“liunian！
”womakanjianwo，yanleishunjianjiuxialaile。saozilitongzemanlianduixiao，reqingdeyouxieguofen，
shanglaijiuqinnidiwanzhuwodegebo：“aiya，shixiaonianhuilaile！zongtingnibahenigetiqini，
yiqianguangkanzhaopian，jintiankesuanjiandaozhenrenle！”shuowan，tahenhendidenglexiaotaimeiyiyan，
yazheshengyinhechi：“liman！niyouqifuxiaonianleshibushi？”“wocaibuxieyuqifuyigefeiwu！
”jiaolimandexiaotaimeiyonglishuaikaiwodeshou，niutoujiujinlebieshu。tachuanzhechaoduanqun，zhuanshendeshunjian，
woshenzhinengkandaolimianyinzhexiaoxiongtuande**zaiduiwoyaowuyangwei。litonglianmangduiwojieshi：“xiaoniana，
nibieshengqi，wozheigemeimeicongxiaobeiwobamaguanhuaile，kouwuzhelande，huitouwokendinghaohaojiaoxunta，
rangtajinipeilidaoqian。”jiansaozitaiduhaisuanchengken，wodehuoqiyexiaoledaban，bianjichuxiaoronggentahanxuanzhe，
yibianfuzhewomawanglizou。kuaidaomenkoushi，litonghurantingxiajiaobu，muguangluozaishenyaoshenshang，
zhuangsisuiyidiwen：“xiaonian，zheiweishi？”“saozi，tajiaoshenyao，wo……wonvpengyou。
”woyouxiebuhaoyisidinaolenaotou，toutoukanleshenyaoyiyan。shenyaohongzhelian，qingqingdi“ng”leyisheng，
suanshimorenle。litonglianshangdexiaorongshunjiandanlejifen，yuqiyebianle：“xiaoniana，
zanmenjiazaisuchengyesuanshiyoutouyoulianderenjia，zheierxifuderenxuan，kebunengsuisuibianbian。”wolengzhule，
meixiangdaoyigegangguomendesaozi，shoujingranshendezheimezhang。meidengwokaikou，litongyouhuranxiaoleqilai，
neixiaoronglidaizheyisishuobuqingdeyiwei：“buguoma，nianqingrentanlianai，youbuyidingfeiyaojiehun，wanwaneryi，
neijiuwusuoweile。”03zheihuadewuruxingjiqiang。shenyaodelianse“shua”diyixiajiubaile，
zuichunjinjindiminzhe。wozhengyaofazuo，taquezaibeihouqiaoqiaolalelawodeyijiao，duiwoqingqingyaoleyaotou，
shiyiwobieweiletahejiarenqichongtu。woxinliyinuan，zheimewenroushanliangyoushanjierenyideguniang，
zhenshidazhedenglongdounanzhao。zaihuitoukanleyiyanyijingzoujinwulideliman，gangcaitazhuanshenshi，
haihenbuyadinaolenao**。wobujinzaixinligantan，renherendechaju，zenmejiuzheimedani？
zhenshihuobihuodereng，renbirendesi。jinlebieshu，fancaidexiangqipumianerlai。litongshuo，
tahewomaweilejiwojiefeng，zaichufanglimanghuoleyizhenggeshangwu。woxinlihaitinggandongde，lianshengdaoxie。
zhishaocongbiaomianshangkan，zheigesaozichuleguandekuandian，qitafangmianhaisuanhege。wowenqiwobahewoge，
litongshuolaojiadecitangqianjitianbeileipile，wudingloulegedadong，tamenliangyizaojiuguoquxiushanle。
zaiwomenzheidifang，citangdeshidaguotian，bijiwojiefengzhongyao，wowanquannenggoulijie。zheidunwufan，
wochideshishouchongruojing。womahesaozibutingdijiwojiacai，xuhanwennuan，guanhuaibeizhi。
jiulianzhiqianxiaozhangbahudeliman，yebiandeanfenlebushao，lianshangshenzhihaidaizheyigeqingxidebazhangyin，
kanlaishibeilitonghenhenjiaoxunguole。xijian，litongpangqiaocejididatingwodegongzuo。wojinjidanweidebaomitiaoli，
zhihanhudishuozaijingchengjiguanlizuowenzhi，lingdaotingqizhongwode。bijingrendouyaomianzi，
zongbunengshuozijishiguojiajimirenyuan，tiantiangenyiduishujuhetuzhidajiaodao。litongtingwan，duiwoyufareqingle，
liandaizheduishenyaodetaidudouhaozhuanlebushao。jiuguosanxun，caiguowuwei，qifenyuelaiyuerelie，
womenshenzhihaiheledianhongjiu。wopingshijibenshidijiubuzhan，jibeixiadu，jiujuedetianxuandizhuan。litongjianzhuang，
bianrangshenyaofuwohuierloudefangjianxiuxi。yijinfangjian，wodeyishijiuchedimohule。
woganjuezijixiangshixianruleyigeguangguailulidemengjing。mengli，shenyaobawofudaochuangshang，
wolazhetadeshouburangtazou。taxiusediliulexialai，shuoyaoquxianxigezao。zaihoulaideshiqing，
wojiujibutaiqingle，zhijuedeyiqiedouhuanghuanghuhu，danneizhongjifuxiangqindechugan，
queyouzhenshidebuxiangshizaizuomeng。buzhiguoleduojiu，woyouyouzhuanxing。zhengkaiyan，
shouxianyingruyanliandeshiyijieguangjiexinidehoubei。womeiduoxiang，xiguanxingdicouguoqu，congshenhoujiangtayongruhuaizhong。
“yaoyao，wozhenbuganxiangxin，zheibeizizhendenenghenizaiyiqi。”“zheicijiaqitaiduanle，
danyinggaigouwomenshuangfangjianjianjiazhangle。zaidengwomangwanzheiyizhen，womenjiukeyishangliangjiehundeshile。
”“nengqudaonizheimehaodenvhai，wozhenshitaixingfule。zheiyaoshijiwotanshangyigexianglimanneiyangde，
wozhenshisidexindouyoule。”wobaozheta，xuxutaotaodishuozheqinghua，haizaitawenredebojingshangqinleyikou。
kexiayimiao，wojiujuedebuduijingle。zheitoufadeyanse……zenmeshijinhuangsede？
shenyaomingmingshiyitouwuheilianglidezhangfaa！nandao……yigejiqibuhaodeyuganzaiwoxintoushengqi。jiuzaizheishi，
wohuailidenvrenhuxishengdouranjiazhong，suijiyigedaizhenuqihekuqiangdeshengyinzaiwoerbianzhaxiang：“shiwo，
nijiuxiangsi？haoa，xianzaijiushiwo，neinizenmebuqusia？！”04wozhenggerenrutongbeileipizhong，
shunjianshihua。zheishishenmeqingkuang？woxiangshibeitangdaoyiyang，mengdijianghuailiderentuikai。liqikenengyongdeyoudianda，
ta“a”diyishengjianjiao，zhijiecongchuangshanggunlexiaqu，fachuyishengchenmendezhuangjishenghetongkude**。
wodenaoziliyipianhunluan，yihuo、aohui、fennu、kuijiu……gezhongqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，jihuyaojiangwotunshi。
woyihuoweishenmelimanhuichuxianzaiwodechuangshang。woaohuizijiweishenmemeiyoukanqingchuren，jiuhetafashengleguanxi。
ergengduode，shiduiyushenyaodekuijiu，zheishiyizhong**luodebeipan。limancongdishangpaqilai，yishuangyanjingtonghong，
sisididengzhewo。tameiyouzaifazuo，zhishimomodizuohuichuangshang，laqibeizijiangzijiguodeyanyanshishi。
“ni……wo……zhei……”wozhanglezhangzui，quebantianshuobuchuyijuwanzhengdehualai，
zuihouzhinengyingzhetoupiwen：“nizenmehuizaiwochuangshang？
women……womenshibushi……”limanhenhendidenglewoyiyan，ranhoubatouniuxiangyibian，bushuohuale。
wochedihuangleshen，wanquanbuzhidaogairuhechuliyanqiandejumian。zhangzheimeda，wolianlianaidoumeizhengjingtanguo，
gengbietichulizheizhonglantanzile。woshoumangjiaoluandicongdishangjianqizijideyifuchuanhao，
zhixiangliketaolizheigelingrenzhixidefangjian。“nijiuzheimezoule？”jiuzaiwodeshougangpengdaomenbashoushi，
shenhouchuanlailelimandaizhenongzhongbiyindezhiwen。wohuitoukanleyiyan，faxiantajingranzhendezaiku，
jianbangyichouyichoude，kanqilaiweiqujile。“niyigedoukuai‘bairenzhan’derenle，haizaihuzheige？
”woyebuzhidaoshinagenjindacuole，jingrantuokouerchuzheiyangyijushangrendehua。shuowanwojiuhouhuile。
buguantapingshishishenmeyangderen，danzaizheijianshishang，tabijingshigenvhaizi，chikuidezongshita。
kewodangshishizaishitaihuangluan，taifennule，youxiekoubuzeyan。womeiyouzaitingliu，lakaimenjiuchonglechuqu。
gangzouchuwoshi，wojiukandaowomahesaozilitongzhengguiguisuisuidishouzailoutikou。kandaowochulai，
tamenliangdebiaoqingdouyouxiebuziran，zhuanshenjiuxiangliu。“zhanzhu！”wodiheyisheng，heizhelianzouleguoqu。“ma，
saozi，zheidaodishizenmehuishi？”womadizhetou，yanshenduoshan，yijuhuayebushuo。taxianglairuci，
yiyudaoshijiuxuanzetaobi。litongquexiandezhendingziruo，talianshangshenzhihaiguazheyisixiaorong，jieshidao：“xiaonian，
nibieguaisaozi。niyaoshizhixiangwanwan，neigeshenyaowomenyebulanzhe。danjiehunshidashi，deshenzhong，
nimingbaiwodeyisiba？”woliansetieqing，qiangyazhenuhuofanwen：“suoyi，zheijiushinimensuoweideshenzhong？
”litonglianshangdexiaoronggengshenle：“buguanzenmeshuo，manmanshiwoqinmeimei，shizijiaren，zhigenzhidi。
nimenliangzheishengmidouzhuchengshufanle，qinshangjiaqin，duohaodeyijianshi。zheishi，wokanjiuzheimedingle。