第3章 自尊被践踏在脚底

sumomogenzhetamenshanglehaoyudajiudiansanshibalou,kanzhejinbidemen,taxinlifanzhekuchu。

zuotianwanshangtacaifashisiyebuhuihuilai,buguoyiyedeshijian,tajiuhuiliuliudihuilaile。

ouyuxuanqiaoleqiaomen,“baogaojunzuo,suxiaojielaile。”

“让她进来。”

ouyuxuanxiangsumomozuoleyigeshoushi:“suxiaojie,junzuoqingninjinqu。”

sumomozoujinqu,ouyuxuanhemoxiangdongliuzailemenwai。

kanzheguchentingbadebeiying,sumomoxinlizhongfuzheouyuxuandechenghu“junzuo”。

sinianbujian,tajingranshizheimedadejunguanle!

guchenzhanzailuodichuangqian,kanzhechuangwaihuolaladetaiyang,lenglengdishuo:“laizuoshenme?”

sumomozhuanhuilesixu,huida:“zhaoni。”

“找我做什么?”

sumomodizhetou,renmingdeshuo:“maijini。”

“wobumaile!”nanrenxiazhangshensuidemoulitouchusherendelenglie。

tabujinyaobitahuilai,haiyaobitabeiweideqiuta!

sumomodezuichunzhandouzhe,haoyihuiercaidishengshuo:“guxiansheng,woqiuni……bangbangwo……”

“怎么帮?”

“qiunimai……maixiawo……”

“你要卖多少?”

yongzijideshentitaojiahaijia,tadezizunyijingbeitajiantazailejiaodi!

sumomoqiangrenzhegengyanzhangkou:“yibaiwan!”

“你值吗?”

guchendeshouturanshenguolai,wozhutadexiaba,taiqi,muguangluozaitajingzhidelianshang,tadeyanlishitanjiuhechaofengdelengxiao。

sumomodexinhuangdehenlihai,jimangwanghoutui。

“buzhundong!”taturanbianlian,lishenghoudao,liansezhengningkepa。

苏沫沫打了个哆嗦。

guchenlengkudishuo:“woshinidemaizhu,youquanliyanhuo,ruguonibuxiangmai,xianzaijiukeyigun!”

sumomobuganzaidongle,zheiyibaiwanshijiumingqian,buguantazenmexiuruta,tadouzhinengjieshou!

guchenzoudaoshafabianzuoxia,duanqichajishangdeyibeihongjiu,zaishouliqingqingyaohuang,“xianshuohao,wobuhuihuayibaiwanmaiyizhipoxie!”

tayangtouheganlebeilidejiu,liangyandingdingdikanzheta。

“poxie”erziruyijizhongchuihenhenzazaitadexinshang,sumomozaiyewufazhending,“wo……wobu……bu……”

“bumaile?”guchenlianseyibian,zhizhemenkoushuo:“mashanggun!”

“bu……bushi……”sumomoshengyinlidaizhezhanyin,yanleizaiyankuanglidazhuan,gengyanzheshuo:“woshishuo,wobushipoxie!”

“bushi?”tachaofengdixiaole,shuo:“nishuolebusuan,woyanguohoucaizhidao!”

sumomodeyanleiwufakongzhidiliulexialai。

“kushenme?henweiqu?”

“没……有。”

kanzhesumomodeyanleihezhanzhanjingjing,guchenyizhenxinfan,renbuzhubaohou:“buzhunku!caganyanlei!”

sumomobeitahededalegeduosuo,jimangcaganyanlei。

guchenraozhesumomozouleyiquan,jiuxiangdaliangyijianshangpin,zuihoutatingzaisumomomianqian,shuo:“kanzhewo!”

sumomotaitoukanzheta,kanzheshuxideyanjing,xinliyouxiehuanghu。

cengjing,zheishuangyanlimanshiduitachongni,rujinquezhishengxialengmohewuqing。

taxinliyisuan,youxiangkule。

guchendingzhetakanlehaoyihuier,caiwen:“dongbudongzenmebaizishi?”

“……dong……”sumomodeshengyinzhandoudehenlihai,bushiyinweihaipa,ershiyinweixiuru。

“dong?”talengxiao:“neizuowanweishenmebubai?”

“zuowan……taituran,xianzaiwo、wokeyi……”

“kanyangzi,nihenhuiquyuenanren?”tadeyuqilimanshichaofeng。

“……shi……”tahuidadebingbubeiwei。

jirantayaozheimerenwei,neitajiuchengrenba!

“做一遍。”他说。

sumomomangrandikanzheta。

“bumingbai?”tazoudaoshafabianzuoxia,duanqichajishangdejiubei,manmanheganlebeilidejiu,shuo:“xianzuoyibian,wokankannizenmequyuewo!”

sumomojinzhangqilai,duizheifangmian,tahaowujingyan。

zenmequyue?tashizaiyiwusuozhi!

“haibudong?”guchendeyuqibianleng:“shimiaozhongzhineimeiyoushijixingdong,jiujiwogunchuqu!”