di1zhangshuijingdiaodengdeguangmangliutangerxia,yingzhaozaiguangkejianrendedalishidimianshang,
yeyingzhaozaiyanhuitingneimeiyigeyizheguangxiandebinkeshenshang。
kongqizhongmimanzhexiangbindeweixunyumingyuanmenshenshangangguidexiangshuiwei,jiaozhichengyichangfuhuademeng。
sunianduanzheyibeijihuweidongdexiangbin,zhanzailuodichuangliandeyinyingli,xiangyizunbeiyiwangdejingzhiciqi。
tashenshangneijianshuilansedeyedizhangqun,shilinweiweizuipianaideyanseyukuanshi,shensihandezhulizuotiansonglaishi,
yuqigongjingqueburongzhiyi:“shenxianshengfenfu,lin**juedezheigeyansehejiancaifeichangchennin,
xiwangninjinwanchuanzhetachuxi。”qiao,duotitieruwei,liantachuanshenme,douyaojingzhunfuketabaiyueguangdeshenmei。
tademuguang,chuanguogongchoujiaocuoderenqun,jingzhundiluozaibeicuyongzaizhongxindeneigenanrenshenshang——shensihan。
jinwandeshouxing,yeshitamingyishangjiaowanglesanniandenanyou。tachuanzhetaweitatiaoxuandeyidaligaodingxizhuang,
jiancaiwanmeidigoulechutatingbadeshenxing,meiyanqingjuan,zhishineifenxianeryijiandewenhexiaoyi,
bingfeijiyutazheige“zhengpainvyou”,
ershiquanshuqingxiejiletashenpangneiweiqiaoxiaoqianxidenvzi——ganggangcongbalizaiyuguiguodezhiminghuajia,linweiwei。
taxinkouneikezhenzhengde、jiaojiede、congweiandanguodebaiyueguang。sunianweiweiyangtou,
jiangbeizhongneidianbingliangdeyetiyiyinerjin,shituyaxiahoutoufanqidekuse。sannianlai,
taxiangbeikaoyiyangyanxilinweiweisuoyoudehuace、yingxiangziliao,
mofangtadeshentai、yuqi、shenzhibujingyijianliaodongfasidexiaodongzuo。tayiweizhiyaomofangdezugouxiang,
zongnengzaitayanzhongkandaoyisishuyuzijide、zhenshideyingzi。kelinweiweiyihuilai,
tasuoyoudenulidouchenglebiejiaodexiaohua。“niannian,nizenmemaozaizheier?
”jingjirenwanggebuzhidaocongnalizuanlechulai,yadishengyin,yuqidaizhexianeryijiandejiaoji,“kuaiguoqua,
wodexiaozuzong!jintianduoshaomeitizhangqiangduanpaodidingzhe,niheshenyingdidehudongcaishizhongzhongzhizhong!
nicaishijinwandenvzhujiao!”nvzhujiao?sunianchunjiaogouqiyimoweibukechadehudu。zaizheichangshengdadeyanhuishang,
tagengxiangyigeanzhaojubenxingzoudetixianmuou,zhenzhengdenvzhujiao,zhengxiangshouzhenanzhujiaoquanbudezhumuli。
“wangge,woyoudianlei。”taqingshengshuo,shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedepibei。“lei?
xianzaikebushihanleideshihou!”wanggejideejiaomaohan,“wozhidaonixinlibutongkuai,
dannengdanglinweiweidetishen,shiduoshaorenjipotoudouqiubulaidefuqi!zheisannian,
yaobushikaozheshensihandeziyuanherenmai,ninengcongyigexiaotoumingpadaojintiandeweizhi?tinghua,guoqulugelian,
genshenyingdishuojijuhua,meititonggaowodouzhunbeihaole,‘shensihanshengriyanyunvyousuniantianmihudong,
lipoqingbianyaoyan’……”youshizheiyitao。sunianjuedeerduodoukuaitingchujianzile。zheisannian,tatingdezuiduode,
jiushi“tishen”、“fuqi”、“ziyuan”。fangfotasunianzheigerenbenshen,haowujiazhi,
suoyoudeguangmangdoulaizishensihandeshishe。koudailideshoujiqingqingzhendongleyixia,tanachulai,pingmuliangqi,
shishensihanfalaidexiaoxi,yanjianyigai,daizhetaguanyoudeminglingkouwen:「laierloulutai。」
sunianshenxileyikouqi,neikoubinglengdexiangbinsihuzhongyuzaitatineidianranleyisiweiruodehuomiao。
tajiangkongjiubeifangzaishizhedetuopanshang,duiwanggeshuo:“wolikaiyixia。”wanggeyiweitazhongyukaiqiao,
yaoquxunshensihan,lianmangdiantou:“kuaiqukuaiqu!”suniantizheguozhangdequnbai,chuanguoxuanxiaoderenqun,
zouxiangyuyanhuitingxiangliandelutianpingtai。wanfengdaizhechuqiudeliangyi,
shunjianchuisanletazhoushenzhanrandexujianuanyihejiuqi,rangtahundundedanaoqingxinglejifen。tazoudaolanganbian,
fukanjiaoxiazheizuochengshicuicanruxinghebandedenghuo。zheilihengao,
gaodaozuyirangtazanshitaolineilingrenzhixidefenwei。chenwendejiaobushengzishenhouxiangqi,buyonghuitou,
tayezhidaoshishei。tashenshangneigulengliedemuzhixiangqi,shitaqinshoudiaozhide,jushuoshilinweiweipianaideweidao。
cikezheishuxidexiangqixilai,querangtaweiliyizhenfanyong。shensihanzaitashenbianzhanding,meiyoushuohua,
zhishidiguolaiyigeshenlansedesironghezi。“shengriliwu。”tadeshengyindichen,tingbuchushenmeqingxu。
sunianlengleyixia,jieguohezi,dakai。limiantangzheyitiaozuanshishoulian,shejifanfujingzhi,
zaiyueguangxiashanshuozhebinglengerangguideguangmang。ruoshisangeyueqian,napazhishishoudaotasuishoudilaideyizhibi,
tadounenganzixinxixujiu,genghuanglunzheiyangyijianxianranjiazhibufeidezhubao。kexianzai,
tazhishipingjingdiheshanggaizi,dihaihuiqu。“taiguizhongle,shenzong。buheshi。
”shensihandemeitoujibukejiandicuqi,meiyoujie:“jinide,jiunazhe。
”“shiyinweiwozuijinzugou‘tinghua’,meiyoudaraonihelin**dezhongfeng,suoyijidejianglima?
”suniantaiqitou,diyicizaijinwanzhishitadeyanjing。tadetongkonghenhei,xiangshenbujiandidehantan,
tacengjingyiduchenni,xianxienibiqizhong。shensihandemeitouzhoudegengjin,yuqidaishanglebuyue:“sunian,
zhuyinidetaidu。”kan,tazongshizheiyang。buyunxutayourenhechaochu“heyuenvyou”shenfendeqingxu,
buyunxutayourenhe“feifenzhixiang”。tacunzaideyiyi,
jiushibanyanhaoneigewenshun、dongshi、shenaitaqiebeita“shenai”zhedeyingzi。sunianhuranjuedewubipijuan。
zheisannian,tahuodexianggexiaohua。taxiaolexiao,jiangneisirongheziqiangxingsaijintashouli,chupengdaotazhijiandebingliang。
“shensihan,womenjieshuba。”kongqifangfozaizheiyishunjianninggule。shensihandingzheta,
yanshenruilidexiangyaopoukaitadexinzang:“nishuoshenme?”“woshuo,heyuedaoqi,wobuxuyuele。
”sunianyiziyiju,qingxidizhongfu,shengyinzaiyefengzhongxiandegewailengjing。“liyou。
”tadeshengyinchedilenglexialai,daizheshanyuyulaideyapogan。suniancongshounabaoliquchuzijideshouji,jiesuo,
diankaixiangcelideyizhangjietu,ranhoujiangpingmuzhuanxiangta。neishizuowan,shensihanzaiyushishi,
tafangzaiketingchajishangdeshoujipingmuliangqi,tawuyizhongpiejiande。faxinren:weiwei。
neirong:「xiexienideshengriliwu,haishinizuidongwo。qidaimingtiandehuazhan,jinizhunbeilejingxie。」
erzaizheitiaoxinxizhishang,shishensihanfajilinweiweide:「niyizhixiangyaode,
sunianxiabuxi《fengming》denvyihao,wobangnitanxialaile。shengrikuaile,weiwei。」《fengming》,
neishitakanlewushubianjuben,hedaoyan、zhipianrenfanfugoutong,
shenzhiweiwanggekouzhongde“shiyezhuanzhedian”erxingfentantelexujiudejihui。yuanlai,
tashiruozhenbao、fenlizhengqudedongxi,zaitaneili,zhishiyonglaitaohaobaiyueguangde、suishoukezengdeliwu。
neiyike,taganjuezijizheisanniansuoyoudefuchu、yinrenheneixiebuzuweiwairendaodeailian,
douchengleyigechetoucheweidexiaohua。“shensihan,zheisannian,wobangnilizhuleshenqingrenshe,
bangniwenzhuleyinfeiwenbodongdegujia,shenzhibangniyingfulenineixienanchandejiazuzhangbei。wobuqiannidele。
”sunianshouhuishouji,yuqipingjingdelianzijidougandaojingya,“congjintianqi,nishini,woshiwo。duiwaishengming,
wohuipeihenishuo‘yinxinggebuhe,hepingfenshou’。”shensihandeliansechedichenlexialai,yandiyunniangzhefengbao。
tamengdishenshou,yibazuanzhutadeshouwan,lidaodaderangtashunjiangandaoletengtong:“sunian,biegenwoshuaxingzi!
nizhidaolikaiwo,nihuishiqushenme?nideyanyishiye,nixianzaiyongyoudeyiqie!”“wozhidao。
”suniankanzheta,yanshenqingliang,daizheyizhongtacongweijianguode、juejueeryaoyandeguangmang,
“wohuishiquyigeyongyuanbawodangtishendenanren,shiquxuyaobutingmofangbierencainengdedaodegongzuojihui,
shiquyige……genbenbuzhidewoaideren。”zuihoujigezi,tashuodehenqing,quexiangdaizheqianjunzhongliang,
henhenzazaishensihandexinshang。tasihubeitadeyanshenhehuayuzhenzhu,
zuanzhetashouwandelidaobuzijuedisonglexiexu。sunianchenjiyonglichouhuizijiyijingfahongdeshouwan,zhuanshenyuzou。
“zhanzhu!”shensihanzaitashenhoudihe,shengyinlidaizheyayibuzhudenuqi,“sunian,nixiangqingchu,
jinwanniganzouchuzheigemen,jiuyongyuanbiexiangzaihuilai!wobuhuizaijinirenhejihui!”suniandejiaobudunzhu,
quemeiyouhuitou。tazhishitaiqilingyizhikongzhedeshou,shenxiangerchui,
dongzuogancuililuodichexialeneiduishensihansongde、linweiweitongkuandezhenzhuerzhui。
xiaoqiaoyuanrundezhenzhudiaoluozaibinglengdedalishidimianshang,fachuqingcuierjiliaodexiangsheng,gunluojinheiandejiaoluo,
buzhisuozong。“fangxin,”tabeiduizheta,shengyinlidaizheyisijietuobandeqingkuai,“laji,wocongbujianhuitou。
”shuowan,tatingzhileneigenzaishensihanmianqianwanletaijiudejiliang,yibuyibu,
jiandingdilikailezheigekunletazhengzhengsanniande、hualierbinglengdelaolong。yefenglielie,chuiqitashuilansedequnbai,
xiangzhongyuzhengtuoshufude、zhandoudedieyi。di2zhanghuidaoneidongweiyushizhongxindingcengde、beichengwei“jia”debieshu,
suniandexinyichangpingjing。zheiliyuqishuoshijia,burushuoshiyigeanzhaolinweiweixihaojingxindazaodezhanlanguan。
jijiandeqiansediaozhuangxiu,qiangshangguazhededoushilinweiweihuazuodefuzhipinhuoshifenggejinsideyishupin,
lianchuangliandewenyang,douquzilinweiweimoufuhuojiangzuopindejubu。tasuniandehenji,zaizheilishaodekelian,
fangfoyigesuishikeyibeiqingkongdelinshizhuke。tameiyoukaideng,jiezhechuangwaichengshidenihongguangying,
jingzhizoushangerlouwoshi。tadewupinbuduo,dabufendoushishensihanhuoshipinpaifangsongde,
fuhe“linweiweitishen”shenfendedongxi。zhenzhengshuyu“sunian”de,
buguozhuangmanlelianggexinglixiang——yixietasixiagoumaide、bufuhe“renshe”deshujihejiuwu,
jijianshushidanjuebuhuichuanchuqujianshensihandejiandanyiwu,
yijiyigeshanglesuode、zhuangzhetadaxueshiqishougaohehuojiangzhengshudehezi。
tazuozaicengjingheshensihanyiqijieshouguowushuzhuanfang、xiuguowushuci“enai”deshafashang,
dakailebijibendiannao。pingmudelengguangyingzaitasujingdelianshang,meiyourenhezhuangrongdexiushi,
fanertouchuyizhongyuanshide、juejuedemei。tameiyoutongzhirenhetuandui,meiyouzaoxing,meiyoudaguang,
zhijiedenglulezijideshejiaomeitizhanghao,anxiale“kaiqizhibo”deanniu。yishishenye,
dan“shensihannvyousunianshenyesuyankaibo”zheigebiaotibenshenjiuxiangyimeizhadan。jifenzhongnei,
zhibojianderenshuchengzhishujizengzhang,danmufengkuanggundong,jihuyanmeilepingmu。「niannian!
zenmezheigeshihoukaizhibo?liansehaocangbai!」「shibushifashengshenmeshile?jintianbushishenyingdishengrima?」
「beijinghaoxiangshizaijiali?shenyingdini?」「shibushichaojiale?qinglvchaojiahenzhengchangde,bienanguoaniannian!」
「wozenmejuedeqifenyoudianbuduijing……」suniankanzhepingmushangfeisushanguodeguanqie、caice、haoqideyanlun,
shenxileyikouqi,duizheshexiangtou,luchuleyigejiqipingjing,shenzhidaizheyisishirandeweixiao。“wanshanghao,
woshisunian。henbaoqianzheimewandaraodajia,zhishixiangjiezheigejihui,gendajiashuojijuxinlihua。
”tadeshengyinhenwen,meiyouyuxiangzhongdegengyanhuozhandou,zhiyouyizhongchenailuodinghoudeqingxi。“shouxian,
shiguanyuwoheshensihanxianshengdeguanxi。”tadunledun,qingxidi、huanmandituchuneilianggezi,“women,
fenshoule。”danmushunjianbaozha,mimimamadewenhaohejingtanhaofugailezhenggehuamian。「shenme??????
womeitingcuoba?」「jintianhaizaishengriyanshangkandaonimentongkuanga!」「shichaojiadeqihuaba?mingtianjiuhehaole!
」「jueduishiyinweilinweiwei!neigelvchahuajiahuilaile!」「**!niandudagua!」
sunianmeiyoulihuizheixiebaozhaxingdefanying,jixupingjingdishuodao:“meiyoudisanzhe,meiyougouxuedezhengchao,
zhishiwomenzhijiande……heyue,daoqile。”takeyijiazhongle“heyue”lianggezi,
liuxiazuyirangsuoyourenfuxianglianpiandekongjian。“shide,jiuxianghenduorencaicedeneiyang,zheisannianlai,
woheshensihanxianshengzhijian,benzhishangshiyichanggequsuoxudehezuo。
taxuyaoyigewending、shenqing、qiefuhetagongzhongxingxiangdebanlv,laiyingduiyulunhejiazu;erwo,
xuyaoziyuanhejihui,zaizheigequanzilizhanwenjiaogen。
”tadeyuqipingdandexiangshizaixushuyigeyuzijiwuguandegushi,“wobanyanzhetashenaidenvyou,
nulimofangzhetaxinzhongzhenzhengdeyueguang,menxinziwen,wohenjingye,duiba?”tashenzhiduizhejingtou,
chechuleyigelvedaichaofengde、bingliangdexiaorong。“danxianzai,hezuojieshule。suoyi,woyejueding,
jiucituichuyulequan。”zheijuhuarutongdiermeizhongbangzhadan,zaicirangzhibojianxianrulefengkuang。「tuiquan????
??weishenmea!」「nianniannibuyaochongdong!weileyigenanrenbuzhide!」「shiyinweifenshoushouleqingshangma?
womendouzaizheilipeizhenia!」「mofangzhenzhengdeyueguang???xinxilianghaoda!
suoyishensihanzhendebanianniandangtishen?」「wojiushuo!sunianzhiqiandefenggehelinweiweiyuelaiyuexiang!」
「shensihanzhanan!gunchulaidaoqian!」“likaishensihan,likaiyulequan,duiwoeryanbushisunshi,
ershi……jietuo。”suniankanzhejingtou,yanshenjiandingerqingliang,fangfoxiexialeqianjinzhongdan,“congjintianqi,
wobuzaishirenherendetishen,wozhishisunian——yigehuoxuputong,danzhongyukeyizhizuozijidesunian。
”“sanniantishen,xi,yanwanle。”“zaijian。”shuowan,tabugupingmushangjihuyaokasizhibojiandedanmu,
bugushunjianxiangchezhenggeketing、laiziwangge、shensihantuanduiyijiwushumeitidedianhua**,
gancuililuodiyidongshubiao,dianjile“jieshuzhibo”。shijie,zhourananjinglexialai。
zhiyoushoujihaizaibuzhipijuandizhendongzhe,xiangzuihoudewange。takaozaishafabeishang,
zhangzhangdi、shenshendituchuleyikouyujieyuxiongsanniandezhuoqi。xiongkouneikuaiyadetachuanbuguoqilaidejushi,
fangfosuizheneichangbuguoshifenzhongdezhibo,hongransuilie。tazhidao,waimianyijingtianfandifu。
niantishen”“shensihanlinweiwei”“sunianheyueqinglv”……wushucitiaoyibaozhadesududengdingresoubang,
houmiandougenzhexianhongde“bao”zi。
wanggeqijibaihuaidepaoxiao、wushumeitijuedisanchiyexianglianxidaotadelaidian……sunianzhijiekoudiaoleshoujidianchi,
jiangshoujikaquchu,baiduan,rengjinlelajitong。talaqizaoyishoushihaodelianggexinglixiang,
zuihouhuanguleyiyanzheidongshehua、jingzhiquecongweijiguotayisiwennuanguishugandebieshu,ranhouhaobuyouyudizhuanshen,
guanshangleshenhouneishanchenzhongde、xiangzhengzheguoqusanniandedamen。diantixiaxing,shuzibuduanbianhuan。
tabuzhidaojiexialaiyaoqunali,dantazhidao,congzheiyikeqi,tahuxidemeiyikoukongqi,doujiangzhiweitaziji。
di3zhangzhiboyinfadehaixiaochixufajiao。weibotanhuanlejiangjinsishifenzhongcaihuifu。
gedayuleluntandetiezigailousuduchuangxialishijilu。shensihandefensihesuniandefensisidetianhundian,
lurenyefenfenjiaruzhanchang,yulunjihushiyibiandaodiqianzeshensihande“zhanan”xingjing,tongqingsuniandezaoyu。
「wokusile!sunianzuihouneigeyanshen,haojuejueyouhaorangrenxinteng!」「suoyizheisannian,
sunianyizhizaibeipua?beidangchenglingyigenvrendeyingzi?」「shensihangunchuyulequan!taiexinle!」
「linweiweiyebushishenmehaodongxi,mingmingzhidaohaimoren,xiangshouzheizhongyouyueganba?」
「zhiyouwojuedesunianhengangma?zhijiezhibosipolian,yidianhouludoubujidingliuliu,taishuaile!」「tuofenle,
meixiangdaoshensihanshizheizhongren,liyongyigenvhaizideganqingheqingchunweizijipulu!」
shensihantuanduibeidalegecuoshoubuji,jinjiqidonggongguanyuan,shitujiangyulunyinxiang“qinglvjianzhengchangchaojia,
sunianqingxushikongkoubuzeyan”,bingsixialianxiyingxiaohao,
anshisunianshiyinweidiule《fengming》denvyihaoerxinshengyuanhen,guyibaofu。raner,
sunianneiju“mofangzhetaxinzhongzhenzhengdeyueguang”yiji“heyuedaoqi”dezhikongtaiguozhenhan,
jiashanglinweiweihuiguohouyushensihanguoyumiqiedehudong,suoyoudexiansuodouchuanlianqilai,
zhixiangleneigezuibukandezhenxiang。
shensihankuxinjingyingduoniande“shenqing”、“zhuanyi”、“lingfeiwen”dewanmeirenshe,yiyezhijianbengtadaijin。
daiyandepinpaifangfenfendalaidianhuaxunwenqingkuang,yuqiweimiao;tanhaodehezuoxiangmutaiduaimei,
jinzhantingzhi;shenzhilianshenshijituandegujia,zaidiertiankaipanhoudouchuxianlexiaofubodong。……chengjiao,
yijiayinbixingjihaodesirenkafeiguanbaojiannei。sunianjiaobanzhebeizhongzaoyiliangtoudekafei,
kanzheduimiancongrongluozuodenanren。jianghuai,shangquanxingui,**nianqingdezhangduoren。
tamenzhizaibannianqiandeyicishangyejiuhuishangyouguoyimianzhiyuan。dangshitazhishiduanzandiheshensihanhanxuanlejiju,
muguangquezaitashenshangtingliulepianke,ranhouyueguoshensihan,dijitayizhangshejijianjiedemingpian,
shengyinpinghedishuo:“su**,ruguoyouyitianxuyaobangzhu,keyizhaowo。
”neishitazhidangshiquanneidalaoguanchangdeketao,huoshilingyizhongxingshide“xingqu”,bingweifangzaixinshang,
zhishichuyulimaoshouxialemingpian。quezaijuedinglikaishensihan、wuchukequshi,
guishishenchadifanchulezheizhangbeitayazaixiangdidemingpian。“jiangxiansheng,xiexieninyuanyijianwo。”suniankaikou,
shengyinyinlianrilaidepibeiheqingxubodongeryouxieshaya。tameiyouhuazhuang,chuanzhezuijiandandeniuzikuhebaichenshan,
yuyiwangjingtouqianneigeguangcaizhaorendenvmingxingpanruoliangren,danyanshenqueyichangqingliang,
daizheyizhongzhonghuoxinshengdejianding。jianghuaidaliangzheyanqiandenvzi,
neigezhanzaishensihanshenbian、zongshizhuangrongwanmei、xiaorongwenwanderutongyigemozikechulaide“huaping”jieranbutong。
xianzaideta,xijinqianhua,fanertouchuyizhonggengzhenshi、gengjianren、yegeng……xiyinrendeguangmang。
“su**dezhibo,wokanle。”jianghuaichunjiaogouqiyimojidandehudu,jiangyifenwenjianqingqingtuidaotamianqian,
“henyonggan。”sunianditou,kanxiangneifenwenjian。shiyifenjubenxiangmujihuashu,
fengmianshangzhiyoulianggejianjieyoulidedazi——《tishen》。tadexinmengdiyitiao,erantaitoukanxiangjianghuai。