第1章

“好重——”

hunandefangjianli,beizibeixiankai,shunbianbayazaishenshangdeneiyibufenyikai,xiaoxiaodeshenyingzuoleqilai。

feijiankanzhepangbianshuidesiyangbachadedage,juedewunaijile。

zijihedagezhujianzhuyigefangjian,dageshuijueyouxiebulaoshi,jingchanghuiyazaizijishenshang,youshihoubanyesangengfeijianjiuhuibeiyadejingxing。

feijiandagaikanleyixiawaimiandetianse,meiyouyangguangtouguolai。

suihoupingkonghuileyixiashou。

zhijianshenqideshimianqianchuxianleyigefukongdeyingguangseziti,mingquexianshizheam.5:23。

xianzaicaiwudianduo,feijiancongchuangpushangzhanleqilai,ranhouxianbazijiadage,neihaofangdeshuizibaiyixia。

shuidebanbanzhengzheng,shuangshoujiaodiefangzaixiaofu。

feijiandianlediantou,shuidehenanxiang。

ranhoufeisubachuangruzhengliyixia,shoushiqilaifangzaiyinggaifangdedifang,suihouzoudaoxuanguanchuchuanshangzijiderenzituoxiezi,shuangshoulakaimenranhouchuqule。

feijianzouchuqu,zhanzaiyuanzizhonghuxileliangxiaxinxiankongqi。

“jintiandemosuyehenhuoyue”feijiandalegexiangzhi,shouzhishangchuxianlezisedehuomiao。

suihouxiangyigefangxiangzouqu,jingguolejidaomenjian,laidaolezijijiadechufang。

“zaoshangjiuchifantuanheweizengtangba!”feijianzhaochuyuancailiao,xianxileyixiashoujiukaishidongzuoleqilai。

qianshoufeijianshizheiyijiadeererzi,zijidefuqinqianshoufojianshiyigejiazudezuzhang。

buguoqianshoufeijianbenlaijiuzhijiaofeijian,shiyigepuputongtongshenghuozaixiandaidemofashimoyi,meicuojiushimofashi。

erbushidao30sui……,huibianchengmofashideneigemofashi。

taqishiyeshizai8suifumushuangwangdeshihoujifachulezheiguliliang。

houlaizumujiupeizheziji,gaosuzijishentililiuzhedeshimofashidexue。

feijianzhijindoujidezumuneishihoujidongdeyangzi,“nichenggongle,feijian,chuanshuoshizhende。”

tadedaolejibenpopolanlandemofashu,buguoquerangrenkandeyunliwuli,bijingdoushigezhonggeyangmowenxiede。

tahoulaigenzhezumushenghuo,cengjingshiyisuideshihouqidaiguohuogewozijizijidemaotouying,buguomeiyou。

houlaichengnianzumuqushi,tadangshiyijingzaimashengligongliuxuechenggong。

zumushirenleiziranshuailaoerwang,feijianzhiganshangjizumujubanzangli,buguoyemeiyoushenmebumanheyihan。

anlilaishuofeijianshixiaoxiaonianjijiugongduwanmashengligongdeshuoshixuewei,shigebuzhebukoudetiancai,yaobujixugongduboshixuewei,yaobujiuzaiguoneizhaogaoxingongzuo,chengweibuzhebukoudejingyingrenshi。

danshifeijianyigeyemeiyouxuan,taxuanzeshouzhelaozhai,yuanlisushirenqun,zuanyanzijishenqidemofa。

tabaneijibenmofashufandelanshuyuxin,shenzhiyijingkeyiyizibuchademoxie,erqiezijiguomubuwang,yongyuanyehuijizhu。

ranerlingrenyihandeshi,zheigeshijiemosukujieshimofashidai,genbenmeibanfashiyongdaxingmofa,bineimofashushangdongbudonghuimieshijiedemofashiqianbeixunduole。

feijianshiyigeyanjiuzhe,buguoyanjiudefangxiangheqitarenbuyiyang。

taguozhe“putongren”deshenghuo,meitianyanjiuzijixiangyanjiude,yesuanshiledezizai。

tashifenyouyanjiudexingquyudongshoudenengli。

youyitiantaxiangyaobazhonghuajiashushangdeneixiedanyao,hemofashushangdemofayaojijieheqilai。

jieguohenmingxiandezhalelu,benyiweiyimingwuhu。

jieguohuranzhongshengchuanyue,chengweileyigeganggangchushengdeyinger,mingzijiaoqianshoufeijian。

feijianshimeiyoukanguo《huoyingozhe》,danshiyeouertongguozhouweidexinxizhidaoleyidian。

zijishizhujiaosuozaidemuyeyincundejianshezhezhiyi,erqiehaishidierdaicunzhang,yesuanshiyinrenfenzhengdeyigejiaose。

danshizheigeshijieshiyigegaoweishijie,xiangxiangzhiqianshuadaodeshipin,neidongbudongjiuhuitianmiedidezhandou……

不过既来之则安之

buguochuanyuedashenyebushimeijizijikaijinshouzhi,xianzaizheigeshijiejuranmosushifendechongzu,rangtabaituolemofashidaideganga。

feijianzhalezhayan,neishuangxinghongsedeyanlidaoyingchuwushuduocaideguangdian。

zheixieguangdianjiushimosu,shiyizhongcunzaiyurenhedifangdenengliang,mosuguangdianyuehuoyuezedaibiaotashiyongdeduiyingmofalilianggengqiang。

feijianzicongxuehuitilianchakela,zhihouduibiliangyangnengliangyanjiufaxian,liangyangnengliangshututonggui。

chakelashijiquzijixibaozhongdenengliang,ermosushishiyongwaijiedenengli,buguozijidenengliangbijiaorongyikongzhi,mosubijiaodiaopibale。

“guoranhaishiyaonulixiulian”feijianbazuihouyigefantuanniezhu,limianbaodeshixiandanhuang,zheihaishifeijianqinshouzuode,sheijiaoyijiazishixiandang,bu,haoxiangyizhenggeqianshouyizudoushixiandang,feijiantianmaliuxingdexiangzhe。

feijiankanzhemianqianxinxianchuludefan,youzhuantounielejigeheizhimatangfantuan,zuijinxinqingbuhao,jiuchidiantiandeyebucuo。

zhuantouyikanweizengtangyezuohaole,budebugankai,zheidifangzuofandesuiyi,yaozhidaozheigeshihouwuzikuifa,zhendeshenmedongxidouhengui,suoyilailai**zuodejiuzheijiyang,buguozheihaibushifeijiannengzuodejixian。

yaozhidaocengjingshenweizhonghuajiadetuzi,zuoweiyigechibodaguozenmekenengbuhuichi,danshiqiaofunanweiwumizhichui。

zuijinjigedamingyouchaoqilai,daozhiliangjiashenmedeyoushengleyijie,erqieqianbujiuqianshouyizuduikangyuzhiboyuyuyiyizu,kanchengshangwangcanzhong。

yijinruchifandedifang,zijidefuqinqianshoufojianyijingzuozailezhuwei。

“fuqin,zaoshanghao”feijianxiangzijifuqindaleyigezhaohu。

fojiankanzhejinlaideererzi,yedianlediantou,“feijian,niqukanyixiazhujianshibushihaimeiqi?”

“hao,wodengyixiajiuqu”feijiandianlediantou,xinzhongxiangzhedequeshi,neigebendandagejintiangaibuhuilaichuangbuqiba!

zheiyangjueduihuiailaodiedezoude。

feijianbajintiandezaofanbaizaicanzhuoshang,zaifojianshenqianfangyige,shengxiadeaizhefangzaiyibian,youduanqiyipanzi,shangmianyousangefantuan,ranhouzhuanshenbaizaile,zuigaodeneigetaizishang。

“feijian,zaoshanghao,buguonishibushiyoubawodezishi,gaichengleneigeyangzile”qianshouzhujianshenzhelanyaocongmenwaijinlai。

“sheirangdagenishuijuebulaoshi,”feijiankandoumeikanzijidebendandage,jianzhimaitaisile,tamenzaojiufenfangshuile,jieguozuotianwanshangzhujianpaoguolaiyizhibaozhezijiku,ganghaozijiyeyouxienanguo,suoyijiubantuibanjiu。

danshizheiyebushizheigerenyadezijichuanbuguoqideliyou。

“zhujian,nijintianbeilanle”fojianzuozaizhuweizhangkouxunchi。

“laodie,nijintianhaishizheimeyouhuoli”zhujiangenfojiandalegezhaohu,ranhouxianzaizijideweizhizuoxia,taiyanjiukandaoleneigegaotaishangdedongxi。

“buguofeijian,niyijingbatamenlianggezuohaole”zhujiandingzhegaotaishang,meiyandaixiaodanshiyiranyoujifenyouchou。

“a,bijingshijiaren”feijiandianlediantou,ranhouyedaozijideweizhijiuwei。

“jintianfeijianzuodefanyehenmeiwei,suoyitamenyidinghuimanyide”zhujianxiaozheshuo,ranhouzhuazhuyigefantuanchijinzuili,yanjingliangleliang,jizijidedidishuqidamuzhi。

fojianchileyikou,yeluchuleyisiweibukechadeweixiao。

feijianwanlewanyan,shima,neijiutaihaole。

ranhoukanxianggaotai,neilishuoshigaotai,qishijiushibilianggehaizigaodejuzi,feijiandeshengaogangshineigejuzidegaodu,suoyijiuxiandeyoudiangao。

neishangmianshitamendejiaren。

muqin,haiyoulianggedidi,tamendelinghunyijingquwanglejingtu,neibuguoshifeijianzuodesangemuzhipaiwei,shangmianxielemingzieryi。