第4章
tamenshilinju，shiqingmeizhuma，liangrenmingmingyijingyuehaoledaxue，dangaokaohoutaqueturanshiyue，xiaoshibujian。xiongyongjidangdeanlian，yewujierzhong，maizangzaineiduanhuiyili。
“tashenmeshihouhuiguode？”
shensuhoulaitingshuoguo，tajialisongtachuguojinxiule。
“两年前。”
neishitazhenghelufuyanlengzhanqi，zhunquedishuoshilufuyandanfangmianlengzhanta，tabujinbeiguanzaijialichubuqu，haimeitianxiangfazitaohaota。liangerbuwenchuangwaishi，yebukenengzhidaosongmingshenghuiguodeshi。
“ninbuzhidaoma？wohaiyiweininshitanvpengyouni，zuowanninyundaozaiyiyuan，kebasongyishengjihuaile，haicongmeijianguosongyishenglianseneimenankan，lianyejininzuolegexiangjiancha，youdejianceshimeirenzhiban，songyishengjiuqinzishangshou，shengpalouleninshenshangbandianmaobing，danxinhuaile。”
shensuchenmo，taneichangbucierbiedelikai，tadaodizenmekandaitade？huoxuyizhitaoyantayeshuobuzhun。
“她不是。”
turan，menkouchuanlaishengyin。
menbeituikai，yidaoshengaoyingzhangdeshenyingmailejinlai，tameiyouchuanbaidagua，yishenjiandandeyundongfutaozaishenshang，ruguobushiyanshentaiguochenjing，yanranyifuxueshengmoyang。
songmingshengsangyingunzheshali，“nixianqumangba，zheilijiaojiwo。”
fangjianlihenkuaijinshengtahesongmingsheng。
“xingle？youmeiyounalibushufu。”
shensukanzheta，qingjundelianpangyirudangnianfengcai，gengduolexiechengshunanrendeqixi，guaibudeyouhenduohushianlian，tatianshengjiushibaiyueguang，shihedaizaimeigerendemengli。
danshensubuzhidao，mengsuidehenkuai。
“baitianhaishangbanma。”shensuwenta。
“xunwanfangjiuzou。”tasangyinbingleng，yishounazhebingliben，yishousuiyidixiankaitadebeizi，chakantashenshang。
takanyemeikanta，haoxiangzhishijixiedizuozhezheixieshi。
jiaobiandebeiziyaobeixiankaishi，shensuxinliyongqiyigubuyue，“womeishi，buyongkanle。woyiweinitedilaidazhaohude。”
songmingshengquezhijieledang，“womenhaoxiangyemeineimeshu。”
kongqiqifenshunjianlengleshidu。
yeshi，shigeqibanianmeijian，zoudeshihoulianshengzhaohudoumeida，huoxuzaojiuhuaizhetaoyanlikaide。gangzhongfengbanyeyoujitazengjiayiduigongzuoliang，sheidouhuifanba，neixiejianchayinggaiyezhishilixingjianchaliuchengeryi。
“ng。”shensukaohuizhentoushang，“womeiyouganjuebushufu，zuowanxiexienile，bingfangdeshiyemafannile。”
“zhuyuanfeizenmejiwo。”
“a？”shensuyiweizijitingcuole，dankantayanshenwuliang，zhishikanzheta，xiangshizuixunchangbuguodewenhua，shensutaochushouji，“zhuyuanfeiduoshao，wosaoni。”
songmingshengjidequeshiweixinhaoyouma，shensubenlaihaixiangshuoshenme，dankantaneizhanglenglian，taxinliyebukuaihuo，lisuozhuanleqianhou，jiuzhuanshenmaitoujinlebeiwoli。
“jiranshentimeiyoubushufu，jiumeibiyaozhuzaiyiyuanlile。”tayoushuo。
是在赶她走吗？
沈素没说话。
“zheilisuirandanrenbingfang，danhaishihenchao，erqiechuangbeiyebingmeiyounixiangxiangdeganjing，buzhidaoduoshaorenshuiguo。”
shensuyoujiepi，zuitingbudezheihua，limabatoucongbeiwolishenchulai。
“haolehaole，wozouxingleba，wozheijiuchuyuan，buainiyan。”
“dannizheijitiandouxuyaoguashui，nishentitaixuruole，erqieqingxuqifuguoda，duinibenshenyefeichangyouyingxiang，ruguoshenghuohuanjingbuhao，keyihuangehuanjing，meibiyaoshanghaiziji，rangzijiguodehaodian。”
“goule，wozhidaole，woguodehenhao，xiexieguanxin，jiusuanbuhao，yeyongbuzhenilaikanwoxiaohua。”
“你可以住我家。”
“wobuxu——ng？nishuoshenme？”
shensutaotiandenuhuo，yixiazimiele，zhazhayankanzheta。
以为自己听错了。
songmingshengjinjiezheshuo，“nixianzaixuyaoanjingweishengdehuanjing，wojiazaijiaoqu，wopingchanghenmang，bujingchanghuineibian，neibianhuihenanjing，dandingqidouyoubaojiedasao，congmeiyouwairenzhuguo，bizheiliyaoganjingweishengdeduo，erqiewojialihaibeileyiyongpin，wokeyizaozhongwanqujinisongfanguashui。”
“wokeyirangniguodehao。”tashuo。
沈素呼吸瞬间停滞。
haojiu，tacaizhaohuisixu，“woyijingjiehunle。”
“我知道。”他说。
“我怀孕了。”
shuowan，shensuzijidouganjueshuolejufeihua。tazuowanjitazuoleneimeduoxiangjiancha，zenmehuibuzhidao。
dansongmingshengrengwenshengdao，“wozhidao，nidiyicilaiyiyuanzuojianchadeshihouwojiuzhidao，nidebinglidandoushiwokaide，xiaojiangtabugouxixin，wobufangxin，tedizhaolejiankongtinglenideqingkuang。nihoumianmeicilaiyiyuan，wodourangxiaojiangdadianhuajiwo，wotingzhenimendeliaotianyibianxiebingli。”
沈素彻底傻住了。
tajiqilaitaneizhangyunjiandanshang，bujinxiangxijiluleqingkuang，haizixixieletaxuyaozhuyideshi、shenzhixizhidaoyinshi。
tahaiyiweishishouyiyuanderenwenqinghuai，yuanlaishita。
shensuzaicibatoumaijinbeizili，haojiuhou，menshengdao，“nikeyizoule。”
“hao。”tahaishineifumanqiangdiao，suihouxiangqimenbeiqingqingdaishangdeshengyin。
shensushenxiyikouqi，naozihunluanyituan。
dansuiji，futongrangtagenbenmeishijianduoxiang，xiangshiyibadaozailimianhenhenhualeyixia。
erjiuzaizheishi，shenjianeibianquedalaidianhuashuotafuqinchushile。
“shenzongshoulineitaodijiadefangyuanbenzhishixianzhichushouvipkehu，dansheizhidaoliudaoputongmaijiashouli，xianzaisuoyoufangzhudoulainao，rangwomenbuchajia，zonggongshangyidechajia，womennalinengbua，jingfanghailairenshuoshenzongshexiantoushuiloushui，jizhuajingjuliqule。”
“zenmehuizheiyang，nibiezheji，womashanglai！”
shensuzhijiebadiaoshoushangdezhenguan，yaopaochuqu，kedakaimendeneiyike，yizhangheitouledelianzhengdingzheta，lengzhideyanshen，rangshensuxiangqizuowandeyimumu，dunshituiruanbunengzhanli。
lufuyandingzheta，“yaoquna？zhaosongyisheng？”
tayouerbian，daizheyizhierji，limianzhengbofangzhezheijianbingfanglicengshuoguodehua。
ercishishensudebaoli，zhengshanshuozheyikuaijingxiaodeyiqi，xiangxitieciyiyangjingmi，queshanzhehongguang，zhengjiluzhezhouweidesuoyoushengyin。