第1章
diqiciweihuanshangbaixuebingdejiejiexianwangusuihou，woxuruodetandaozaidishang。
mamaxintengderangwoganjinhuijiaxiuxi。
kezaichuyiyuandeneiyikewoquebeimiyunjiezou。
beijingchajiuchushi，woyibeizhemodebiantilinshang，sangzibeiduya，hunshendoushixue。
mamakudejijinbengkui，zeguaizijimeiyoukanhaowo。
jiejiefalefeng，yaoqiujingchamashangzhaodaoneixiebangfei，shengzhiyifa。
wozhengzhazhexiangquzhaotamen，xielezhitiaogaosutamenwomeishi。
zhiqishenquekanjianmamahuailibaozhezaojiubeiganchuqudejiaqianjin，jiejiemozhetadetouxiaodekaihuai：
“baobao，suansuanzheishidijicichengfatale？”
“diyici，mamapianneigeshazihebabadedingqingjiezhidiule，tazailingxiashidudeyongchilizhaolezhengzhengyiye，beidongdejihushiwenhaibukenfangqi。”
“dierci，mamashuozijideleshenyanxuyaohuanshen，tahaobuyouyudezhailezijideshenhuanjimama。”
“disanci，woshuozijidelejixingbaixuebing，tazaisantianshijianneijiwochouleliangcigusui，xuruodechadianyunguoqu。”
“zheiyici，worangjiefeibatanongchengleyaba，rangtazaiyemeibanfagennizhengqinggesaideguanjun。”
“baobao，haiyouyicinixiangzenmechengfata？”
jiaqianjinyangzhuanghaipadishuo：“mama，jiejieyaobusuanleba，wopaxuejiejiezhidaoyouhuidawo…”
jiejielengheng：“tagan！zheiwucijiushitadangchudani，haihainimeinengcanjiabisaidechengfa，haiyouyici，dengnixiaoleqi，wojiubataganhuineigeqiongxiangpirangdedifang！！”
wochedilengzhu，erbianwengwengzuoxiang。
buganxiangxinzheixierizidesuoyoukunandoushitamenduiwodexishua。
aiwodemamahejiejiejurandoushizhuangde......
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“neiyaoshixuejiejiefaxianlezenmeban？”
“wuwuwu…yaoshixuejiejiezhidao，huibuhuizaiyicibawoganchuqua。”
fukexinsihuhenhaipa，yanlihanzheleibuzhudechouqi。
mamaxintengdejiangtabaodegengjin：“douguaimama，dangchujiubuyinggaizhaotahuilai，shenmexueyuanguanxibuyangzaishenbiandejiushibuqin，yihuilaijiugezhongnaoteng，dengnichuleqimamalikebataganchuqu，buhuizairangwodebaobeishouyidianweiqu。”
jiejiezantongdediantou：“fangxinbabaobao，zaiwoxinlinicaishiwodeqinmeimei。”
“dabuledaoshihoujitadianqianmibuyixia，yesuanleduanzheidianxueyuanle。”
woyonglideanzhuxinkou，tengtongrangwojinhuchuanbushangqi。
fukexinbujingyidesaoguowo，yanlidedeyijihuyangaibuzhu：
“wanyixuejiejiebuxiangzouni，bijingnongcundeshenghuokendingbibushangzheili，yaoshixuejiejieyijingxiguanleshechifeiyaolaizaijiali，shibushiyemeibanfa…”
jiejieyanlishanguoyimolenglie：“youbudetaxiangbuxiang，zuihaonazheqianguaiguaizou，fouzeyigeyabaeryi，jiusuanmomingsidiaoyebuhuiyourenzaiyide。”
zaiwomianqianyixiangheaikeqindemama，cikezhirangwojuedehunshenfaleng。
wozhongyuzhidao，weishenmeyixiangpianxinfukexindemamahuituranjuedingsongzouta，napawoyizaibiaoshikeyihetahepinggongchu。
yuanlaitagenbenbushijuedekuijiuwo，xiangmibuwo。
tazhishixiangweilefukexinbaofuwo。
erwozuixinlaidejiejie，juranjiuzheiyangqingpiaopiaojuedinglewodeshengsi。
wopengzheyikezhenxinsongdaotamenshoushang，quebeitamenhaobuliuqingdecaisuirengdiao。
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wosisiyaozhechun，buxiangrangzijikuchusheng。
“kuaisongkaixiaomeimei，bunengzaiyaole！！”
hushihedexiangbaikaiwodeyachi，zuichunzaoyixueroumohu：
“biehaipa。niyijinghuojiule，jiashuni！kuai！”
mamatingjiandongjing，likepaoleguolai，taxintengdemozhewodelian：
“xuexue，mamadebaobei，biehaipamamazaizheier。”
taqingqingfumozhewodetoufa，xianggangzhaodaowoshineiyang。
haosiyouduomexintengwo，baozhewobeitongyujue，butingsushuozheduiwodekuijiuyusinian。
womanxinhuanxidehuilejia，quefaxianzaojiuyourendaitilewodeweizhi。
jiejiezaiyipangjidongdehechizheyisheng：“nimenganshenmechide？！kuaidianzaijianchayibiana，kendinghaiyoushangkou，burantazenmetongdezijiyaoziji！！”
shuowanzheihua，takuijiudekanzhewo：“xuexue，doushijiejiedecuo，meibaohuhaoni，nifangxin，woyidinghuizhihaonidesangzi，rangnihainengjixuchangge。”
woshenqingmamu，zhandouzheshouxiexiajigezi。
「jiejie，wozhendehainengzaichanggema？」
jiejiebiaoqingweijiang，youxiexinxudecuokaiyan：
“dangran，nihaibuxinjiejiedehuama？jiejieshenmeshihoupianguoni？”
taxinzhonghenqingchu，congjiehuiwoneikeqitajiucongweiduiwoshuoguoshihua。
zheijinian，wozaitamendehuangyanheqipianzhongbiantilinshang。
weileneisuoweidebaofu，dayingyaoyongyushenghaohaomibuwodejiejiehemama。
qinshounongkuawodeshenti，jiangwosongshangjuelu。
zheiyikewocaimingbai，suoweidexueyuanqinqingbuguoshizijideyixiangqingyuan。
yidiluo，congyanjiaohualuo。
wodianlediantoubishangyan，meizaishuohua。
yishengkanzhejianchadanyouxieyihandebiaoshi：“huanzhedeshentishizaishitaichale，shenzhihaimeileyikeshenzang，beineixiejiefeiyingshengshengguanxiaqiangdu**，fushidiaodebujinjindeshengdai，tineiqiguandoushoudaoleyingxiang，jiashuzuohaodasuan，zuihuaidejieguoshizaiyekaibulekou，zhongshendouyaoguafendai。”
mamameirenzhujinghuyisheng：“shenme？！zenmehuishi**，women......”
jiejieliansefuzachaozhemamayaoleyaotou。
“yongzuihaodeyao，zhaozuihaodeyisheng，wulunfuchushenmedaijiayidingyaozhihaowomeimeimingbaima？”
zaixinglai，hunshenchamanleyiqiguanzi，wodongledongjiangyingdeshenti。
yizhenjutongxilai，wobuganzaidong，bishangyanhuanjietengtong。
bingfangmenbeituikai，liangdaoshixianjingjingzhushizhewo。
“aning，xuexuedoubianchengzheiyangle，zuihouyicibaofuburujiusuanleba…”
“buxing”jiejiemeiyousihaochiyi，yuqijianding：“zheishiwodayingkexinde，bunengshiyan。”
mamatanlekouqibujiediwen：“womenzhunbeideshifushixingbuqiangdeyao，zenmehuibiancheng**？！”
“huoxuzheijiushitademingba，sheirangtazongshizhenduikexin。”
“fanzhengdouchengzheiyangle，yebuchazailaiyici，kexinneimeshanliangyebuhuizenmebaofutade。”
“yeshi，wodekexinbaobaoneimeguai。”mamabuzhuzantong，yanyulimanshizihao。
wojinjinzuanzheshou，kehaishitongdechouchu。
shentidetongbibushangxinkoudewanfenzhiyi。
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tamenzouhou，wozhengkaiyan，guntangdeleishuilimaluolexialai。
tamenmingmingzhidao，wocongxiaobeiguaimai，zaineigepianpidecunzhuangli，zhiyougeshengshiwoweiyidexiwang。
womeitianchangzhege，qidaizheyouyitiannengzouchushenshan，zhanzaiwutaishangshixianzijidemengxiang。
ruguozaozhidaogenzhetamenhuilaihuirangwobiantilinshang，bianchengxianzaizheigeyangzi。
woningkeyibeizidoudaizaineigerangwokongjudeshenshanzhong。
buyihuier，tamenzhefanhuilai。
“雪雪，你醒啦？”
mamalazhewoshou，shuangyantonghong：“wodenver，kulenile。”
jiejieyeyanzhemian，sihuzaikuqi：“doushiwodebuhao。”
“nifangxinxuexue，wulunnibianchengshenmeyangzi，wohemamadoubuhuixianqini，zhiyaoninenghaonengkaixin，womenhuizhaoguniyibeizi。”
tadunledun，sihaiyoushenmehuayaoshuo。
zaimamadeanshixia，jiejiezaicikaikou：“fanzhengnixianzaiyefabuchushengyin，qinggesaiguanjundeyaoqinghanburujiurangjikexinzenmeyang？”
“langfeileduokexi，kexinyeshiweilenihao，padajiashuonilinzhentuotao，buguxindidejiediyeyuanyidaibiaoniqucansai。”
tashuodeqingzhenyiqie，sihushizhendeweilewohao。
可我只觉得恶心。
yuanlai，tadeyanjirucijingzhan。
ruguocikedewobingbuzhidaozhenxiang。
zhipahuidaizheganjiguaiguaixianchuzijidenulijiniandechengguo。
见我迟迟没有点头。
jiejiebunaifandedenglemamayiyan。
“shiaxuexue，nikankexinduoguai，nidouneimeqifutale，tayebujieyi。”
“dengnihaole，yidingyaohaohaoduitazhidaoma？”
shuozhetabashoujidijiwo：“guai，dazigaosunilaoshibamingzigaichengkexinde。”
woshuobuchuhua，zhinengbutingyaotoubiaoshi**。
jiejieyandishanguoyimoyinhen，yonglidejiangshoujisaijinwoshouli：
“biejiaoqingle，kuaidian！！”
“douchengzheigeyangzile，haizheimexiaoxinyan，meiyouyidiankexindeshanliangdafang。”
woliuzheleizhengzha，jiusuantamenbuxintengwo。
kewozheijinianneimeyongxinsihou，xiangusui，xianshennandaozheiyehuanbulaitamendeyisixinruanma？
“suanle！wolaifa，fanzhengtayebuzhidaoshisheifade。”
jiejieduizhewo**yizhang，pilipaladaleyiduiziyiqifajilelaoshi。
wozhongyujuewang，bishangyanbuxiangzaikantamen。
“jiuzhidaoxiazuo，xiajiaoqing，niyuanyinaopiqijiunaoba，landegennijijiao，kexinhaizaijialidengwomenni。”
jiejiejiangshoujishuaizaiwopangbian，dazhonglewodeetoutayebuzaiyi。
haobuyouyudelazhemamazoule。
jiexialaidejitiantamendoumeizailaiguoyiyuan，zhishianpailehugongzhaoguwo。
buzhidaoweishenme，neigehugongsihuhenyanewo。
cashiwodeshentishihuihenyongli，youshihouhaihuiqiawo。
yitianzhijiwochiyidunfan，wozaishoujishangxiexiawodexuqiutayezhuangkanbujian。
zhongyuzaiwoyaorenbuxiaqudeshihou，mamahejiejielaijiewochuyuanle。
“zhidaocuolemei？shuonicuole，womenjiujienihuijia，burannijiujixuzaiyiyuandaizheba！！”
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jiejiedanmodewenwo，yandizangzheyimobuxie。
wokanlehugongyiyan，lianmangdianletou。
“算你识相。”
“zheishikexinzhuanmenweinizhaodehugong，yihoujiuyoutazhaoguni。”
mamazhizhehugongshuodao：“kankan，kexinduiniduohao！！”
“wangyi，zheixierizijiumafannile。”
wangyixiaodeheai：“xinkudaoshibuxinku，zhishixue**zongshinaopiqibuchifanbuheshui，youshihouhaihuizuochuzicanxingwei，wokandexintengqueyemeishenmebanfa，nimenduoquanquanxue**ba。”
tazaisahuang，wojideyaonachushoujidazijieshi。
啪——
wowuzhelianbukezhixindekanzhemama。
tayanliquanshiduiwodeyane：“doubianchengyabalehaibuxiaoting，naojueshizican，niyiweizheiyangwomenjiuhuixintengnilema？”
“wogaosuni，jiusuannixianzaisizaiwomenmianqian，zhayixiayandousuanwoshu！！”
xinfangfobeilijianchuantou，wocangbaizhelianhuanglehuangshenti。
jiejietanlekouqilazhuwodeshou：“xuexue，niguaiyidianba，doujienihuilaizheimeduonianle，zenmehaishizheifuxiaojiaziqidezuopai？”
yaoleyaofamadeshejian，wohuranhaolei。
congdishangjianqishouji，wozhandouzheshoudaxiasangezi。
「对不起。」
mamazhongyumanyile，fuzhewozuozailunyishang：“nibieguaimama，mamazhishitingnizuoshashieryouxiejidong，zheicaidongleshou，mamaainicaihuizheiyangmingbaima？”
shuowan，tachaojiejiekanleyiyan，shiyitakaikou。
jiejielikejiehuadao：“shiaxuexue，laizhiqianwomenjiulianxihaoguowaidezhuanjiale，dengkexinnaleqinggesaideguanjun，tamenjiuhuilimaguolaijinianpaishoushu，wowenguolechenggonglvbaifenzhibashi，niyidinghuihaoqilaide！！”
wokuxiao，taimouhuaguotamenxuweidelianpang。
zheishihaipawodaoluanhuailefukexindebisai，caihuidayibazhangjiyiketianzaoma。
kexi，wobuxuyaotamenzheizhongxuweideguanxin。
“haolemahuijiaba，kexinhaizaijialidengzheni，woxiangxinxuexuehuiyuelaiyuedongshide。”
jiejiegangyaozou，shouji**xiangleqilai。
shitashejifukexindezhuanshu**。
「kexinbaobao，shibushidengzhejile？womenmashangjiuhuilaile。」jiejieruanxiasangyinnaixindishuodao。
buzhidaoduimianshuoleshenmetaturanlianseyibian，kanxiangwodeyanshenyouxiefuza。
「hao…jiejiedayingni。」
taguaduandianhualiansenankandelazhemamachulemen。
buyihuiermenwaibaofachujuliedezhengchaosheng。
wotingbutaiqing，suoyituizhelunyiwangqianzoulezou。
“buxing，wobutongyi，nvhaizidemingshengneimezhongyao，huanyigefangshichengfata！”
jiejiededishengnuhou：“youbuhuizhenchushi，kexinkuzheshuoxuexueyiqianmatashijiaojihua，suoyitazhishixianghehexuexue，rangtayihoubuyaozaishuozheizhonghua，zhaolaiderendoushiyanyuan，niyoushenmebufangxinde？”
“neiyebuxing，xuexuebuhuishuohuawanyi…”mamahaishiyouxieyouyu。
jiejiehuranlengxiaoyisheng：“nizenmezhidaotabuhuishuohua，kexinshuolewangyihaojicitingjiantagenbierendadianhua，zhishizaiwomenmianqianzhuangkelianmaicaneryi，zhenghaojiezheigejihuijixuexueyigejiaoxun，rangtayihoubuyaozaishuohuang。”
“shenme？！kuiwohaiduitayoukuiqian！”mamazhennu：“xingle，wotongyile，gairangtachidiankutou！”
wozaoyileiliumanmian，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tengdewojihuchuanbuguoqi。
buzaiyouyu，wonachushoujilianxileneigejiuweidehaoma。
「dangchudehuahaizuoshuma？woyuanyizhiweinimenxiege，danshiyaobangwozuoyijianshi。」
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duimianmiaohui。「dangranzuoshu，shenmeshiernijinguankaikou。」
jiaobushengxiangqi，mamahejiejieyiqianyihoudejinlemen。
“xuexue，womenweinizhunbeileyigejingxi，nikendinghuixihuan。”
woshenshendekanlemamayiyan，meiyoufankang，renyoutamentuizhelunyichulemen。
chekaidaojiaoqu，tingzaiyidongbieshuqianmian。
fukexinchuanzhefensegongzhuqunzhanzaimenwaixiaodemiantian。
kanjianwohouqienuodeduozaimamashenhou：
“xue…xuejiejiehao。”tasihuhenhaipawo。
zheifumoyangrangmamahejiejielianshangjinshengdeyisiyouyuxiaoshi。
“zouba，jingxijiuzailimian。”
jiejiecubaodetuizhewowangbieshulizouqu。
fukexinhuranlanzhuleta：“jiejienengjiwojifenzhongshijianma？woxianghexuejiejieshuoshuohua。”
“wanyitashanghaini…”jiejieyouxiechiyi。
quezaifukexindejianchixiatuoxie：“hao，jiejiehemamahuizaiyipangkanzhe，buhuijitashanghainidejihui。”
shuozheihuashitalenglengdekanzhewo，yanlihanzhejinggao。
woxiangxiao，fukexinshiyouduocuiruo，wodouzuozailunyishanglehainengshanghaita。
kanzhejiejiezouyuanhou，fukexintianmeidexiaolimaxiaoshi。
tabuxiedeshixianshangxiadaliangzhewo，yanlimanshideyi：
“qinshengdeyounengzenmeyang？meiyouxueyuanguanxiyouzenyang？zaimamahejiejiexinliniyongyuandoubibushangwo！”
“neijiujinihaole。”womianwubiaoqingdidazaishoujishang。
fukexinshenqingyijiang，sihumeixiangdaowohuishizheigefanying。
“fukexueshidaorujin，nihaizaizhuang！！nibieyiweiwobuzhidaoniyouduozaihumamahejiejie，qishinixinlizaojiutongdedixueleba？”
“heng，sheirangnibuhaohaozaineigejijiaogaladaizhe，feiyaobuzilianglidepaohuilaigenwozhengchongaihejiachan。”
“shihuagaosuniba，mamaconglaijiumeiyouganwozou，tazhishirangwozhuzailebiededifang，neiligengdagengshechi，niyiweimamahejiejiezaichucha，qishishilaipeiwo！”
“nizhidaoniweishenmehuibianchengxianzaizheifumoyangma？wozhishisuikousaleyigexiaohuang，mamahejiejiejiujuedingchengfani，dengwoxiaoleqinijiuhuibeiganzou！！zaiwomenyanlinihaiburuyitiaogou！”
shuowantaqidaizhenengkandaowodebukezhixinhejuewang。
jianwohaishimianwubiaoqingtazhongyunule。
zhuaqiwodeshouhenhentuilezijiyixia：“fukexue，woyaorangnisidousizaimamahejiejiedeyaneli！！”
xiayimiao，canjiaoshengxiangqi，fukexinkudeqican。
“wuwuwu，wocuole，xuejiejienibiedawo…”
jiejieyaoyaqixiaole：“fukexue，zheishinizizhaode！！”
mamafuqifukexinhou，henhenchezhuwodetoufa：“zou，womenqinzisongnijinqu！”
tamenjiangwotuijinbieshuzhuanshenjiuyaozou。
wolazhutamendeyijiao，zaitamenbunaifandeshenqingzhongdachuyichuanzi。
「mama，jiejie，wozhendehenainimen，zainimenjiewohuijiadeneiyikewozhendehenkaixin，wozhongyuyoujiale，zheishiwohuijiasanniannimendiyiciweiwozhunbeijingxi，wohenkaixin，yehenqidai。」
mamahejiejielengzhuyouxiebuzhisuocuo，huxiangkanleduifangyiyanhou，neimochiyixiaoshi。
“xuexue，xiwangzheicinengrangnixueguai。”
“daihuiwomenjiulaijieni！”
shuowan，tamenshuaikaiwodeshou，haobuyouyudeguanshanglemen。
haoyihuierle，tingzhebieshulimeiyouyidianshengyinmamabuandao：
“zhei…zheimezhangshijianle，zenmemeiyouyidiandongjing？？”
jiejieyaozhechunzuiyingdao：“kenengshihaimeidongshou，zaidengdengzaidengdeng。”
suizheshijianyidiandianliushi，jiejiexinliyekaishijiaoji，xiangqiwodaxiadeneiyichuanzi。
houhuiyongshangxintou：“suanlesuanle，fangxuexuechulaiba，woxiangxintazhidaocuole。”
mamadiantoufuhe，gangyaoqukaimen。
fukexinduzhezuilanzhutamen：“zaidengdengma，shuobudingjiejiezhengheneixienanrenwandekaixinni，zanmenjinqufandaodajiaoletamen。”
“nimenwanglejiejiezhiqianmawodeshierma，wuwuwu…xinxinxianzaihainanshouni。”
yiqianzhiyaofukexinduzuisajiao，jiejiejiuhenbudebatianshangdeyueliangdouzhaijita。
dancikekanzhetazheifumoyangzuilishuozhedihuiwodehua，yigunuqiyongshangxintou，jiejiemeirenzhulishenghechi：
“nishangnaerxuedezheixiehua？！xuexueshiwodeqinmeimei，nidejiejiezhidaoma？nixuebuhuizunzhongzhangbeima？”
fukexinbeimamengle，hongzheyankuangduozaimamahuaili，jianbangbutingchouchu：
“wuwuwu…wozhidaocuole，xuejiejiecaishinimendeqinmeimei，qinnver，wozhishiyigemeiyouxueyuanguanxidemoshengrenwuwuwu。”
mamapailepaitadebei，wunaidegenjiejieshuodao：“tajiushihaizi，nigenyigehaizijijiaoshen......”
huahaimeishuowan，yishengjuliedebaozhashenghuranxiangqi。
砰——
gangcaihaianjingyipiandebieshu，shashijianhuoguangchongtian。