第5章
tamenjuranzaiwodechuangqianzuozheizhongshi。
songwanningsihukanjianwoxinglaile，mianchaozhewo，zuijiaogouqileyimoweixiao。
yuanlaizheishitaguyijiwokande。
哀莫大于心死。
woyebuxiangyutamenzaizhengshenme，wozhixianglikai。
wenxianchijianwoxinglaile，fangkailesongwanning，zuijiaoshangyang，jiangyipingjinchuangyaodiuzaiwolianshang：“wokannizheicihuilaiweilewoyeshishafeikuxin，wobushilengkuwuqingzhiren，zheiyaonihaohaotuyitu，sanrihoujinfuzuoqie。”
womeiyoujianneipingyao，ershilengyankanzheta：“fangwozou，wobuhuijinizuoqie。”
“woshilingzhuzhuanshi......”
wenxianchiyaoyaqiechidiqiazhulewodebozi：“nizheigelanhuo，jilianbuyaolian，haizaishuolingzhuzhuanshi，wokannishisihoueguihunletou，xiangyaoquantianxiaderendougaokanni，nizheizhonghuoseruoshikezhuzi，neiningningbianshiwucaibanlandebutianshi。”
songwanningyewuzuitouxiao：“jiejie，nishibushizaibiansihoueguisihoudifaledian？bianhuangyeyaokanzijishishenmehuose。”
yuanchudejigeyinbingtingdaocichuyezaiqieqietouxiao。
wozaicijieshi：“womeiyoushuohuang，wo......”
huahaimeishuowan，wojiubeiyibazhangcongchuangshangshandaoledishang。
“**，weilegouyinwo，nizhenshiwusuobuyongqiji！lingzhunaishanggushenwu，yerongdenizheizhanglanzuixiedu？”
songwanningzaiyipangbangqiang：“xianchi，jiejiezheihuazheimeduorendoutingjianle，jiejiechuzheizhongyaoezihoumianruoshizaoletianqianlianleiwomenzenmeban？burujiukanxiajiejiedeyizhishouzuoweichengjieba！”
wenxianchiyanzhongshanguoyisiyouyu，quehaishibachulebishou。
songwanningzaiyipangdashengshuodao：“xianchi，bunengyouyule，ruoshizhenzaoletianqian，zhenggedifudouhuigenzhezaoyang，nizheishizaiweidifuyunyunzhongshengzhexiang！”
wohedelianlianhoutui：“wenxianchi，niruoshiruciduidaiwo，difuhuitianfandifude！”
songwanningzoushangqianlaianzhulewodeshou，tadeyanzhonghualuoyidilei：“jiejie，nishuolehuhua，zheijiushinidexiachang，nibuyaozaizuiyingle，womenzheiyeshibangni，shaoyizhishouyebizaotianqianlaidehao。”
wenxianchixiang**jin：“wozhidaonishiweiletaowohuanxin，buguoshishaoyizhishou，wobuhuixianqini，haishihuiyingnizuoqie，zhiyaoniyihouxueguaijiuhao。”
huayingangluo，wotingjiandaofenghuaguopiroudeshengyin，sixinliefeidejutongzaiquanshenmanyankailai。
大脑瞬间白了一瞬。
songwanningxiaodedeyi，yijiaochuaikailewodezuoshou：“lairen，bazheizuirenzhishounaquweigou。”
wokanzhetianseyijingchuxianyibian。
tamenzheiyangduidailingzhudezhuanshi，difudetianqian，caishizhendeyaodaole。
dierri，wobaozheshoushangdeshoubeizouzaihuangquanlushang。
lunhuijingyijingkaiqi，wopingjingdikanzhejingzhongdexuanwo，zhengyaotajinjingzhong。
“等等！”
wohuishen，quekandaolewenxianchijijiganlai：“lanyue，nizenmenengzou？womeirangnizou，nizenmeganzou？”
我冲他笑了笑。
cishitianbianyixiangzhouqi，mingjiedengshiwuyunmibu，dianshanleiming。
yibingrenziyunzhongzouchu，nuqichongchongzhizhewenxianchi：“dadanmingjun，juranduizhuanshilingzhubujing！nidemingjunyegaidangdaotoule！”
wenxianchiyilianbukezhixindikanxiangwo。
lengleyixiahou，tasuihoulengxiaodizhizhewo：“lanyue，nihaizaizhuang，nishibushigenbenjiubugantiao？youzhaolaishenmetianbingjinizuoxiduima？”