第5章 愧疚

suluxiangguowushudejieguo,keshiquemeiyouxiangdaohuikandaoyanqiandeyimu。

dingweidaodedifangbushishenmejiudian,huisuo,yebushishenmezhuzhaixiaoqu,ershiyisuoliaoyangyuan。

zuiguanjiandeshizheigeliaoyangyuandemingzitahaihenshuxi,yinweitafuqinjiuzhuzaizheili。

jibiantayicidoumeiyoulaiguo,danshimeigeyuedouhuiwangzheigezhanghushangdaqian,suoyiduizheigemingzishuxidebudele。

tatinghaoche,zhengzhunbeiquqiantaiwenwen,jiukandaochenzhetuizheyigelaorenzoulechulai,taxiayishideshanduodaoleyibian。

cike,tadexinqingshifuzade。

tameiyouxiangdaochenzhebeizhetazuodeshiqingjingranshilaizheigeliaoyangyuankantadefuqin。

tahefuqindeguanxibingbuhao。

xiaoshihoutayeyouyigexingfudejiating,zhishihoulaisuizhefuqindechugui,muqindezisha,yiqiequandouposuile。

zheiyeshiweishenmetayizhidoumeiyoulaiguozheilideyuanyin。

takanzhechenzhetuizhetafuqinsanzhebu,youkanzhechenzhejiangtafuqinsongleshangqu。

tazaineilizhanlehenjiu,caiquleqiantai,jiaolejigeyuedefeiyong,ranhoujiejikanleyixiadengjibu。

zhijianzijifuqinneiyilanshangduocichuxianyouchenzhedemingzi。

jiantademuguangyizhidoutingliuzaineili,neigehushibianshuodao,

“zheijiadengjideshitanver,danshirenyizhidoumeiyoulaiguo,doushinvxulaide。”

“他经常来吗?”

“shia。tahewomenzheibiandedoushuxidehenle,womenyoushihoubanbudongbingrenhaiyaoqingtabangmangni。”

sulujingjingdetingzhe,duyuxidebangmangzheyan,chenzhedeyinmanhaiyouneigentoufasihudouyoulejieshi。

yinweitahefuqindeguanxi,suoyichenzhexuanzeleyinmanta,shenzhilashangtadeguimibangzheyiqiyinman。

neigentoufaxiangbiyeshitabangmangtailaorendeshihoubuxiaoxinzhandaodeba。

suluchedidefangxinle,tongshiyouneijiubuyi。

chenzhezheiyanghao,tajingranhaihuaiyita,tayuexiangyuejuedexiukui,zouchuliaoyangyuanzhihou,tajichenzhedaleyitongdianhua。

dianhuaneitouhenkuaibeirenjieleqilai,

“喂,老婆。”

“laogong,womenhaojiumeiyouguoerrenshijiele,jintianwobujiaban,rangbamajiechenchenqutamenneibian,womenyiqichigefanba。”

“haoa,wojidenishangcishuoxiangchiliaoli,wanshangwomenjiuquchangqudeneijialiaolidianruhe?”

dianhuaneitouchuanlailechenzheshuangkuaideshengyin。

“好。”

shuohaozhihou,suluguashangledianhuaranhoujiachewanggongsiqule。

daolexiabanshijian,taxunsudejiaodaiwangongzuoranhoujiuwangyuedingdedifangqule。

taxiangjintianwanshangtayaotongchenzhetancheng,weitazheiliangridehuaiyierdaoqian。

buguantahefuqindeguanxizenmeyang,danshizheiliangnianlaidoushitazaibangtajinzhezinvdeyiwu,zheiyangdelaogongshangnaliquzhao?

tayibiandengzhechenzheguolai,yibianxiangqilezijihaiweituolesijiazhentandeshiqing,talianmangbotongleduifangdedianhua。

“wei,wozhiqianweituonimendiaochadeshiqingjiudaozheiliba,buyongzaichaxiaqule,dingjinjiudangzuoxinkufeile,mafanle。”

sulushuowanjiuzhunbeiguashangdianhua,neitouquechuanlaiyishengyouyudeshengyin,

“suzong,niquedingma?”

“womenzheibianfaxianleyixiewenti,nilaogongjingchanghuiquyigeliaoyangyuan。”

“zheigewoshizhidaode。”

sulushuozhezhengyaoguashangdianhua,neibianrenqueyoushuodao,

“womenhaichadaonilaogongzaiqianbujiuweinimaileyifengaoeyiwaixian,shouyirenshita。”