第4章看清我是谁
昏昏沉沉。
yizhennongyudeyaoxiangmimanzaizhenggetingyuge。
qinghetangzaichuangtashang，hunshendegutoudouduanlielejigen，wufadongdan。
muyaoyonglinglizhiyuzhetaxiongkoudejianshang，suijiwangtazuizhongsaileyaowan。
“zheishixumingshujinwan，nengrangnihuifudegengkuai。”
qinghekanzheta：“bushiyaoshawoma，weiheyouyaojiuwo？”
fangcaitazhishiweilenahuishuyuzijideliulixin，zheigenanrenquehaobuliuqingdiyongshuijianshangta，zuzusunletabantiaoming。
“tianzuhuzuguanxihaimeiwending，nixianzaihaibunengsi。”muyaolengmoshuozhe，congchuangtabianqileshen，“danniruoshizaiduiyanerdongshou，bendianyoudeshifangfarangnishengburusi。”
生不如死——
zijishitamingmeizhengqudeqizi，huanlaidequeshitaderuciduidai。
qinghezuilimanyanzhekuse：“zainiyanli，wodaodisuanshenme？”
“woyanli？niheshiruguobendiandeyan？”muyaoyanekanzheta，jiqiaofanwen。
qinghehaowuxuesedelianyoubailejifen，tadiyiciganshoudaoyanyunengshangrenbujianxue。
“wozhidaole......”taquanjinwuzhi，xindizuolejueding，“heliba，wohuirangdijigentianjunbingmingyiqie......liangzujiaohao，wuxulianyinyenengzuodao......danzouzhiqianwoyaonazoushuyuwodedongxi。”
muyaogangyaotaijiaolikaidebufayidun，youxiehuyidizhuanmoukanxiangchuangshangneigexuruodenvren。
“你的什么？”
qinghezhizhikanzheta，moudaitongchu：“wofangzainineilidexinzang，。”
muyaolengheng：“yipaihuyan！bendianbuxieniderenhedongxi！”
“wucailiulixinzhenggejiutianshangxiazhiyouyike，wojileni，niquejilemanyanneizhiheyao......wozhidaonibuxinwo，dannizhiyaoquhuzudiaochayifanbianzhi......”
qinghedehuahaiweishuowan，bianzaicibeimuyaodaduan。
“nishuochuzheizhonghua，neizhenggehuzushangxiaduanranyijinggennichuantongyiqi！nishigongzhu，yanerzhishiyizhibeiliufangzhimanhuanggudeputonghuli......tadoubuguoni，doubuguohuzu，danzhiyaoyouwozai，zhenggejiutianjiedoumeirennengqifuta！”
muyaoyanshenlinglidisaoletayiyan，daizheyiweishizudejinggao。
yanjiantafuxiuliqu，qinghekongdongdeyanshenzhujianbiandecangliang。
liangxingleiluozaichuangtashang，jianqiduoduoshuihua......
xiuzhengbanyueyouyu，qinghedeshenzicaimianqianghaozhuan。
zheixietianmuyaocongweilaiguotingyuge，tayeshiyingleyirendushoukongfangderizi。
bangwandeye，daizheyisiliangyi。
qinghezhengxiuzheshouzhongdeyuanyangpa，fangmenbeirenmengdituikai，muyaodaizheyishenjiuqizoulejinlai。
“nibuquxishuigong，laiwozheizuoshen？”qinghezhanleqilai，yanzhongzaomeileqianjirideqipanherouqing。
muyaokanzheta，daizhezuiyideyanshenyouxiemili。
zaiqinghehaiweifanyingguolaizhiji，tayijingjiangtalanyaohengbaodaolechuangshang。
“yaner，yaner......”tashenqingsishuidinannizhe，jiangwenluoxia。
tingzhetahuanchudemingzi，qinghenaozhongzhaguoyidaojinglei，siyizhengzha。
“muyao，nikanqingchuwoshishei？！”
慕尧禁锢住她的手。
“bu......”qinghesishengtongku，quegenbenwubifankang，“nikeyibuaiwo，keyiwanglewo，dannibunengzheiyangwuruwo......”
shihou，qinghekanzhepiaoyidechuangman，yandishimanwutianridechegujuewang。
chilaidedongfangye，jiaosuiletacanyudemeng。
qingxinghoudemuyaokandaochuangshanglingluandeyiqie，kanxiangqinghedeyanshendaizhenuhuo。
“pa！”yigebazhangshuaiqu，rangqinghecubujifang。
“jianren！nijuranhuanchengyanerdemoyanggouyinbendian——！”