第一章
zhiyinweibaiyueguangyijuhaipashuitaileng,mingzhiwobuhuiyouyong,weihunqihaishijiangwoyijiaotiruhaizhongshiwen。
wozaihaizhongqiujiu,taquehuanzhexiongjugaolinxiadikanzhewo:
“nijiushitaijiaoqingcaiyizhixuebuhuiyouyong!”
“zheibuputengdehenhuanma?”
suihoukanyebukanwoyiyan,zhuanshenbangzhetadebaiyueguangtufangshaishuang。
“linchengegedepifuzheimehao,shaishanglewohuixintengde。”
kanzhetakaozaibaiyueguangshenshangsajiao,woxinliruzhuibingku,shoujiaoyezhongyuwuli,zhenggerenchenrulehaizhong。
林清。
我不会再爱你了。
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huxiyizhi,womengdizhengkaiyan,faxianzijizhengtangzaishatanshang,zhijiawuqing,shentifabai。
koubiquandoushipaomo,shenshanghaoduoshui,lianshangbiaoqingshifenzhengning。
wofuzaibankongzhongkanzhezheiyijushiti。
zheicaiyishidao,yuanlaiwoyijingsile。
bangexiaoshiqian,woyingweihunqilinqingdeyaoyuelaihaibianwan,buxianggangdao,linqingshuoyaowobangtadebaiyueguangsulinchenshishuiwen。
wobukezhixindikanzheta:“nimingzhidaowocongxiaopashui,genbenbuhuiyouyong。”
“erqiejintiandefenglangzheimeda,wanyi......”
“nalaidezheimeduowanyi?linchencongxiaojiurongyiganmao,nibuqushishuiwen,wanyitaxiashuibeidonghuailekezenmeban?”
wohuahaimeishuowanjiubeilinqingbunaifandidaduan。
kanlekanhaishangjudadefenglang,wochuixiayanjian,qingshengshuo:
“kenishiyouyongjiaolian,niweishenmebunengxiashuishishuiwenni?”
“womeikong,jintiantaiyangzheimeda,wohaiyaobanglinchentufangshaini。”
“takebuxiangnizheimepicaorouhou,yaoshishaishangdehuawohuixintengde。”
yankanlinqingnachuyipingfangshaishuang,zhengzhunbeiwangbaiyueguangshenshangmo,duiwodehuashiruowudu。
wodexinmanmanlianglexialai。
linqingshiyimingyouyongjiaolian。
tacengjingshizenmegenwoshuodeni。
她说:
“zhouniannifangxin,wozhidaonicongxiaojiupashui,danshiwohuiyizhizainishenbiankanzheni。”
“zhiyaoqingkuangbudui,wohuimashanglaidaonishenbianbaohunide,wobuhuirangnichuxianyidianyiwai,yinweinishiwoshengmingzhongzuizhongyaoderen。”
rujinkanzhetaweibaiyueguangmangqianmanghoudeyangzi,wowojinlequantou,huanhuandikaikou:
“wobuyuanyi。wobuhuiyouyong,yaoxianizijixia......”
ranerhuahaimeishuowan,wojiuhaowufangbeidibeitayijiaotirushuizhong!
wozhinengpinmingdipaidazheshuimian。
kejiuzaiwohaoburongyiyaopashangqushi,zhenghaoyigefenglangdaguolai,youjiangwodalehuiqu。
我在水中孤立无援。
weiyinengjiuwode,zhiyoulinqing。
wodehuxiyuelaiyuejicu,xintiaoyeyuelaiyuekuai,yinweiqiangshuijuliedekesou,zhinengbutingdizhengzha。
“linqing......jiuwo......”
linqingzhanzaianbianlenglengdikanzhewo:“zhounian,ninengbunengbuyaozaizhuangle?”
“niyigedananrennengbunengbuyaozheimejiaoqing!zheililianbianzheimejinnizenmekenengnishuini!”
“bujiushirangnibangtashishishuiwenma?woshuoletarongyiganmao,yidianxiaomangnidoubuyuanyibang!”
“zhounian,nishizaitailingwoshiwangle!”
shuowanzhihoutakandoubukanwoyiyan,ershinazhefangshaishuangjingzhizouxiangtadebaiyueguang。
woyanzhengzhengkanzhelinqingyigaigangcaiduiwodeheilian,jiaoxiudizoudaosulinchenshenbian,bangtawenroudetumofangshaishuang。
tudaoyiban,sulinchenturanyibajianglinqingbaoqilaizhuanlegequan。
tadeshengyinbudi,haoxiangshiguyishuojiwotingdeyiban。
“wodeqingqinghaishizheimehao,youwenrouyouxixin,chulenihaiyousheihuixiangzhejiwotufangshai?”