第2章
chengzhiyanhuijiadeshihou，wozhengtuozhedaleshigaodetuishoushizijidedongxi。
takanleyanwodashangshigaodetui，daizhebiyishuo。
『xuanningnizenmeneimejiaoqing，wobuguoshizuotianmeiyousongniquyiyuanbale，nijiuguyidashigaohehuwo。zuotianwokanlenidetuishang，nayouneimeyanzhong？』
wowenyanzhinazheyifuwangxinglixianglisai，meiyoutaitoukantayiyan。
『suinizenmexiang，danshibuyaodanglu，danwuwoshoushidongxi。』
chengzhiyanzhouzhemeitoukanwotuozhegeshigaotui，yibengyibengdihaiyaoshoushidongxi，chezhuwodegebo。
bunaifandishuodao：『nihaiyaohunaodaoshenmeshihou？wobushigennishuolemawoheawanzhishipengyou，woyizhibatadangmeimeikan。』
wotaiyanjifengdikanletayiyan：『nenggouyiqiguoyedemeimei？』
chengzhiyanmanyanfanzaodizhuazhuwodegebo，yuqibinglengdaizheshizudeyapo：『xuanningniyouwanmeiwan？wobushigennijieshilewogenawanjiushidanchundepengyouguanxieryi，shouyixianiangzangdesixiang！haiyouninengbunengbuyaodongbudongjiunafenshouweixiewo？niyiweiwozhendebugangennifenshouma？』
wochouhuizijidegebo，lenglengdishuodao：『neiduanxinwoshirenzhenfade，meiyouzaiduqi，womenfenshouba。』
chengzhiyanyidun，yanlifuxianchuyisiyiyang，henkuaibeitashouhui：『xuanningnibienaolexingbuxing，niyigeguerzaizheigechengshijumuwuqin，genwofenshouninengqunali？』
wobuxianggentashuoneimeduo，zhilenglengdihuida：『genniwuguan。』
chengzhiyankanwotaidulengdan，yuqifanerruanhuabushao，tadichuizhemeiyan，dishengdao：『xuanningbienaolehaobuhao，woele。』
wokanletayiyan，dandandishuo：『elezijidianwaimai。』
chengzhiyankanxiangwo，zaikaikoushengyinzhongtouzhexieweiqu：『keshiwoxiangchinizuodefan。』
yiwangwojuedetazheiyangsajiaotaoshidemoyangkeaijile，xiangyaoshenmewodouyuanyidayingta。
kexianzai，wodexinlihaowubolan，zhishengxiafangan。
yiqianzenmemeifaxianzheihaishigetingbudongrenhuadejuying。
wohuanglehuangdazheshigaodetui：『zuobule，budianwaimainijiuezhe。』
chengzhiyanzoudaobingxiangqian，naleyipingshui，ningkaiyikouqihewan，ranhouyonglidibabingxiangmenshuaishang。
wozhidaotazheishizaibiaomingzijishengqidetaidu。
yiwangtazheimezuowozaojiushangquhongtale，zhishizheici，wobingmeiyoudalitadeyisi。
tanazhekongpingziyebuzou，jiudaizaiketing，yuanbenfennudeyanshenduoleyisimangranwucuo。
jianguolexujiu，woyemeiyoudalitadeyisi。
tahuangusizhouxianghewodahua。
『wojinideshengriliwunixihuanma？neikeshiawanpaolehaojigedianpucaizhaodaodexiangshui，tazhuanmenweinitiaode。』
我只冷冷一笑。
专门为我挑的？
shizhuanmentiaolaiexinwodeba。
xushibumanwodefanying，chengzhiyanteyibaxiangshuijudaowomianqian，zhouzhemeitouwenwo。
『awanxinxinkukuweinitiaoliwu，niganmahaizheimegebiaoqing。』
zhizihuaxiangweisuizhetadedongzuopiaoruwodebiqiang，rangwodeshentiyizhenganou。
woyibatuikaita，tuozhedaleshigaodeshuangtui，yiqueyiguaidibengdadaocesuo，outubuzhi。
程知衍站在我身后。
gezheweishengjiandejingziwonengkandaotafanzaomuguanghejinsuodemeitou。
banshang，tachenshengwenwo，meiyujianbudaiyidianxise：『xuanning，nizenmetuzheimejiu？nibuhuihuaiyunleba？』
wobeitawendeyizheng，xiayishifumozijidexiaofu，zheilianggeyuehaoxiangqueshiyueshituichilehenjiule。
chengzhiyankanwodedongzuomeitouzhoudegengjin，shengyindaizhemingxiandefanzao。
『nizenmehuishi？wobushigennishuoguowobuxihuanhaizima？nizenmelianzheidianxiaoshidouzuobuhao？』
yinweigangtuguowodeliansecangbai，fasilingluan，kanxiangtademuguanghenleng：『zenme，shiwoyigerenjiunenghuaiyun？』
chengzhiyanyigeng，shuodao：『neinibuzhidaochiyaoma？』
suihouyonghuaiyidemuguangkanxiangwo：『xuanning，nibuhuishiguyihuaiyunbizhewogennijiehunba？nijianbujiana？』
wocuoedidengdaleyanjingkanzhechengzhiyan，xiangshidiyitianrenshitayiyang。
yuanlaixiangbanliunian，wozaitaxinlijingranshizheizhongren。
woturanyoudianxiangxiaoyouyoudianxiangku。
为曾经的自己不值。
guaibudeliunianshijiantadoubucengaishangwo，yuanlaitaconglaimeiyoulejieguowo。
『fenshouba，chengzhiyan。』
wotaitoukanxiangta，yuqipingjingdaizherenzhen。
chengzhiyanyileng，tingzhezheihuayelailepiqi
『xuanning，lilewo，nikebiehouhui。』
『嗯，永不后悔。』