第3章 我不行!(2363字)

xindiyihuang,lunianjiangzhizaiyuandidongdanbude。

huosizhouquemeilenaixin,dazhangniezhetadejianbangjiangtabanguolai。

cubujifangzhixia,lunianzhuangzaitachaoshijieshidexiongtang,jiangtazhiguozheyujindeshentiyilanwuyu。

tayiqianjuedechuanyankuazhang,xianzaicaifaxianneixiechuanyanhaishitaishoulianle。

huosizhouhezhishijunmei,tajianzhijiuxiangshishangdidejiezuo,meiyichuxiantiaodouwanmeidaolejizhi。

zheigeshijieshang,zenmehuiyourenbudanyouqianyounengliyoushenfen,hainengshencaihaoyouzhangchengzheigeyangzi?

lunianqiangzhuangzhending,basangyinyadegengdi:“huozong,ninhaiyoushima?”

tadeweiyinshiwenrouhaotingdegongziyin,zaiwangshangbaxuduonvhaimidebuxing,shenzhiyouyinvyouxiteyiyaoqingtaweizhipianrenpeiyin。

yadihougengjiahaoting,shichunchuncuicuidenansheng。

huosizhoulenglexia,kanzhetazhiluzaiwaimiandeyidianjingzhixiaba,xinzangdierugudi。

他疯了不成?

jingranliannannvdouyaofenbuqingle。

douguaineigekeedenvren。

fanzaozhiji,tacubaosongshou:“gunchuqu!”

喜怒无常到了极致。

luniantaoguoyijie,feikuaitaoliyushi。

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xintoudefanmenhuizhibuqu,huosizhouchuanhaoyifu,chenshengwen:“faxianshenmelema?”

“没。”

luniandizhetou:“shenmedoumeifaxian,huozong。”

jiusuanfaxianle,tayezhihuizijizangqilai,buhuijiaojita。

tazhixiangananwenwendigongzuoshenghuo,zhidaomamadebinghaoqilai,wanquanmeiyoujiejipangaozhidexiangfa。

她不配,更何况——

kuxiaozhemochuanzhu,lunianxiang,tadexinlizaojiuyijingzhuxialeqitaren。napatazaiyemeiyouzigezhanzaitadeshenbian,yerongbuxiaqitaren。

buzhidaoweishenme,kantazheichuimeishunmu、weiweisuosuodeyangzi,huosizhoujiujuedehenfan。

“废物。”

tasangyinruhanbing,binglengdisaotayiyan。

lunianchuizhetoubuganhangsheng。

huosizhoumeizaikanta,mantiaosilidixilingdai。

xiuzhangdeshouzhigujiefenming,wanmeidelianshangmianwubiaoqing,balingdaidingdaohoujie。

有种禁欲的性感。

jiandandedongzuozaitazuolaiyouyagaogui,xizhuangjiangtadekuanjianzhaiyaobaoguo,lunianrenbuzhuxiangqitazuowanqingdaonongshi,jiroushangfuzhebohan,dishengchuanxizhefuxialai……

xintiaorulei,kouganshezao。

huosizhoudedongzuodunzhu,kanzheshouwanmuguangsenleng。

lunianheleyitiao,feikuaishouhuimuguang:“huo,huozong,zenmele?”

“手表。”

huosizhoulenglengdao:“tatouzoulewodeshoubiao。”

是有意,还是无意?

是**,还是炫耀?

“不是偷!”

陆念下意识辩驳。

nanrenlenglengkanta,yousuidetongkongyoulengyouli,rudaofengbangekaitadepixiang,zhirutadeneili。

yiqieyinmi,sihudouzaitamianqianwusuodunxing。

“wo,wodeyisishi……zhei,zheiyinggaibusuantouba?”

luniannaojinfeikuaizhuandong,ganbabadao:“yexu,yexuzhishiwuhuini?huozongzheimeshuo,huibuhui,duitademingshengbutaihao?”

tayagenmeixiangguoyaonatadeshoubiao!

zaochenhunshensuantong,youhuangyouji。tacongmangjuanledongxilikai,yagenmeizhuyiyoumeiyounazoutadeshoubiao……

huosizhougoulegouzuijiao,yandimeiyoubanfenxiaoyi。

“wuhui?”tashuo:“shibushiwuhuidoubuzhongyao。zhuadaota,tajiubuxuyaomingshengle。”

shenmeyisi?shenmerenbuxuyaomingsheng?

shibeizhuaqilaidefanren,haishi……siren?

lunianxiaoliancanbai,payinqihuaiyi,buganduoshuoyigezi。

没关系的。

tazuotiandailejiafahaihualezhuang,gennanzhuangshihoujieranbutong。huiqujiudiudiaozuotiandejiafaqunzi,zhiyaotabushuo,meirenzhidaoshita。

tazangdehenhao,buhuibeifaxiande。

一定不会有事的。

tachenjinzaizijidesixuli,meifaxianhuosizhoulengruidemuguangluozaitadeshenshang,jiangtadefanyingquandoushouguiyandi。

nanrenyandidaishuang,chenchenwojinleshouji。

zheigeluniandefanying,buduijing。

tagenzuowandenvrenyoushenmeguanxi?youshitinglesheidezhishi?

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“baitezhu,wobuxing,wozhendebuxing。”

diertiangangdaogongwei,lunianjiutingdaoyouruqingtianpilidexiaoxi。

takuaijikule:“wojiushigeputongxiaozhiyuan,shenmedoubuhui。baitezhu,wopagufuninhehuozongdeqiwanga……”

“buhuijiuxue,tingfenfujiushile。”

baijiangyumianwubiaoqing:“huozongtiba,meiyounishuobudequanli。bunenggan,jiugunchuhuoshi。”

lunianbudong,weishenmezuotianhaiduitahuaiyoushanyidebaijiangyu,turantaidudabian。

jiuxiangtayebudong,weishenmehuosizhouturandianmingyaotazuoshenghuozhuli。

zongcaideshenghuozhulikebushineimehaodangde。

zhiqianjingfangdaizoudeliuqianshiguowaitop3xuexiaobiye,jingtongduoguoyuyan,banshinenglijiqiqianghan。

zheiyangyigezhangxiang、nenglituchuderendoubeihaobuliuqingsongjinjingju,zujianhuosizhoudelengkuboqing。

duoshaonvrenbashenghuozhulidezhiweishiweijiejinhuosizhoudezuijiatiaoban,zuoshangzheigeweizhizhudingyaochengweiwushurendeyanzhongding。

lunianzhixiangdidiaogongzuo,yebujuedezijinengshengren。

hekuang,xiangqinanrenneishensuiyoulengdemuguang,tajiumeilaiyouxinji。

taxinxu,buganwangtashenbiancou。

baijiangyugenbenmeijitajixujujuedejihui,batadaidaoxindebangongshi:“wohaiyoushi,linda,nidaita。”

lindashigegaotiaomingyandemeirener,nengjinhuoshimishuchude,meiyigebushilvlipiaoliangdechaojijingying。

tashuangshoubaobei,kanluniandeyanshentongyangchongmandiyi。

youtuyouweisuodeputongnanren,yepeidanghuozongzhuli?

zhenbuzhidaobaitezhuzaixiangshenme。

tahaobuyanshizijidediyihefuyan,zhijiebayiluowenjianzazaizhuoshang:“bazheixiewenjiankanwan,xiegehuibaozongjiejiaojiwo。”

zheimingxianshiguyijiazhonggongzuoliang。

yaokanwanzheixiewenjian,zhipayaojiabanle。

tazuowanhuijiajiubaneitiandedongxifanlegebian,guoranzhaodaolebeibuxiaoxinsaijinbaolideshoubiao。

kanzheneimingxianjiazhibufeideshoubiao,taxinjingdanzhandabanyedoumeishuihao,mengliquanshihuosizhouqiazhetabozimataxiaotou,yaobatasongjinjianyu。

bendasuanxiuxishijianxiaoshuiyihuier,xianzaiyechengleshewang。

luniankanleyanshijian,zhinengwunaidizuoxialaifankanwenjian。

tabuxiangreshi,zheizhongxiaodiaonanzhinengrenle。

jiantabuganhangsheng,lindaxinlizheicaitongkuailedian:“heng,bieyiweishenghuozhulideweizhijiandan。zuobuhao,chenzaogundan。”

lindazouyuanle,linjingongweideanyouzimanlianxingfencouguolai:“lunian,nijingrandiaodaozongcaimishuchule!lihaiya!gongxigaosheng,yaoqingkechifane!”

pabaolushenfen,lunianzaigongsigengetoumingrenside。

genanyouzishuxi,haishiyinweineitiananyouzishengliqinongzanglekuzi,lunianshunshoubangmang,jiubeixinggewaixiangdenvhainianshang。

luniankuxiao:“woshenmedoubuhui,jiupabashiqingbanzale。”

ruguotanengxuanze,ningyuanyizhizaigongsilizuogeputongwenyuan,momowuwen。

“meiguanxi,wohuibangnide!”

anyouzijuezui:“bielilinda,tazhengtianbahuozongdangchengtadenangzhongzhiwu,kansheidoubushunyan。shijishang,huozongliankandoubukantayiyan。buranshenghuozhulidezhiwei,zenmeluodaolenitoushang?”

lunianmeiyoubeihoushuorenhuaihuadexiguan,chenmoditingzhe。

anyouziyebuxuyaotajiehua:“luniannitingshuolema?liuzhuliyaozuolaole!”

lunianbuyouchijing:“weishenme?”

liuqiannengliqiangzhangdemei,songqujingjujiugoujiaorenchijingle。zhendezuolao,tadedahaorenshengdouyaohuidiaole。

“haibushiyinweihuozong。”