di1zhangjiajiayoubennanniandejing
“fangqinghou，nifengleba，maifang？zheirizinihaixiangbuxiangguole？niyixinxiangdangdaxiaozizheimeirenlanzheni，kenibunengbawomenniangliangbangzainimenjiatianbuganjingdewudidongli。”
“niyaohaisuangenanrenjiujijutongkuaihua，biezhuzaineidangsuotouwugui，neizhihuirangwokanbuqini。”
ketingli，laopolujingyilianyinchendekaozaifangmenshang。
taxiumeijinzhou，sulaixingzirouruodelujingnanyanmianshangdeliqi，shouzhitouchadianzhidaolefangqinghoudeyanwozili。
“jingjing，mabushi......”
yipangdelaofumeiyansesexiangyaokaikou。
“ma，nishenmedoubieshuole，jintianzheishierzongyaoshuogemingbai。”
“ma，niyebieguaiwoxinhen，shizaishijializhenyijingmeiqianle。bumannishuo，zheijitianwomennengjiede，nengzhaode，douzhaolegebian，xianzaitamenkanwomenjiuxiangshipengdaolewenshen。fangqinghou，ni......daoshishuohuaa？”
lujingxilexibizi，yanjianzhezijiadewonangnanrenwozaiyipangyiyanbufa，lujingbeicongxinqirenbuzhutuiletayiba。houzheyigelieju，houzheshenzizhandongleyixia，rumengchuxing。
zhishifangqinghouzhengkaiyanjingqueshisigumangran。
我......
在哪？
fangqinghouruzaimengzhong，takanzheshenqianmianrongbeiqiedelaofuyouchoulechouyipangqiangrenbeitong，yuxinburendelaopolujing。zhenggerenyunyunhuhu，jingbuzhidaoshenzaihefang。
tadejiyihaitingliuzaizhiqiandeyike。
qingmonianjian，qingzhengfudongdangbuan，baguolianjunruhuahengzhengbaolian，wushuzhenbaoliuluohaiwai，juzubeitong。
fangqinghouhanmenchushen，queburenbaowuwailiu。
chaotingwuneng，pifudanze，tapingjieyishuangtianshengshenyan，shizhenbao，bianzhenjia，bogutongjin，shengshengyijieranzhishenshoulianwushubaowujuyutianxia，yinwushuzhangyihaoxiongchengzan，bufushenyanqinghoudemeiming。
wanmeixiangdaopifuwuzuihuaibiqizui！
hongmaoyangrenchihuopaoliqishashangmenlai，fangqinghouyanhuwushuzhenbaolikai，zijiqueshaomanyibuluoruhukou。
yangrenbaonve，shaoshaqianglve，gengshifangqinghouweiyanzhongding，rouzhongci，zhaolanbucheng，jingzaijietounaoshishengshengwaqutadeshuangmu，xianxueliujinerwang。
不甘，怨愤！
wanmeixiangdaozaizhengyanqueyijingshibainianzhihou。
“youyoubainian，wohuaxiajingyifeichongtian，zhongguidaguo。xiri，wubeiyinghaokangkaifusi，ruoshinengzhirihouhuanderujinzheilanglangqiankun，changlongshengshiyenenghanxiaojiuquan。zheibimaimaizuodebukui，bukuia！”
“zhishiweicengxiangdao，wofangqinghouyijiepifu，youyouhedehenengjingzhongshengyushi！”
fangqinghouxinzhongjiliezhendong，shuangquanjinjinwozhu。
bainianjianwushuyingxiongernvkangkaifusicaihuanlairujindetanghuangdashi，rangjingliguoneigedongdangniandaidefangqinghourenbuzhuhumuhanlei，henxiangzhenbeigaohushufaxinzhongyuyuzhiqi。
“fangqinghou，nishuohuaa，nihaisuanbusuangenanren？”
“zheixietian，womennengmaidedoumaile，nengbangdeyedoubangle。xianzainihaiyaomaifang，kefangmeile，wanghouwozenmeban，yatouzenmeban？”
laopolujingmiansebeiku，yanchouzhezijiadewonangnanrenshengshengbeibichuleyanlei，xinzhongdeweiqudunshibaofachulai。
“jingjing，shimabudui，shimabuhao。zheidoushiminga，doushinibazijizuodeyuanbulebieren，tiandixiabenlaijiumeiyoudiaoxianbingdehaoshier，nimenliangnengzoudaoyiqiburongyia。”
“douguaima，douguaima，maa，jinimenketoudaoqianle。jintian，nimen......jiudangmameilaiguo......meilaiguoa......”
laofuzhanzhanweiweideqishenputongjiuyaoguidaozaidishang。
“妈......”
lengzheyizhangliankongdelujingdunshihuangluan，tashenshoufuzhulaofufaruandexigai，yishuangmeimushangdeliqidunshixiaosanzhayanjianjiuhongleyankuang，munvliangrenkuzuoyituan。
“我......”
yanqianyimu，fangqinghouzuichunganse，taxiangyaoshuodianshenme。
可话未出口。
蓦然......
yigumoshengdejiyihurancuanrunaozhong，fangqinghoulianseyibai，zhijuedezhanlibuwendiedaolexiaqu。
fangjianneidunshixiangqileyizhenjinghuangshicuodejihusheng。
dengdaofangqinghouzaicizhengkaiyanjingdeshihou，tianseyijingcaheile，wuziliheiqiqide。
tatianletianzuichun，zhengzhadecongchuangshangzuoqilai，zhouweishijiyilishuxidewushenbaishe，fangqinghouyaoyaotou，buyouzizhudefachuleyishengtanxi。
jiyizhujianronghe，tayijinggaoqingchulemuqiandezhuangkuang。
zheijushentidezhurenyejiaofangqinghou，ershiqisui，wunianqianherujindelaopolujingzhuiruaihe。quemeixiangdaodeshilujingshidangdiyoumingdefuhaoluchengchuandenver，mendizhibie，gaodiguijianhuafendeqingqingchuchu。
lujingzhiyiyaohefangqinghoujiehebuxihelujiafanlian。
liangrenhunhouguodeqingkudaoyechongshi，hunhouliangrenyuyouyinv。
kemeixiangdao，fangqinghoudefuqinzheiliangnianmishangleguwan，bannianqiangengshibuxiyonglaoliangkouyibeizidejixugoumaiguwan，benxiangdaoshouyimaifajiazhifu，quemeixiangdaoshangledianshijiemuguohoubeigaozhishiyanpin。
fangfuyijuebuzhen，xinzangbingtufayibingbuqi。
peilefurenyouzhebing，laofugaoedeyiliaofeiyongrangfangqinghouchoumeibuzhan。
zhengshiyinweiruci，benjiuyinweicishixianxieqingjiadangchandefangjiagengshixueshangjiashuang。fangqinghoushixiaozi，juzhaiwushuquehaishitianbumanyiyuanjuedeyiliaofeiyong，zheicaidaqilemaifangdezhuyi。
sheicengxiang，lujingdisibucong。
fangqinghoujiazairenfuherenzidezhongjianyalishanda，yikouqiermeichuanshanglai，caiyimingwuhu。
“zheibeizi，niyehuodetaiwonangle。”
方轻侯摇了摇头。
tatilianglaopolujingdediaonan，benlaijiushihejiatingjueliecaijiajita，riziguodeqingkuyejiusuanle，rujinhaiyaoliulishisuo，xinzhongyoukuchuzheishirenzhichangqing。
tagenglijieyuanbennanrendenanchu，baishanxiaoweixian，laofuzaiyiyuanbingzhong，shenweirenziquewulihuitian。
benshibuda，yaliquerushan。
buguorujin，fangqinghoumeidasuanzuoshibuguan。
正想着…
“baba......ni......xingle？”
yigeqieqiedeshengyinxiangqi。
fangqinghoulengleyixia，quejianfangmenbuzhishenmeshihoubeituikai。
yigexiaoguniangbazhemenfengzhengqieqiedekanzheziji。sansisuidemoyang，chuanzhexiaoshuiyi，fendiaoyuzhuodemoyangrangrenrenbuzhuxiangyaozaita**deliandanshangqinshangyikou。
“囡囡，过来！”
fangqinghouyixiao，taishouduizhenverdazhaohu。
nannanhoutuileyibu，yanjianzhefangqinghoujiaota，nannanbennengdejiuyaowanghoutaopao。kemeixiangdaofangqinghoudeshougengkuai，nannanhaimeilaidejichelijiubeifangqinghouyibalanzailehuaili。
bajiyishengqinleyikou，nannanxiaozuiyibianjiuyaokuchulai。
“kushenme，babaqinyikouyoushenmedajin，haishinijuedegenbababuqinle？”
方轻侯取笑道。
nannanjiujiedebainongzheshouzhitou，yangtoukanzhezijilaodiedelian，dunshishaoshaofangxiaxinlai。“baba，nibuhuihemamachaojialeba。nannanbuxiangdangmeibabadehaizi，nimoyaohemamalihunhaobuhao。”
离婚？
fangqinghoulengleyixia，dunshitixiaojiefei。
“gensheixuededoushi，jiuzhidaobugairangnimadainikanneixiefeizaoju。huaxiayangyangwuqianniandewenmingxueshenmebuhao。buguonannanfangxin，babajueduibuhuihemamalihunde。”
方轻侯摇头道。
“真的？”
“千真万确。”
“ye，babazuihaole，gegege。”
囡囡顿时欢天喜地。
xingxushidongjingdaleyixie，waitouhaimeixiuxidelujingtuimenzoulejinlai，jiandaonannanbaozhefangqinghouxiaodekaixin，dunshidiaozhelianhechileyiju，nannanxiaolianyiku，huiliuliudejiuhuidaozhuwozhunbeixiuxi。
lujinghengleyisheng，gangzhunbeidaizhenverquxiuxi。
“laopo，duibuzhule。”
fangqinghoutanlekouqi，kaikoudao。
“nimeiyouduibuzhuwo，yaoguaijiuguailaotianyezhiguanzheyijiarenzaota。dangchuwogenzheni，jiubutuniyouduodabenshi。rujinjializaolenan，niweinanyeshizhende。”
“niyaomaifangjiuba，zheishirenzhichangqing，woyexiangtongle，buhuilanzheni，zheishifangchanzheng，ninazhe。mingtian，wojiudaizhenannanqufangwuzhongjiekankan......”
lujingdeshengyinyuanbifangqinghouxiangxiangdepingjing。
tashuozhe，congbeihoutaochuyizhanghongsedefangchanzhengminglai。xianranzaojiuyijingzuohaoledasuan，zhishilujingshengyinyuepingdan，fangqinghoutingzaierzhong，xinlitouqueshijiuleyixia。
“buyong，fangchanzhengninazhe，nishuodemeicuo，jiusuandaoleshanqiongshuijinzheifangziyebunengmai，dangchunijiajiwojiushishouletiandadeweiqu，buzhidaoduoshaorenyaokanwomenxiaohua。”
“bakanbingdeqian，wozijijiejue，nibuyongcaoxin。”
方轻侯试着安抚道。
“nilaijiejue？nizenmejiejue？fangqinghou，wobutunishenme，zheimeduonianle，nizenmehaishifangbuxianideneidiankeliandezizunxin。fangzinimailejiumaile，ruguohaibugou，wojiu......wojiuquqiutamen。”
lujingdeqingxudunshijilieqilai。
tadiuxiafangchanzhengniutoubianzou，zheiyijingshitazuidadedixian。
wensheng，fangqinghouyaoleyaotou。
tamuguangtingzaishenqiandefangchanzhengshangyimiao，youkanlekanshuaimenerqudelujing。
拳头逐渐捏紧。
naohaizhongdejiyihenzhenshi，wunianqianneichanghelujiadejuelie，lujingtuofuzhongshengdejueran。
fangqinghoumeidasuangufuneigexinshidandanyaogentasishouyishengdenvren，hekuang，weileququjinqianeryi，fangqinghoumeijuedehuinanzhuziji。
xiri，fangqinghouyishuangshenyan，bogutongjin，shoulantianxiabaowufukediguo。
jiusuanrujinshaoleminzudayi，tayeweicengxiangguozaizheigeshengshiguwandeniandai，pingzijidebenshihuiranglujingmunvzaishoukuchu，ruozhenshirucineikechengletiandadexiaohua。