chongshangdiankaiji，yongliangrendejiehunzhaozuodepingbaobianlvxianchuxian，xiehengdexinrenbuzhubeicitong，tashenxiyikouqi，caijiechusuopingjinruzhuomianzhuye。
zaikandaojiangbaoluanxiangcelidezhaopianshi，xiehengzhenggerenbeihenhendizhenzhule。
xiangceli，chuletamenliangrendehezhao，shengxiadebianquanbudoushitadedanrenzhaole。
yougongzuoshide，chifanshide，kanshushide，shuijueshide……
zhaopiancongmohudaoqingxi，congqingchunnianshaodaorijianchengshu，nianxianzhangdashinian。
jisilinshuodedui，tazhendepeibushangta。
tabupeidedaojiangbaoluanzheiyangdeai，huogaiyaochengshoushiqutadetongku。
tuichuxiangce，xiehengfaxianxinxilanlihaiyouweidudexinxi，dianjinquyikan，faxianjingdoushilingwenshanfalaide——
“jiaojiaojie，wojuedezuorenhaishiyaoyouzizhizhiming，zhidaozijitaorenyanjiugaizaoxielikai，youxierenbushuyunile，jiugaizaoxiefangshou。”
“jiaojiaojie，ahaoshuo，dengdaohenibanhaolihunshouxu，jiulimahewojiehun，jiehunyishijiudingzaizuilangmandefaguobali。”
“jiaojiaojie，ahao……”
kandaozheiyitiaotiaodexinxi，xiehengdeliansedunshibiandeshifennankan。
tajihumeiduoxiang，likejizhulilijiuchendaleyigedianhua，shengyingewailengku：“mashangquxiaodiaogongsilisuoyouhelingwenshandeshangyehezuo，haiyoujiangzhiqiannichadaodeneixielingwenshandeziliaonimingjimeiti。”
“haode，zhouzong，womashangquban。”
guadiaodianhua，xiehengwojinjiangbaoluandeshouji，dixiatoujiangetoudizaishangmian，aohuidaowuyifujia。
tazenmehuiyishiguimixinqiao，weilelingwenshanneiyangdenvren，shanghailejiangbaoluan，shanghaileneigequanshijiezuiaitadenvren，gengrangtayineiyangcanliedefangshilikailezheigeshijie……
tagaiquchanhui，gaiquguizaitademianqian，qiudetadeyuanliang。
bangwan，tianqigewaiyinchen，daoluliangpangdeludengyedouhaimeikai。
xiehengyilumengcaiyoumen，chesujikuai，yizhiyukandaozhuanwanlukouchuyingmiankailaidecheshi，genbenlaibujicaixiachache。
jinjizhixia，tafeikuaidizhuandongfangxiangpan，bikaileyuneiliangchexiangzhuang，danhaibudengtachuankouqi，tadechebianmengdizhuangxiangleyipangdejianzhu！
嘭——
dishiliuzhangjiangbaoluan，nihuilai
buzhidaohunshuileduojiu，xiehengmimihuhudizhengkaileyan，faxianzijicishijingzaijiazhong，zaitahejiangbaoluandehunfangli。
tayouxiemangrandizuoleqilai，xiangqizijizhiqianchulechehuo，mangjiangquanshendoujianchaleyixia。
shentiwanhaowusun，lianyisitengtongganyemeiyou。
nandao，chehuozhishitadecuojuema？
kongqilipiaolaideyizhenxiangwei，shitazuixihuandepaiguzhoudeweidao，henshuxi。
neishizhiyoujiangbaoluancainengzuochulaideweidao。
xiankaibeizixiachuang，xiehenghuanhuanxialou，chaozhechufangzouqu，xintiaohurankongzhibuzhudijiakuai，daizheyisixiqi，tongshiyouyouxiehaipa。
zhidao，takandaochufanglizhanleyigenvren。
tarupubuyibandejiyaozhangfapisanzaishenhou，chuanzhebaiseleisidelianyiqun，yinyaojianxileyitiaoweiqun，daileyisiyanhuoqi，jiuxiangluodaofanchendexiannv。
xiehengturankanchile，yankuangjihukongzhibuzhufahong。
是姜宝鸾啊……
shilaotianyetingdaoletadehuhuanma？
yichangchehuo，huanhuileta……
zheishi，jiangbaoluanxiangganjuedaoleshenmeyibanhuiguotoulai，kandaoxieheng，tacanranyixiao，rutongchuangwaizhaoshejinlaideyangguang，mingmeidaorangrenburenzhishi。
“ahao，nixingla，shibushiyijinghaoduola？”shuozhe，tafangxiashouzhongdeshaozi，zhuanshenchaotazoulai。
kanzheta，xiehengfangfojihutingdaolezijidexintiaosheng，putong、putong、putong……
jiangbaoluanzhandaotademianqian，weiweidianqijiaomolemotadeetou。
tadeshouhennuan，yehenruan，fuzaitadeetoushang，youzhongshuobuchudechugan，jiuhaoxiangfuzaitadexinshangyiban，zuyirangtazhenggerendouzhongxinhuoguolai。
xiehengyanqiankaishibiandemohubuqing，dantabuganzhayan，yebuganhuxi，jiupaxiayike，tahuicongzijideyanqianxiaoshi。
zheiyangdexiehengrangjiangbaoluangandaoyouxieyiwai，suihoubiandiaokantadao：“bujiushifageshaoma，erqiexianzaiyijingtuile，nizenmekanqilaijiuxiangyaokuleyiyang，ahao……”
budengtadehuashuowan，xiehengyijingyonglijiangtabaojinlehuaili，rutongyaojiangtarongjinzijideguxueliyiban。
“ahao……”jiangbaoluanbumingsuoyi，yebeitabaodeyouxietong。
xiehengquehaishimeiyoufangkai，shengyinshayaergengyan：“jiaojiao，buyaolikaiwo。”
不要再离开他。
neizhongririyeyexinbeikenshideqianchuangbaikongdetongku，tachengshoubule。
shiquta，tayezhongyumingbaizijidaodiyouduoaita。
“jiaojiao……”xiehengyibianjiaozhetademingzi，yibianfangkaita，zhijianjiangbaoluandemianrongturankaishibiandemohu，taliansedunshishabai。
“jiaojiao！”tashenshouquzhuata，buliaoquezhuadaoleyichangkong。
jiangbaoluandeshentiyijingyidianyidiandibianweitouming，zuihouxiaosanzailekongqizhong。
kanzhezheiyimu，xiehenghedexintiaodouzaizheiyiketingzhile，ertadeyanqian，chufanglidedongxiyekaishiyiyangyiyangdexiaoshi，suihoushiketing，ranhoushizhenggebieshudouxiaoshibujian。
如同世界坍塌。
xiehengjingkongdikanzhezijiyanqiandeyiqiezuizhongbiandeyipianheian，zaiyebujianjiangbaoluandeshenying，tajihubengkui。
“娇娇！”
“jiangbaoluan！nihuilai！”
“不要离开我！”
“不要！”
tayishengyishengdihanzhe，quezhitingdaolezijidehuisheng，xinzhongdunshijuewangwubi。
zheishi，youyizhishouhuranwozhuleta。
第十七章你不配
“ahao，nixingxing……”erbianchuanlaideshengyinhenqinghenrou，quegenbenjiubushijiangbaoluan。
xiehengdeyishijianjianhuilong，suihoutazhengkaiyan，kandaolelingwenshan。
yeshizaizheiyike，tacaihuangran，yuanlaigangcaideyiqie，douzhishitazuodeyichangmeng。
xiangdaojiangbaoluan，xiehengdexinmengditongleqilai。
lingwenshanjiantaxinglai，shifenjingxi，tayonglidiwojintadeshou，hongzheyanzhanshengshuo：“ahao，nizhongyuxingle，kandaoxinwenshangchuanchunichuchehuodexiaoxi，wodiyishijianjiuganleguolai，zhendehesile，wohaopanihuixingbuguolai……”
kanzhetazheiyifuyaokudebiaoqing，xiehengzhijueweilifanqiyizhenexin，tahaobuyouyudishuaikaitadeshou。
“ahao……”lingwenshanlengleleng，youxiemeifanyingguolai。
“biezaizheiyangjiaowo，nibupei。”talengbingbingdikaikou。
lingwenshandeyankuanggenghongle，suiranbugan，queyebuganwunita，zhiweiweiququdishuo：“nizenmele，weishenmeturanduiwozheiyang……”
zaicongxinwenshangdezhijiangbaoluanqushizhihou，lingwenshanjiukongzhibuzhudijidong，tayuanbenzhishixiangdengzhexiehenghejiangbaoluanlihun，zheiyangzijicaiyoujihuijiaruhaomen，dangzhoutaitai。
xianzaizheiyangdejieguo，yeshiyiliaozhiwai。
dantabuganzhudonglianxixieheng，neicizaihunshadiandeshiqingzhihou，xiehengbianbuxutazhudongzhaota。
yushitabianyizhideng，dengzhexiehengxiangqitalai，quebuxiangjiuzaiqiantian，taturanjiedaolelizhulidedianhua，tongzhitabeiquxiaolehezhoushijituandeyiqiehezuo。
zheiduiyulingwenshanlaishuo，buyayuqingtianpili。
tabuzhidaoxiehengweishenmehuituranzheiyang，danzheishitakuxinjingying，haoburongyicaidelaideyiqie，zenmenengqingyibeihuidiao！
tadangjixiangyebuxiangdijiuganlaileyiyuan，chenlizhulibuzai，toutouliujinlebingfang。
buliao，xiehengxinglaihou，duitahuishizheiyangdetaidu。
xiehengshizaibuxiangzaikandaotazheizhangchouedezuilian，xiangdaotabeizhezijijijiangbaoluanfadeneiyitiaotiaoxinxi，haiyouneixieshibushitouluchulaixiangzuozhoutaitaidexiaodongzuo，yuanbenjiuhaowuxuesedelianyegengjianankan。
“nizijizuoleshenme，nizijixinliqingchu。”tadeshengyinyuefawuqing。
xiehengdeyangziranglingwenshanyouxiehuang：“xieheng，wobumingbainideyisi……”
erxiayike，xiehengdehuajiurangtachadianguidaozaidi。
“nifajijiaojiaodeduanxinwodoukandaole！jiupingnizheiyangdeshenfen，yeganwangxiangzuowoxiehengdetaitai，jianzhishichixinwangxiang！”
“wogaosuni，niduijiaojiaosuozuodeyiqie，wodouhuititaxiangnitaohuilai！”
mianduizhezheiyangdexieheng，lingwenshanwufakongzhidiquanshenzhandou，tamangzhuazhutadeshoubeiqiqiudao：“xieheng，nibunengzheiyangduiwo，wohuineimezuodoushiyinweiwotaiainile。”
“woxiangnibaozheng，woyihoujueduibuhuizaizheiyang，yidinghuiguaiguaitingnidehua！”
“woyebuzuozhoutaitaile，zhiyaonirangwopeizainishenbianjiuhao……”
xiehengrenzheshentidetengtongchekailetadeshou，junlangdemianrongzhishengxiaxianeyuexin，talenglianjiaolailizhuli：“batadaichuqu，buyaorangtazaichuxianzaimianqian，fouze，nijiuzijijuanpugaizouren。”
zaiduohezheigenvrentongchuzaiyigefangjianliyimiaozhong，douhuirangtadefuzuigandaowuyifujiadedibu。
tabunengzaizuoduibuqijiangbaoluandeshiqingle。
第十八章以她之名
xiehengdebaofulaidehenkuai，jiuxiangtazheigerenyibanleilifengxing。
diertianyizao，zhoushijituandeguanweijiugongbuleyulingwenshanjiechuyiqiehezuodexiaoxi，qiangshizhijie。
yucitongshi，quanneiyoumingdebaguayujiyepuchuleyizelingwenshandechouwen，qimingxiagongsishexiantoushuiloushuijiyinyanghetongdeng，shuepangda，lingrenzashe。
ercixiaoxiyichu，yulingwenshanhaiyouhezuodeqitagongsiyefenfengongkaijiechuhezuo，bingzhuiqiupeichang。
yixizhijian，lingwenshanbiancongdingjichemolunweirenrenhandadejiexiaqiu，erquanneiduiyuzheizhongfanleyuanzexingcuowudeliejiyirenyeshilingrongrende。
zheishiyichu，tazaiwufuchudexiwang。
yigexingqihou，yiyuanbingfang。
xiehengyilianbingrongdizuozaibingchuangshang，toushanghaibaozhehouhoudeshabu，tademianqianbaizheyitaibijiben，shangmianshigangchudeyulexinwen。
judiaocha，lingwenshantoushuiloushuizhengjuquezao，yibeiguanyajuliudengdaishenpan，tongshiyeyijingbeimotejiechedipaoqi，dingjichemojiucichuming。
dedaozheiyangdejieguo，zaixiehengyiliaozhizhong，dantadexindibingmeiyouyisideyuyue，fanerzhishengxiananyiyanyudekongxu。
dangchu，tachadaozheixieshi，bingmeixiangbalingwenshanzenmeyang，xianzai，jibianlingwenshanshoudaoletayingyoudechengfa，jiangbaoluanyedouzaiyehuibulaile。
xiangbilingwenshan，shangdezuishenderen，yehaishita。
tadeyusheng，yezhishengchanhui。
……
半年后。
chunmoxiachu，qiwenhuinuan。
静怡寺。
jintianshishiwu，laisimiaozhongshaoxiangbaifodeyoukeyegewaideduo。
xiehengyibuyibudicongtaijiedezuidichuzoushanglai，meiyibudouzoudegewaiderenzhen，tagaodajunlangdemoyangyeyindepangrenfenfencemu，dantadouhuangruoweiwen。
tacongqianshibuxiangxinzheixiede，zhiyintinghenduorenshuo，ruoxincheng，bihuidachengsuoyuan。
erzheijiasimiao，xianghuodingsheng，yeshizuiweilingyande。
meiwangshangzouyibutaijie，tadouzaixinzhongchanhuibingqiqiu，yuanjiangbaoluandexiayibeizinengxingfu，weici，tayuanyifuchuyiqie。
zhongyu，xiehengzoudaolezuishangmiandeyicengtaijie，zhanzaidadianzhishang，taxuezheqitadeyoukeyiyangduizhefoxiangshangxianglibai，yijuyidongjieshicongweiyouguodeqiancheng。
sanbaijieshuhou，tazhuanshentaochushouji，dajilelijiuchen：“yongjiangbaoluandemingyi，jijingyisijuanwubaiwan。”
“zhouzong，womeiyoutingcuoba？”lijiuchenyouxiehuaiyizijishibushimeitingqing。
zuijin，xiehengshifendefanchang，yonglaizuocishandejineyeyuelaiyueduo，jihuyedoushiyijiangbaoluandemingyijuanzengde。
zheiyici，gengshipotianhuangditigaodaolewubaiwan！
zhidaode，douhuigantanyijuxiehengduiyijinglishideyuanpeifurenshenqinghouyi，huadajiaqianweitajidejifu。
buzhidaode，haiyiweixiehengyichangchehuozhihounaozichulewenti，qianduodemeichuhua！
“lijiuchen，zheimejiandandegongzuoniyaoshizuobuhao，neijiubieganle。”lengshengshuowan，xiehengbuzaiduozuojieshi，zhijiejiangdianhuaguaduan。
zhengzaizheishi，tadeyanjiaodeyuguanghuranpiejianleyidaoqinglideshenying。
xiehengmengditaitou，xindigengshiyitiao，jingguishishenchadizhuanshenzhuileshangqu。
neitouzhangfa，haiyoutazouludemoyang，douxiangjilejiangbaoluan。
xiehengjiaobubutingdizhuizaitashenhou，muguangyelaolaodisuozhuneidaobeiying。
danwunaisimiaoliderenzhendetaiduole，jihuzhishiyizhayandegongfu，neidaoshenyingbianxiaoshibujianle，haoxiangconglaidoumeiyouchuxianguoyiban。
dishijiuzhangtashiwozheibeizizuiaideren
zhanzairenlairenwangdeputishuxia，xiehengchangranruoshi。
tazhidaozijiyinggaishikancuole，neidaoshenyinggenbenjiubukenengshijiangbaoluan，zheigeshijieshangyebukenengzaiyoudiergejiangbaoluanle。
huoxushitataiguoyusinianta，caihuichanshengzheiyangdecuojue。
huidaojiashi，tianseyihei。
jibianyijingguolebannianshijian，xiehenghaishiyouxiebuxiguan，zhengzuofangzisiqichenchen，rutongshiquleshengjiyiban。
shoujituranxiangqi，shizhoumudalaide。
zheishizheigeyuelizhoumudiqicidalaile，yiwangtajihuyigeyuedabuleyicidianhua。
xiehengxinzhongmingbaitadadianhuaguolaishiweileshenmeshi，benbudasuanjie，danshoujiyizhixiangzhe，dayoubujiebianyizhidaxiaqudequshi。
xianglexiang，tahaishijieleqilai。