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luzhinianyiweizijideerduochulewenti，bukezhixindetaitou，jiukanjianneimoyaotiaodeshenyingchongjinlai。
是沈蔓歌。
tabai-xidelianjiazaojiubeiyanhuinongzang，pingribeidangzuobaobeiyiyangdehaizaozhangfayeshaojiaolexiexu。
ketadougubude，zhishichongguolai，xiangyaotuikaiyazailuzhiniantuishangdejuzi。
keneijuzineimezhong，napatayongjinquanli，liansetonghong，doumeidongdan。
陆执年这才回过神。
“nituibudongde。”taxuruokaikou，“zou，niganjinzou......”
shenmangezheicaitaitoujianjiao。
“wobuzou！bubanijiuchuquwojueduibuzou！”
luzhiniandaizhu，bukezhixindekanzheyanqiandeshenmangejixupinlemingdequtuineigejuzi。
tayishizhijianzhijuedebaiganjiaoji。
为什么......
bushimingminggentazaiyiqizhishiweilebaofutame？
bushimingmingaideshibiedenanrenme？
youweishenme，yaomaozheshengmingweixianlaijiuta？
taxiangzhangzuiwentaqueshimeileliqi，yanqianzhongshiyihei，chedishiqulezhijue......
......
luzhinianzaicixinglaideshihou，renyijingzaiyiyuan。
hunshenyijiumeiyouliqi，ketahaishizhuazhushenbiandehushi。
“hewoyiqilaidenvrenni？”
hushihuida：“tabinixingdezao，zailouxiabingfangni，yiduipengyoulaikanta，einidengxia！”
luzhiniangubudeqita，jiannandipajinlunyi，zijituizhelaidaolelouxia。
laidaoshenmangebingfangmenkou，gangxiangtuimenjinqu，meixiangdaojiutingjiantaguimideshengyinxiangqi——
“shenmeqingkuangmange，bushishuohaoyaozhizaohuozai，feileluzhiniandexiabanshenme？nizenmezuihouguantouhouhuile？”