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shenqingtangxinliyitiao，tayihuitou，caikandaonanrenbinglengdeshenqing，
她随口糊弄了过去，
“meishenme，laoshijiadenveryaojiehunle，yaoqingwocanjiahunli。”
nanrenxiayishijuedebudui，zhiqianjiutingguonvhaishuolaoshidenverzaiguowaidushu，zenmejiuyaojiehunle，
tagangxiangzhangkoujixuxunwen，quebeishishiranlaidesuniandaduan，
“ziqi，niyoushenmexiangchide？”
sunianlanzhulenanrendegebo，qiaoyanxiaoxi，nanrendesixubeidaizou，liangrenyoushuoyouxiaodeshanglelou，
shenqingtangmomodegenzaishenhouyiyanbufa，
dengjinlebaoxiang，sunianzhaolegejiekoubaluziqizhizou，ranhoumobuzuoshengdefankanqicaidan，
takanzhecai，tuwudelaileju，
“zhenshikuleziqigegele，wobuzaitashenbian，tajiuzhinengzhaoxietishenlailiaoyiweijie。”
“qingtang，nishuoshime？”
tademuguangzhizhideluozaishenqingtangshenshang，yiyousuozhi，
shenqingtanglengxiaoleyixia，gailaidehaishilaile，
tahuikanxiangnvren，bubeibukang，
“nibatazhikaijiushiweilegenwoshuozheixie？rangnishiwangle，woxianzaiduitahaowuxingqu。”
sunianxiangshitingdaoleshenmexiaohuayiyang，huazhiluanzhandexiaoleyizhen，kanxiangshenqingtangdemuguangdailehendu，
“niyiweiwohuixinma？”sunianyanshenweimi，luchuedudemuguang，
“没爸妈的野种！”
shenqingtangzheibeizi，zuidadenilinjiushifumu，tashuangyantonghongdezhanqilaizoujin，zhizhesunian，
“nisuangeshenmedongxi，ganduiwobamazhishouhuajiao？”
cishinvrendeshenqingqueturanbiandekelian，tayixiazidiedaozaidi，shouzhoubeizhuojiaohuachuyidaoxuehen，xianxuedididadadeluoxia，takelianbabadeluolei，
“tangtang，wobuguoshixihuanziqi，niweishenmeyaotuiwo！”
haimeidengshenqingtangfanyingguolai，waimianchuanlainanrendeyishengnuhou，
“念念！”
luziqichonglejinlai，basunianyibalanzaishenhou，kanzhenvrenliuxuedeshou，yanliluchuxintengdeshense，
takanxiangshenqingtang，yanmoulihuianbuming，fanyongzhenuse，
“shenqingtang，nizhenshitairangrenshiwangle！jingduinianniandongshou！”
shenqingtanghoutuileyibu，zuilixiayishidefanbo，“womeiyou......”
kenanrenwanquantingbujinqu，daduanletadehua，
“nianniandeshoudoupochengzheiyangle，nihaijiaobian！shenqingtang，womeixiangdaonijingruciedu！”
“kewozhendemeiyou......”shenqingtanglenglengdezhongfuzhezuilidehua，
shenqingtangyouxiemimang，buzhidaofashengleshenme，luziqikanzhenvhaishenseyouxiesongdong，kecishitahuailidesunianquedaizhekuqiangdekailekou，
“ziqi，bieguaitangtang，tayeshipanibeiqiangzoucaiduiwodongshoude，wobuteng，zhende。”
wenyan，luziqilimaluchuxintengdeshense，taxiaoxinyiyidekanzhesunianliuxuedeshou，zaikanxiangshenqingtangshi，yanshenbinglengrushuang，
“来人。”
suizhenanrenyishenglingxia，yiduirenchonglejinlai，
“bataanzhu。”nanrenlenglengkaikou
yiduirenchongleshanglai，shenqingtanglianlianhoutui，
“nimenyaoganshenme！luziqi，niyaodui**shenme！”
“woyaorangnizhangzhangjiaoxun”luziqishenqingyinleng，zoujintashenqian，congtabozishangzhuaixiayitiaoxianglian，
“niqiangwodexianglianganshenme！haijiwo！”shenqingtangdiyiciluchujinghuangdeshenqing，
zheigexianglianshinanrendangchusongtade，limianshixiaoshishenqingtanghefumuweiyidehezhao。
tazixizhenzang，meigexiangnianfumudeshenye，douhuiquxialaikanjiyan，fangfoduokanyiyantengaitadefumudouhaizaishenbian，
tacishicaiyishidaonanrenyaozuoshenme，zhengzhazhexiangquqiang，kequebeinanrendeshouxiasisideanzaiqiangshang，wufadongdan，
“bazhaopianhaijiwo！luziqi，luye，wocuole，qiuqiuni，bazhaopianhaijiwo！”
nvhaideshengyindailediankuqiang，
luziqiyanshenbingleng，shuochudehuameiyouyisiwendu，
“xianzaizhidaocuole？wanle。”
tadakaidahuoji，dangzheshenqingtangdemian，dianranlexianglianlidezhaopian，shaolegeganjing
wuzilizhongyuanjingle，shenqingtangdiezuozaidishang，shenqingzhenglengdekanzhezhaopiandehuijin，yanleicongyanjiaohualuo，
“qing......”nanrenkanjiannvhaideyanlei，yishunjianyouxiehouhui，gangxiangdaoqian，
tashenhoudesunianqueturanfanyingleguolai，tahenhendeniezaizijideshangkou，
“a，haoteng，ziqi，wodeshoushibushiyaofeile”
luziqizheicaihuiguoshen，takanjiansunianqingzidegebo，yanlishunjianbiandebingleng，
“shenqingtang，xiwangnizhangzhangjiaoxun，yihoubuyaoqifuniannianle”
shuowan，bianlanzhesunianlikai，
luguoshenqingtang，sunianhuitou，luoxiagexiluodeshenqing。
shenqingtangmamudeguizaidishang，tingbujinqurenheshengyinhehuayu，taduifumudezuihouyigenianxiang，jiuzheiyangbeishaodeganjing，
tadailengdekanzhedishangdehuijin，xiangmangmudepincouzaiyiqi，quefaxianshitulao，
naozhonghuidangzhefumudelian，luziqisongtaxianglianshideguanqie，buzhibujuejian，leiliumanmian，
bama，duibuqi，shiwodecuo，womeiyoubaohuhaonimenliujiwozuihoudedongxi。
shenqingtangshihunluopodehuilejia，yigerenzuozaiheiyeli，huanlexujiu，caizhanqishen，shoushiqilikaidexingli，
xintongdelihai，keshishenghuohaiyaojixu，
她已经彻底的死心。
shuiqian，tadakaileshouji，anxialezuihou7tiandedaojishi。