第4章
xinli，mougencifangfoyouzhadaolerou。
tazheishi，zaibeizheinvrenxianqizhihou，youbeitawushileme？
不爽！
lengjinhanruimouweiweiyilin：“zouba！”
“zou？”gengyuhuaizhizhehaipazaihuikeshafashangderen，“gongsilimeiyourenle，batayigerenliuzaizheilibuhaoba？”
有什么不好的？
benxiangzheimehuiduiyiju，kehuadaozuibian，turanyouguailegebian，nanrendeyoumouchenchen：“yeshi，wanyiyoushenmezhongyaodedongxidiuledehua，jiubuhaole。”
耿于怀：“？”
tabushizheigeyisi，danyaoshuodehuahaibujichukou，jingeranfaxiantajiazongcaiyouzuoleyigecishengtadouyiweibukenengkandaodedongzuo。
yinweitajiazongcairenzouguoqu，baningxiaojiebaoleqilai，haishigongzhubao！
......
waikeyishengyuanbenjiuhenlei，genghekuangningxinxuezuoweishixidafuhaijialeyigeyuegaoqiangdudeban，jiumimihuhumizhele。
mengli，tasihubeirenwenroudibaoleqilai。
tadeshoubeihenyouli，tadehuaibaohenwennuan，ta......
mengdi，ningxinxueyigejilingzuoleqilai，milidemuguangxiayishidixunzhaozhezijipaxiaqushiduizhedebangongshimen。
呃，门呢？
chuxingdedanaohaichuyubandangjidezhuangtai，tadiaozhenglehaoyihuiercaiyishidaozijizuozaiyiliangcheli。
tabushizailengjinhandegongsidengdaitade‘zhaojian’me？
chezenmehuishi？sheide？tayoushizenmezuoshanglaide？
naozili，weixiandejingbaoyimiaolaxiang，tajihushizailengjinhankaoguolaishitiaojianfanshedijiletayiquan。
shouwanbeijinjinwozhudetongshi，nanrenbingliedeqixiyishiputiangaidierlai：“nizheinvrenhaizhenshi，gouculude。”
这个声音。
机械般转眸
piankedezhengchong，zhihou，tajingbennengdifanguoshouwanjinjinzhuazhutabingliangdeshouzhi：“lengxiansheng，qiufangguo！”
wensheng，nanren‘chi’diyishengchaofeng：“qiufangguo？wozenmenile？”
“wodidihaixiao，mashangjiuyaoshengchuzhongle，bunengmeixueshang。”
shuowan，ningxinxuefenmianqiaohong，bielebantian，caigangadijichuyiju：“wozhidaowoneitiantaidubuhao，wodaoqian！”
“只是道歉？”
“那你要我怎样？”
kulengdenanrenjunyanweidong，zhimanbujingxindituikailebeitajinchezhudeshou，manbujingxindao：“nizheimecongming，yinggaizhidao。”
不肯离婚么？
ningxinxuedelianseweibian，quehaishiyingzhetoupi：“chuleneijianshi，biededoukeyi。”
“biededoukeyi？”nanrenbuhuaihaoyidikanletayiyan，“neiwoyaoshirangnipeiwoshuini？”
wensheng，ningxinxueyuanbenhaidaizheqiqiudeshenqingyimiaojiubianle，yuanbenjinwodequantouturansongkai，duizhetaneizhangjundebuxiangyangzidelian，bianhenhenshanleguoqu！
zhishi，zhijianlitadelianjiabuguoyilimi，queshouzhilezaijinbude。
diercijinkouzhetadeshouwan，lengjinhanyuanbenhaisuanwenpingdesangyin，shunjianyanruxiuluo：“zaigandawoyixia，wohuiliangangcaidetiaojianyeshouhui，daoneishi，nineiquanyoutedengshengdedidi，zheibeiziyexiuxiangzaijinrenhexuexiao。”
“ni，**！wodoushuolewohelenglaoxianshengbushineiyangdeguanxi，niweishenmejiushibuxiangxinni？”
“ninashenmerangwoxiangxinni？”
tiqizheijianshi，lengjinhanxinliyemaoqilehuo，tabenhaixiangzhetayaoshiguaiguaitinghua，tajiubuhuizaiweinantade，kemeixiangdao......
“woqianjiaogangzou，houjiaonijiuhewoyeyemimisihui，zenme？gentagaolewoshenmezhuang？”
什么叫秘密私会？
lenglaoxianshengshilaiyiyuanzhaoguota，keneiyeshiguangmingzhengdade，zenmedaolezheigenanrenzuili，jiubiandeneiyangbukanleni？
shou，yonglicongtazhangxinlichoucheerchu，ningxinxueyelenglengyixiao：“yuanlainipazheige。”
lengjinhan：“......”
“xiexietixing！woyuanbenhaibuxiangqumafanlenglaoxianshengde，xianzaikanlai，zhenyoubiyaoqugaoniyizhuangle。”
wensheng，lengjinhanmoutongshunsuo：“nigan！”
shoubeiquebeirenmengdizuanzhu，yizhongxianghoudeliduxilai，ningxinxuezhenggerenyedihuzhedieluohuitahuaili。
congtadeshixianxialai，kandezuiqingchudeshitazhuyuyibandeerchui。
rucisiyudehuamian，cidetamousezhouan。
shenti，yejianjianyoulexiefeitengderedu。
ganshouzheshenhounanrenshentidebianhua，ningxinxueyizhangxiaolianshunjianranxia，tabijingshigeyisheng，buzhiyulianshenhouyougezhengchangnanrenyechajuebuchulai。
dunshi，zhenggerendoujiangzhulebuganzaidongdan。
dadishitadefanyingtaiguochuhulengjinhandeyiliao，tajingbuzijuediyougouleyixiachun，yuanbenhaizhishichezhetashoudeyouzhangxiangqianyisong，bianzhijiefuzailetadeyaoshang。
weiyishili，ningxinxuezhenggerenbianyibeitafanzhuanzheyazailechehouzuo。
banchengzaitashenshang，lengjinhanchuimoujingkanzhehuailidexiaonvren。
jingzhideyizhangxiaolian，shangmianyishuangwumouyouyou，rutongjinzaitianchilideheimanao。
tashenshang，qingchundeqixirulansishe，zhengyouyouzuanrutadebiqiang。
bushixiangshuideweidao，fangfoshimouzhongtianrandeshaonvtixiang，zaizheiyangbizedekongjianli，wenqilaijinggewaidelingrenxinyang......