jiangchuxidailengdekanzhelushenlikaidebeiying,daizhehushijinlai,jiangzhentouzhongxin**tadejingmaizhong,zhei**detengtonggan,jiangchuxicaizhujianxiangxin,zijiyouzhongxinhuoguolaideshishi。
laotianyourangtahuoleyici。
suoyi,zheicishi2007nian。
zheishihoudetacaidugaoyi。
dengdaohushizuowanzheiyiqielikaibingfang。
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“我…”
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jiangchuxishangxinyujuegewanzisha,jiushiweilebitagenjiangjiaquxiaohunyue。
shide,zheiqueshishijiangchuxinengzuochulaideshiqing。
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taduilushenyouzhezisideniantou。
congxiaodaoda,tadouxiangchengweizheinanrendeqizi,duitashipianzhiyilaideai。
danshi,xianzaitaduilushendeai…
已经彻底消失。
qianshiyinweitadehenchayijiao,lushengenshenyunyuncuoguoleshinian。
ruguobushitadezisi,shenyunyunzaojiujiajilelushen。
tayinweijidulushenduishenyunyundeai,jishenyunyunxiayao。
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江初溪怕了!
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“wofashi,zheishizuihouyici。”
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zuozaichelideren,jiushishenyunyun,shenshijituanqianjin,yeshilushenmingyishangdeweihunqi,yegengshilushencongqianyiqizhangdadeqingmeizhuma。
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shuodaodi,jiangchuximeiyoubanfagenshenyunyunxiangbi。
“buyonghusiluanxiang,woxiansongnihuiqu。”
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“wodenglenishijinian,nihaijibujide,nishuoguo,nihuirangwochengweizuixingfudelutaitai?”
shenyunyuncoushangqianshenshoupengzhelushendelian,rangtaneishuangshensuiyoushendeyanshenkanzheziji,yuqiwenroudekaikou:“lushen,woconglaidoumeiyoujieyiguo,chuxidecunzai,baokuo…taduinideganqing。dengwomenjiehunhou…wohuibatadangchengzijimeimeiyiyang,genniyiqiquzhaoguta,naparangtabandaowomendexinfangyiqizhu!”
“shisannianle,lushenwozhenbuxiangzaidengle。”
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“我知道了…”
zheishilushenjitadedaan。
翌日醒来。
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tajizijibanlilechuyuanshouxu。
zhishihuiqudeshihou,touhaishiyouxieyunchenchen。
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jiangchuxizhuzaizheilizhishiyinwei,zhiyouzheilidefangzuzuibianyi。
qishi,jiangchuximingbaizijishitadeleizhui,ruguomeiyouta,lushenbuhuiyouzheimeduogulv…
gengbuhui…youzhihoufashengdeneimeduoshi。
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buguo…lushenzaimangdouhuikanshouji,yeconglaimeiyoujiangtadexiaoxilouguo。
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jiangchuxibuzhidaolushenshishenmeshihouhuidelujia。
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neixiehaomenguizudezhengdou,bushitanenggoucanyujinqude,yaoshibeifaxiantadecunzai,jiuhuiyourennataliyonglushen。
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jiangchuxizoudaofangjianli,shuileyijue。
她睡得并不安稳。
mengdaoqianshifashengdeyiqie…
mengjianqiheidedixiashi,tabeitieliansuozhu,meitianjiuxiangyizhichushengyiyanghuozhe,chengweineigenanrensuiyiwannongdewanju。
tapale,zheiyibeizi,tazaiyebuganwunilushen。
ruguotabucuoneixieduifushenyunyundecuoshi,lushenjiubuhuibatasongjiqitadenanren。
tayebuhuizuizhongluodebeizhemoersidexiachang。
zheiyishi…tabuhuizaisheqiu,dengtachengnian,younenglineiyitian,tahuilikaita。
quguoshuyuzijideshenghuo。
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