第一章
第一章
wocengshinanyoupeitingxuandedaxuefudaoyuan。
liunianqian，wo24sui，ta18sui，chalezhengzheng6sui，tayezhuilewozhengzheng4nian。
zhidaoliangnianqian，wobeitagandong，liangrenzhongyuquerenguanxi，chengweiqinglv。
suoyourendouzaiweiwomenxiuchengzhengguoergaoxing，woyeyizhiqidaizhe，keyiyutazaoriburuhunyindiantang。
kejintian，woquetingdaotahepengyoushuo，tahouhuile。
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zhanzaibaoxiangmenkou，woganjuehunshendoushilengde。
wulipeitingxuandeshengyingezhemenfengchuanlechulai。
“......dangnianqueshiyijianzhongqing，juedenvxueshengdoubibushangtachengshuyoumeili，kexianzaichuleshehui，jianderenduole，juedeqishitayehebierenmeitaidaqubie......”
“bierendenvyoudoushitonglingren，meicidaitajianpengyou，suiranmeirenshuo，danwojuedetamenkendingbeidilizaixiaohuawo。”
“niyaoshuowohentaoyanta，daoyemeiyou，jiushiganjuedanle，erqie，tanianjidalexiangzaodianjiehun，kewohaixiaoni，tingdaojiehunlianggezijiutouteng。”
“haiyou，womayebutongyi，juedetajiatingqingkuangyiban，peibushangwo......”
“qishiwoyejuedetabutaipeideshangniya，tingxuange，niweishenmebufenshouya？”yigenvshengdeshengyinturanxiangqi。
我整个人怔住。
jinwanpeitingxuanchulaijianpengyou，shihewoshuoguode。
tahaizhuanmenqiangdiaoleshiwandehaodegongsinantongshi，yigenvshengdoumeiyou。
“woyexianga......”
“kedangnianwozhuitasinian，renjinjiezhi，tayedinglexuexiaodetingdayali......”
“dangnianshidangnianma，xiandaishehui，sheitanlianaihaibuyunxufenshoule，tingxuangenibuyaoyouyalila。”
“bushi......woneishihounianqing，shahuhudigaodegaodiao，haoduorenshuowochiqingzhuanyi，xianzairuguohetafenshou，kendinghuibeirenma。”tadeshengyinfanzaoqilai。
“xianzaiwangshangshenmedouchuandekuai，wanyitabutongyi，naodale，yourenrenrouwo，jiwokouzhananmaozi，yihouzaigongsihaizenmehun......”
被人骂。
渣男帽子。
我的大脑一片空白。
zheiduanshijian，peitingxuanshihuiduiwoouerluchulengmohefanzao，woyizhiyiweishitagongzuobushunxin，haimeitianxiangjinbanfaanfuta。
jitazuohao**zhidefancai，lazhetaqugongyuansanbu，jitazhunbeixiaojingxixiaoliwu。
ketaqishishikexiangzhede，doushihewofenshouma?
erhewofenshou，tashouxiandanxindebushiwonanbunanguo，ershidanxinhuibuhuiyourenshuotadehuaihua，huibuhuinaodalingtachengweigongjiduixiang。
“fansile！”suizhejiubeizaluodaoshengyin，wosixumengranhuilong，wozaimenbashangdeshoubuzijuesongkai。
“jinwanzhenbuxianghuiqu。”
那女生笑了起来。
“fangxinbatingxuange，wohuihebabashuode，kendingbuhuirangnizaigongsinanzuola。”
“wojuedenizhenshitainanle，benlaiyalijiuda，haiderenzheneimelaodenvpengyoufenbuleshou......nibuxianghuiqudehua，wozaizheifujinyougexiaogongyu，keyiquwoneilizhuyiwande。”
“wo......”peitingxuansihuzaiyouyu，“zheiyangbuhaoba，niyigenvhaizi，wozenmehaoguoqu......”
yinlingbandexiaoshengzaiduxiangleqilai。
“shaatingxuange，woshizaibangniya，erqie，zheiyangcainengrangtahenifenshouma！”
“啊？”
“woyeshinvrenma，binigengdongnvrenla，womendoushiqingxuhuadongwu，jiuaibafenshouguazaizuibian，nilengluolengluota，rangtabutongkuai，tayitifenshou，nilimadaying。”
taxiaoxixidao，“zheiyang，zhinengguaitabuzhenxini，sheiyelaibudaonitoushangge。”
huidaocheshang，wobingmeiyoulimaliqu。
shoujideluyinjiansuiranyijinganxiaguanbi，danrengranshanzheciyandeguang。
shipeitingxuangangfalaidexinxi。
“nixianshui，tongshifenshoule，wokaidaotani，jinwanzhutajiakanzhedianta，buhuiqule。”