前言：
shoudaonvyouchehuoshenwangdefayibaogaoshi，wozhengzaijitazuoshijian。
shitiyoushoushizhidechenjiuxingbahenyunvyousangeyueqianbeizhigeshangdeweizhiwanquanyizhi。
danbaogaoxianshisizhexuexingshiabxing，erwoqingchudijidenvyoushioxing。
gengguiyideshi，shijianshiwofaxiantaweiliyouwozuotiansongtadeqiuhunjiezhi。
dangwofengkuangdadianhuajitashi，dianhuaneitouchuanlaishuxide**——
jiuzaijiepoushideshidaili。
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diyidaoluoxiashi，jinshuchujipifu，yizhongbinglengde、jinhuxiedudechugan。wuyingdengcanbaideguangqingxiexialai，jiangjiepoutaishangzheijucanquedequtizhaodewusuodunxing。zheishiyichanglianhuanchehuodeyunanzhe，bianhao07，nvxing，songlaishiyimianmumohu，shenfenquerenkunnan。wodeshouzhiwenrupanshi，daorenjingzhundihuakaijiaoheiyuwanhaopifudejiaojiechu，neixinqueshiyipiansijidehuangyuan。yinweisangexiaoshiqian，woshoudaolelinwandefayibaogaochugao——chehuo，dangchangshenwang。
林晚。我的晚晚。
我的未婚妻。
ercike，wozhenglixinggongshibandi，jiepouzheyijujushuokenengshitadeshiti。
gongzuo，zheizhishigongzuo。wofanfugaojieziji，yongzhiyedekaijiajianglinghuncengcengbaoguo。biqianglichongchizhexiaodushuiheyinyuedejiaohuqi，feibumeiyicishousuodoudaizhechendiandiandezhise。wobixuqueren，bixuyouwoqinziqueren，zheibushita。juebunengshita。
chubuwaibujiancha，tibiaodamianjishaoshanghezhuangjishang，fuhegaosuchongjitezheng。mianbu……wufabianren。woyikaishixian，weiliyizhenfanjiao。muguangluozaitadeyoushoushang。neizhishouxiangduiwanhao，zhijiaxiujiandehenzhengjie，zhishizhanmanlewuzi。wonaqifangdajing，coujinlezixiguanchashizhi。
ranhou，wodehuxitingzhile。
zaishizhizhifudeneice，yidaoqianqiande、yijingyuhedebaisexianxingbahen。xiangyidaoxiweideshandian，piruwodeyandi。
sangeyueqian，zhoumozaochen，yangguanghenhao。linwanwozaishafalichaixin，yizhangfenglidezhibianyuanhuaguotadeshizhi，ta“si”diyishengsuohuishou，zhijianqinchuyikexianhongdexuezhu。woganjinzhaolaichuangketie，yibianxiaoxindijitatieshang，yibianxiaozhechenguaitamaoshoumaojiao。taduzhezui，bashoushangdeshizhijudaoyanqiankanleyoukan，haishuo：“wanlewanle，yaoliubale，buhaokanle。”wolaguotadeshou，zaineizhijianqingqingyiwen：“xiashuo，liulebayeshijihao，shiwojiade。”
weizhi，xingzhuang，yimoyiyang。
binglengdehanyishunzhejizhuiqiaoranpasheng，zuanjinlewodexinzang。bu，bukenengzheimeqiao。qiaohezaifayiyanli，wangwangshitongwangzhenxiangdexianjing。woqiangpozijilengjing，jixujiancha。
tiquxueyehezuzhiyangbenshi，wodeshoujibukechadizhandouleyixia。songzouyangbenhou，wohuidaojiepoutaibian，naqileneifenganggangsongdade、guanyu07haoshitidezhengshifayibaogaofuben。muguangzhijiesaoxiangxuexingyilan。
AB型。
baizhiheizi，qingxidiyinzhe。
wonaozili“weng”deyisheng，xiangshijinbengdexianzhouranduanlie。yigunanyiyanyudehuangdanganxijuanerlai。linwanshioxingxue，wowubiqueding。womendanweiqunianzuzhiguojitixianxue，tayinweigaodujinshibeiwanju，hainazheoxingxuedejianyandanzaiwomianqianhuangyou，baoyuanzijikongyouyiqiangrexue。oxing，juebukenengcuo。
血型不对！
neizheidaoba……zenmejieshi？shijieshanghuiyouliangpianwanquanxiangtongdeyezima？zaitongyigeweizhi，liuxiajihuyimoyiyangdebahen？
judadeyiwenxiangheidongyiyangzainaohaizhongpengzhang，tunshizhelizhi。womengdikanxiangjiepoutaishangdequti，neimohudemianrongcikexiandewubiguiyi。tashishei？ruguotabushilinwan，weishenmehuiyouzheidaoba？ruguotashi……neixuexingzenmejieshi？
hunluanzhong，yigeniantoubushoukongzhidimaolechulai：jianchaweineirongwu。huoxu，nengzhaodaogengduoshenfenxiansuo，huozhe……zhengmingtabushiwanwandezhengju。
wozhongxinnaqishoushudao，dongzuoyinweineixindejingtaohailangerlvexianjicu。huakai，tancha。ranhou，wodezhijianchupengdaoleyigejianyingde、huanzhuangdewuti。
neiyishunjian，quanshendexueyesihudouchongxiangletouding，youzaixiayimiaotundeganganjingjing，liuxiachegudebingliang。woyongniezixiaoxinyiyidijiangqiquchu，yongqingshuichongxiganjing。
yimeijiezhi。bojinzhihuan，zhongjianxiangqianzheyikexiaoxiaodezuanshi，shejijianjiedafang。
shiwozuotianbangwan，danxiguidi，qinshouweilinwandaizaizuoshouwumingzhishangdeneiyimei。dangshicantinglidengguangrouhe，tajingxideleishuizaiyankuanglidazhuan，liangjingjingde，bizuanshihaiyaoyan。womenshenzhihaikaiwanxiao，shuozheijiezhichicunganghao，tayihouzhangpanglekezenmeban。
tacike，yinggaidaizaiwoweihunqideshouzhishang，shanyaozhexingfudeguangze。
erbushibinglengdi、guiyidi、chuxianzaizheijuwumingnvshideweili！
不可能！绝不可能！
zuotiansongtahuijiashi，jiezhimingminghaohaodaizaitashoushang！zenmehui……zenmehuichuxianzaizheili？zaizheigenvrendeweili？shiyiwaitunyan？huangmiu！neishiqiuhunjiezhi，bushitangdou！shisihoubeisairude？shei？weishenme？
kongju，qiansuoweiyoudekongju，xiangwushubinglengdetengman，chanzhulewodesizhibaihai。jiepoushidekongdiaolengfengsisidichuizhe，woqueganjuelenghanyijingjintoulehoubeideshuashoufu。
zheibushiyiwai。zheijuebushijiandandechehuohuozherencuoshiti。
zheishiyigejingxinbuzhide、zhenduiwohelinwandeju！
neiwanwanni？wodewanwanzainali？！
womengdizhiqishen，yegubudemanshouwuhui，zhandouzhecongkudailitaochushouji。pingmujiesuo，zhaodaoneigekezaiguzilidemingzi——“wanwan”，anxialebohaojian。
tingtonglichuanlaimanzhangde、lingrenzhixidedengdaiyin。
嘟——
嘟——
meiyishengdouqiaodazaiwobinlinbengkuideshenjingshang。
kuaijiedianhua，wanwan！gaosuwonimeishi！gaosuwonizaijia！gaosuwozheiyiqiedoushiemeng！
jiuzaidianhuakuaiyaozidongguaduandeqianyimiao，turan——
yizhenweiruodanqingxi、juebukenengtingcuodeshouji**，tuwudi，chuantoulejiepoushilisijidekongqi。
dingdingdongdongdexuanlv，shineishoutazhuanmenweiwoshezhide、womenliangdoutebiexihuande《athousandyears》。
**的来源……
wodebojingjiangyingdi，yicuncundiniuguoqu。
muguang，zuizhongsisididingzailefangjianjiaoluo。
neigezhuangzhe07haoshitisuoyousirenwupin、xuejibanbandetoumingzhengwudaishang。
不……
不是那里。
**，gengjinle。fangfo……jiuzaizheijianwuzili。
wodetongkongzhouranshousuodaolejizhi，xinzangfengkuangdileidongzhexiongqiang，jihuyaozhakai。xueyechongshangtouding，erbianwengwengzuoxiang。
yinweineicuimingbande**，wubiqingxidi、chixubuduandichuanlai——
就在我身边。
就在这张解剖台上。