［jiakongniandaiwen，buyaohexianshibiduiyo～
脑子寄存处～］
1966nianchun，honghonglieliedeyundongyijingxiangwaitouchufengshengle。
沪市白家书房。
bailaoyezimeitoujinsuo，shuangshoubeizhezaishufanglijiaojidelaihuiduobu。
zheishiwaitouchuanlailejiaojideqiaomensheng。
“ba，womenhuilaile！”
“kuaijinlai！”bailaoyeziyitingshizijiaerzihuilaile，lianmangguoqukaimen。
meidenglianggeerzichuanyunqixi，jimangkaikouwendao“laoda，laoer，zenmeyangle？”
bailaodachuitousangqiaiaidetanzheqi，yi**zuodaoleyizishang。
bailaoerpazijialaodiezhejishanghuo，jiangrenanzuoxialai。
“die，hehuizhangneibianquerenle，shangtoudewenjiankuaiyaoxiafale，daozanmenzheibianhenkuaide。
liujizanmendeshijianbuduole。huizhangjiadejigexiaobei，chulexuanyizaoyijingfenkaisongquguowaihegangcheng，xiaoliuqiu……”
hushishanghuidehuizhangnengliangdaodibitamenda，shangtoudefengshengtamenneipirenzaojiudedaoxiaoxipaole。
bailaoyeziwenyan，liansetieqing，yiquanchuidaolezhuozishang。
“haogelaoqin！jialidouanpaihaolecaigaozhizanmen！qitarenbugaosuyejiubale，zanmenjiakeshihetamenyouqinshide！heng！”
xiangqizheigeqinshi，bailaoerjiuzhoumei。
“zheiyeshimeibanfadeshi，yaoshixiaoxitizaozoulouchuqu，tamenneipirenjiubuhaotuoshenle。
xuanyi……neixiaoziheyajingdehunshikongpayoubianshu，zheishihaidecongzhangjiyi。”
tayemeixiangdao，zijiaernverjuranhejiejiedeweihunfuyouleganqing，zheijiaoshenmeshia！yaoshiranggubanguzhidelaoyezizhidaole，feidaduantadetuibuke！
xiangdaoganggangheqinhuizhangshangyideshi，tahaishiyingzhetoupikailekou。
“die，huizhangneibianyijingjuedingle，tahexuanyidasuanhuilaojianeibianbiyibi，yesuanshiliugehourenzailudidabenyingdengdaishiji，neizanmenzheibian……”
zheichanghuoshihaibuzhidaoshenmeshihoujieshu，quanburendoupaojiasheyedetaolitaxiang，xianranbuxianshi，jiaotusanku，jidanbunengfangyigelanzili，zheishirendoudongdedaoli，suoyizheibianyedeliuren。
bailaodazheihuiyejinzhangdetaitoukanxiangbailaoyezi“die，xianzaizanmensuoyourencheliyijingwanle，fengshengyichu，duoshaorendianjizhepao，neichuanpiaodouzhangdaoyiwanyizhanghaigongbuyingqiule！
neiqinhuizhangbushimeinenglijiangsuoyourendousongchuqu，tazhisuoyihexuanyiliuxialaiyeshiweilejianglai！
yaozhidaoyidanchuqule，shenmeshihouzaixianghuilaijiushuobuzhunle！”
tayeyousixinde，ganggangqinhuizhangheqinxuanyineiyisijiushixiangranglaoerliuxialai，bijingbuguanshilaoerjiadeyajinghaishiyazhujiajiqinjiazuoerxi，doushitamenliuxiagengheshi。
bailaoyezidengletayiyan，zijierzixinlineixiexiaojiujiutaruhebuzhidao？
“laoer，nizenmekan？”
bailaoeryebailezijiadageyiyan，yanzhongdexianqizhiseyiyuyanbiao。
“die，yizanmenjiadeguanxi，jiangdageyijiaheninsongchuqubunan。
zhibuguo，erzijiuzhijunyigeerzi，haodaijiangtayedaizou，wocaianxin，zhiyutajiejie……wolingyouanpai。”
bailaoyeziyouxiehuyidekanxiangta“shenmeanpai？yazhuliuzheibianganshenme？yaoshiluanqilaile，tayigenvhaizizuizaozui！”
tadexiangfabianshijianghaizimendoudaizou，chuleheqinxuanyiyouhunyuedebaiyajing，bushitabutengsunnv，ershibaiyajingyizhiyangzaixiangxiawaizujia，hujiqinrendouzaineibian，hushimeirenjianguota，taliuxiagenghao，zaizhetahaiheqinxuanyiyouhunyueni！
qinxuanyidouliuxia，tadangranyebuyongzou。
bailaodamomokanlebailaoeryiyan，xiangdaoganggangjiandaodebaiyazhuheqinxuanyiliangrenzhijiandeneiniwaijingjiuzashe，laoyeziyaoshizhidaole，gujihuidafaleiting。
bailaoerxinliyigedeng，taxiangmanzhelaoyezi，xianjiangtamensongzouzaishuo，kanlaibuxingle……
“die，yazhu……yazhuta，tahexuanyizaiyiqile……”
yanjianzhebailaoyezijingdemudengkoudaidemoyang，talianmangzhaobu。
“die，dieninbieshengqi！zuoyoudoushiwobaijiadeguniang，qunagedouyiyangde！
zaishuole，yajingneihaiziyizhizaixiangxia，hexuanyidoumeijianguomianni，huantameimeiyeshiyiyangde！”
tahoumiandeshengyinzailaoyeziweixiedeyanshenxiayuelaiyuexiaole，daozuihoujiannandetunletunkoushui。
bailaoyezihenhendengletayiyan“hutu！neihunshishiyajingtaniangshengqianjitadingxialaide，youdenimenzheiyanghulai？
nibaneihaizisongquxiangxiawojiubutongyi，nifeibuting，xianzailiantaniangliujitadeweiyinianxiangnidouyaonazou，nihaishitadiema？
dangniannijiangzijiyuanpeiqisi，wojiushuoguo，rangninaoziqingxingdian，biebeirenmidewumisandao，shifeibufen，nishibalaozidehuadoudangerpangfengleshiba？”
shuoqizheishitajiulaiqi，tajilaoerxuandexifuneishidingdinghaode，dangniankeshiliguobushaogonglaodenvjunguan！
zheigehutuwanyierchentachuquwaidixunchashangpudegongfuhexianzaideerfurengaodaoleyiqi，haiqideerxifunanchandachuxuemeile。
dengtajiedaoxiaoxihuilai，yiqiedouwanle，sunnvyebeisongquxiangxiawaizujiale，tadoumeilianqujianqinjia！
zheimeduonianzhinengsongqiansongliangsongwuzirangsunnvrizinenghaoguoxie。
bailaoershentisesuo，laoyezifaqihuolai，tayezhaojiabuzhu……
kexiangdaozijipengzaishouxinchongdadeguinv，tahaishiruoruodekaikoujieshi“die，xianzaizaojiubunengbaobanhunyinle，tamennianqingrenganqingzhenzhi，rijiushengqing，zhei……zheiyebuhaobangdayuanyanga！”
tadeyuanpeidangnianyeshigeyounenglide，heqinjiadangjiafurenshihaoyou，liangrenhuaiyunxianggebuyuan，jiudingxialewawaqin，zhibuguo，shishinanliao，tafurennanchanqushi，qinfurenyezaixuanyiwusuideshihouzhongbingmeile。
bailaoyezicaibuguanneixie，yipaizhuozi“laozibuguannimenneixienandaonvchangdewanyi！
wojiurenyigeli，taqinxuanyishiwosunnvbaiyajingdeweihunfu！
haiyou，babaiyazhujilaozijiaoguolai！”
zheishi，zaimenwaitoutingdemunvliangjingkongdeduishiyiyan，shenzidouhedefaruan，danhaishichengqiyigujingkuaisudeqingshouqingjiaocheli。
bailaoeryitinglaoyezifahuo，jiuzhidaoyaozao，lianmanglanzhe。
“die，dieninbieshanghuo！tahaixiaoni！budongshi，wohuihaohaojiaoyutade！
xianzai，zanmendangwuzhijishijiejueyanxiadekunjing！chuanpiaohaidetuoguanxiqumai，jialidechanyegaimaidedemai，gaichulidedechulia！”