第一章
18sui,wodayinglelinsiniandebiaobai,bingbadiyicijileta。
taduiwohenhao,yaoyueliangjiyueliang,chuchuzhaoguwodeganshou。
23suineinian,taweilebaiyueguang,quebuyaowole。
yuanlai,wozhishitadexiaoqianpin。
dangwochoushenlikai,taquehongzheyankuang,qiuwozaikantayiyan......
医院门口。
woliansecangbaigangzouxiajieti,jiukandaolezhanzaicheqian,zhengzaichouyandelinsinian。
“buwandedongxiyoumeiyoubushufudedifang?”
tazheijuhuawendexiangshiguanxin,danwokantoutadezhenmianmu,buganzaizizuoduoqing,ditouyinglesheng:“meiyoubushufudedifang。”
woshuodebujia,tangzaishoushutaideneike,zuikaishishiyouxiexiuchihaipade,danyixiangdaotajueqingchaofengdehua,jiubupale。
kanzhetasihaobuzaiyideyangzi,woxinliyouxiezichao,tazhibawodangchengyijianwupineryi。
wo14suineinianshigenzhewomalaidaolinjia。
neishihou,wozuixihuanjiushigenzai18suidelinsinianshenhou。
18suineinian,linsinianzhudonghewobiaobai,shuoxihuanwo,woshunjianjiulunxianle。
woanlianderen,tongshiyexihuanwo。
zhengzheng5nian,wodoushizheiyangdetianzhen。
zhidaozuotian,taweilebaiyueguang,juranyaorangwoqupeibiedenanrenjiye。
“yishengyoumeiyoushuobuguode,diercitengbuteng?”
linsiniankaichedeshihou,turanwenlezheimeyiju。
wobumingbaitadexiangfa,rushiyaoleyaotou:“buzhidao,yishengmeiyoushuo。”
linsinianhurantinglechezi,jiangmuguangluozaiwoshenshang。
wobuyuanyizaibeitapeng,kaishidichuta:“buxing......”
“niyiweiwoxiangpengni?”linsinianchaofengyixiao,danshoushangdongzuoquebuting。
wotengdezhouqilemei,patachongdong,dishengdishuo:“yishengshuoduanshijianneibunengzaibule。”
linsinianmeiliwodehua,chechunyixiao:“linshuyi,biezheimeyouganjue。”
wobudongtazheimezuodemudeshishenme,cangcuzhenglihaoziji,jiudixialetou。
chezitingzaimeironghuisuohou,wojiubeitaanpaiderenqujingxindabaole。
congtoudaojiao,douchongchizhejingzhi,xianggemingyuan。
woqingchukandaolelinsinianyanzhongshanguodeyanezhise,tazhiqianjiuhentaoyanwozheimedaban,shuoxihuanwodanchundeyangzi。
tadaizhewoqudeshihou,teyidingzhuleyiju:“denghuierbiehenghengjijideku。”
wodiandiantou,beitasongdaoloushangfangjianmenkouhou,neixindebuan,rangwozhuaizhuletadeshou:“womadeshiqing,nibiepianwo,wohetashuile,nibixuguanwomazhiliaodesuoyoufeiyong,haiyouyaozuihaodeyisheng。”
linsinianjiaobutingxia,chuimukanzhewo,mianwubiaoqingshuo:“zhiyaonibatahongkaixin,wojiubuhuishiyan。”
wotaitoukanzhetadeyanjing,shituzhaochucongqiantaduiwodeneifenchongniwenqing,kexishenmedoumeiyou。
tazoudehaobuyouyu,wozaimenkouzhanlexujiu,caishuakaifangmen。
limianyipianqihei,zhiyouyushichuanlaireliusheng,woxinligengjiajinzhang,anjingzuozaichuangyan,dengzhenanrenchulai。
shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu,suizheyushidemenbeidakai,nanrendejiaobushengyibubuzoulai,wodexintiaojihukuaiyaotingzhi。
“什么都不懂?”
nanrenzuozaiwoshenbian,dianlezhiyan,bieyoushenyiwenleyiju。
wocangcudianlediantou,xinxudishuo:“woshidiyici。”
nanrenchixiaoleyisheng,wogengjiakonghuang,juedetashibushizhidaoshenmele。
bijingneishihoulinsinianhenxihuanwenwo,yeconglaimeiyouzaipengyoumianqianbizheguohewodeguanxi。
heianlikanbuqingnanrendelian,wobeitabaozaituishang,tazaiwolianshangtulekouyanwu,henhuaidejudong。
wobeiqiangxiangyaokesou,kequebeitawenzhulechun。
tadewenjihenhao,xunxujianjin......
“还是纯的?”
qingyumiman,tahuranwenleju。
我紧张的点点头。
yidinghuitebieteng......
wogenlinsiniandeshihou,napatahenwenrou,yejiwoliuxialebuxiaodeyinying。
“吻我。”
nanrenwenzhewodebojing,yashengkaikou。
wojinguanxinlizaijuedenankan,yezhinengwenleshangqu。
“linshuyi。”nanrenshouqiazaiwoyaoshang,qingqingyixiao,jiaowodemingzi。
woqingqingzhandouzhe......
nanrenyikanjiushiqingchanggaoshou,yuenvwushu。
“不像纯的。”
nanrendidiyixiao,yiweishenzhangwen:“linshuyi,niburenshiwole?”