第二章

shufanglijijing,pingmutouchudeguangzhaorangfuyuanzhoumeiyandoushihongde。

我也愣在了那里。

wozhixiangzhebuyaorangfuyuanzhouzhidaowosile,kewoquewangle,wogengbuxiangrangtazhidao,wojiehunle。

xujiu,fuyuanzhoucaiwangxiahuadongleyixiashubiao。

xiamianxiezhewodejiehunriqi——2021nian5yue20ri。

wowucuodechuixiayan,ranhoutingjianfuyuanzhousihujiqingdexiaolesheng。

yiguwuyandekuijiuhenankanfangfochaoshuishunjiantunmeiwo。

neishi……gentafenshoudediergeyue。

dengwozaitaitoushi,fuyuanzhouyijingguanlediannao,chaowoshizou。

womeiliangenjinqu,tingpiaozailezaiwoshimenwai。

genfuyuanzhoufenshoudediergeyue,wojiugenqingmeizhumadeduanjunyanjiehunle。

buguobannian,duanjunyandebaiyueguanghuilai,jiugenwotichulelihun。

tashuo:“jiangyuanyuan,wowannile,buxiangjixule。”

woshenmedoumeishuo,yeshenmedoumeiyao,zijuebanchuleduanjia。

ruguobushijintiankandaoneizhangjiehunzhao,wojihuyaoxiangbuqihaiyougezheimegeren。

wojiuzheiyang,zhandaoletianming。

diertianfuyuanzhouzouchuwoshishi,yiqieruchang。

tabianchizaocanbianchuligongwu,renzhendeshenqinghenshimiren。

jiuzaizheishi,tashoujixiangqi,taniutoukan,ranhoujiudunzaileneili。

wohaoqidecoushangqu,yichuanshuxidehaomayingruwoyanlian,goudongwojiuyuandejiyi。

是我妈。

wobuyoujinzhangqilai,zhishihaimeidengfuyuanzhoujieqi,womayouguaduanle。

fuyuanzhoudingzheshoujikanlexujiu,yemeiyouhuibo。

yeshi,napawomacengjingduitazaihao,yeshiwodejiaren。

rujinzaifuyuanzhouxinli,woyiyouzhangfu,genwomazaiyoujiaoji,shishumeiyoubiyao。

wogenzhefuyuanzhouchulemen。

kanzhechuangwaifeishidefengjing,wobuyouxiangqiyiqiandeshilai。

wobayinweichehuozaoshi,liuxiawomachengzhegongsi,duzifuyangwo。

dezhiwogenfuyuanzhouzaiyiqishi,tameiyoufandui,fanerduifuyuanzhouhaodechuqi。

wobiaodabumandeshihou,womachennudedengwo:“xiaofushigedongdeganendehaizi,maxianzaiduitahaodian,hunhoutajiuhuiduinigenghao。”

neishiwoxiaozhechaotashuqidamuzhi:“jianghaishilaodela。”

keshihoulai,wogenfuyuanzhoumeiyouyihou,tazhenzhengdenvxuyemeiyouhaohaoduiwo。

wozheiyangxiangzhe,xinlimanshiyihan。

yihanyufuyuanzhoudecengjing,yeyihanwomadeyipiankuxinpulekong。

wopiantoukanfuyuanzhou,buzhitazaishoujishanganzheshenme。

womeiyoukuitandeyisi,pianpianshoujichuanchuwomadeshengyin。

【xiaofu,ayibenlaibuxiangmafanni,danyanxiachuleni,ayiyezhaobudaobiederenbangmangle。】

woyanpikuangtiaoqilai,womayudaolemafan?

【xiaofu,ruguoniyuanyilaizhaoayi,jiulaizheigedizhiba。】

【平安养老院】

wokanjianneigedizhishi,xinzangbujinjinsuo。

zenmehui,mingmingwosiqianwomahaihaohaode,zenmehuiquyanglaoyuan?

wojiaojidekanzhefuyuanzhou,xiangqiutaqukanwomayiyan。

kewoyezhidao,womeiyouzheigezige。

chexianglianjingledagaiyouwufenzhong,fuyuanzhoucaidongledongchun。

“去这个地址。”

banxiaoshihou,chezihuanhuantingzaiyanglaoyuanmenkou。

zheiliyoupoyoujiu,yuanzilizacaocongsheng,touguoshengxiudelangankanqu,yipianmuqichenchen。

wozaiyuanzilikanjianwomadeshenyingshi,jihubuganxiangxin。

tabaoyangjihaodepifushangbumanxiwen,cengyangzunchuyoudeshouyexianchuganshou。

tayizhiwangmenkouwangzhe,shouzhiniezaiyiqiyoufenkai,xiangshijiaozhuo,youxiangshijinzhang。

fuyuanzhougaodadeshenyingchuxianzaimenbianshi,womadeyanjingliangleqilai。

takuaibuzouguolai,worenbuzhuxiangpujintahuaili。

kewowanglewoshigelinghun,womachuanguowodeshenti,xianglafuyuanzhoudeshouyoubugan,yishiyouxieganga。

banshang,taxiangshixiadinglejuexin,chaofuyuanzhoushuo:“xiaofu,ninengbangwozhaozhaoyuanyuanma?”

“zicongtajiehunhou,woyijingliangnianduomeiyoujianguotale。”