milangaoduanhuisuolidejiuzhuoqian，yiqunnanrenweizheyigepiaoliangdenvren。
“jixiaoyan，zheishiwuwan，nibazheizhuoshangdejiuhewan，qiannidoudaizou。”yigewankuxiaoxixidebayiluoqiandiuzaizhuoshang，yanlishibujiayanshideqitu。jixiaoyandingzheneiyidieqian，youkanlekanzhuoshangneipingdushujigaodeyangjiu，weibuzaoyiyinyinzuotong。jijiapochan，muqinquebeichachuganai。kejijiasuoyoucaichandoubeidongjie，jixiaoyanbiewuxuanze，weilezhuankuaiqianzhinengdaojiubaxiaoshoujiu。cengjingdejijiadaxiaojiechenglerujinrenrenkecai。mianduizhouweikanxiderangrenmen，tayiyaoya：“hao，wohe。”jixiaoyanbilebiyan，shenshounaqijiujiuwangzuiliguan。houjiansihuoshao，weiliquexiangshidaopianzaijiaodong，tongdetahunshenfazhan。guanwanyipingjiu，jixiaoyanshenshouxiangyaonaqian，yigelenglengdeshengyincongrenqunhouxiangqi：“wushiwan，zaijia10ping。”nanrenhuanbuzoulai，neixiewankuyijiantajiulikerangchuweizhi。kongqizhongyouyishunjiandejijing，kanqingnanrenliandeneiyike，jixiaoyanzhijuedexinzangdoutingzhitiaodong。顾明哲，他回来了。jixiaoyanyanlishanguoyisitongyihenankan，ketabiwukebi，zhinengshashadezhanzaineili。gumingzhezhanzaijixiaoyanmianqian，wenzhetashenshangdejiuwei，yanlideyanhengengshen。tadaizhekegudehenyikaikou：“jijiadaxiaojieburanchenai，zenmezuoqizheizhongziganbeiweideshi？”kanzhejixiaoyantuohongdelianshunjianshabai，gumingzhexinzhongmanshibaofudekuaiyi。liangnianqian，tamenhaishiyiduilianren。tashigaogaozaishangdejijiaxiaojie，ertabuguoyigeqiongxiaozi。houlai，limubingzhong，taqueshoudaolejixiaoyandefenshouduanxin。dayuqingpen，tazaijijiajinbidedamenqianzhanleyiye，dengdaodequeshijixiaoyanmanlianbuxie：“nizouba，woyaodeshichengweirenshangren，bushiyaogennizheizhongrenguokurizide。”gumingzhezuoxia，jiubadedengguangzaitalianshangminganjiaoti。jiubaohenkuainaleshipingjiuguolai。zheizhonggaonongdudejiu，yipingyijingshijixian，shiping……jixiaoyanxinzhongsuanchu，xiangyaojieshidangniandeshi：“wodangnian……”shiweileni……ketahuahaimeiyoushuowan，bianbeigumingzhedaduan。“wobuxiangtingnishuohua，he。”jixiaoyandejieshizaiyeshuobuchukou，takanzhegumingzhetonghendeyanshen，xinrudaojiao。tanaqiyipingjiu，yangtoubianguanlexiaqu。jiushuicongtadezuijiaoyichu，zhanshiletadeyifu。kanzhezhouweiren，gumingzhelengshengdao：“doujiwogunchuqu！”jiuzhuoqianzhayanjianzhishengxialiangren，gumingzhezhilezhizhuoshang，daizheeyidao：“narenqiancaihongrenkaixin，zheiguijunizhidaoba。”jixiaoyanmengdizhenjing，rujintazaitaxinli，yijingrucibukanlema？gumingzhejiantabudong，lengshengdao：“jixiaoyan，wonaixinbuduo。”jixiaoyanxiayishikanleyiyannanrenlengjundelian。liangnianbujian，tayijingchengzhangletaiduo，zhoushenqishilingran，wufakangju。xiangdaohaizaiyiyuanlidemuqin，jixiaoyanhenxiaxinlai……gumingzhexinzhongmoranyongqiyigunuyi，“jixiaoyan，nizhenrangwoexin！”jixiaoyanqingchudekandaotayanzhongdehenyihechaofeng。tataijiaoyuzou，quebeiyizhisushouchezhuleyijiao。jixiaoyanshayazhesangzikaikou：“lishao，nidayingdeqian……”gumingzhekanzhetabeiweierlangbeideyangzide，zuizhonglengxiaoyisheng，rengxiangjixiaoyan。qingpiaopiaodeyizhangzhiluoxialai，quehaosiyouwanjundezhongliang。zasuilejixiaoyandezunyan。jixiaoyanzhidao，zheiyangdeta，zhendelianjiabukan，ketazhendebiewuxuanze。顾明哲走了出去。suizhemenzhongzhongdedeguanshang，jixiaoyandeyanshenshunjianjimiexiaqu……tuozhepibeideshentihuidaojia，jixiaoyanyikaimenjiukandaomeimeinanzhiliqiaozheerlangtuizuozaineili。jianjixiaoyanhuilai，talikezoudaojixiaoyanmianqian，zhijieledangdeshenshou：“qian。”jixiaoyanwen：“niyaoqianzuoshenme？”“xuexiaoyaojiao，wenneimeduoganshenme，shiwaneryi，maigebaodoubugouwoyoubiyaopianni？！”nanzhilibunaifandefuyandao。jixiaoyanjingpilijin，meiyouliqizaihetashuogefenming。“zheiliyouwushiwan，ninaleshiwan，shengxiadejimafangdaoyiyuan。”nanzhilibuxiedepiepiezui，congtashouzhongyibachouchuzhipiao，ranhoutouyebuhuidejiushuaimenlikaile。jixiaoyandejiantalexialai，tawulidechengzhushafabei，zhanlepianke，zhuanshenquleyushi。wenshuichongshuazaishenshang，quenuanbulejixiaoyanbinglengkongdongdexin。zhongjiushirenbuzhu，jixiaoyanjiangshuikaidaozuida，gaizhuleneiguyayidewuyansheng……dangnianruguobushiyinweineijianshi，tazenmehuibizhezijifangqigumingzhe，neishitaaidaoguzilidenanren！顾明哲……xiwanzaohou，jixiaoyanhunhunchenchendetangzaichuangshangshuileguoqu，zhidaocierdeshouji**jiangtacongshuimengzhongjingxing。jixiaoyanyikanshouji，juranshiyiyuande。taxinzhongyijin，jimangjietongdianhua。“nanxiaojie，nimuqindeyiyaoweishenmehaibujiao，nizheiyangxiaquwomenzhinengjitatingzhizhiliaole。”jixiaoyanzhengzhule，suijishuodao：“buhaoyisi，wowenyixia。”gualedianhua，jixiaoyanbotonglenanzhilidedianhuajijidewendao：“zhili，mamadeyiyaoxiezenmehaimeijiao？”neitouchuanlainanzhilimanbuzaihudeshengyin：“jixiaoyan，wushiwangou**shenmede，niyiweiwobuxuyaoqian？”“keneishimamade……”nanzhilidaduanta：“deleba，nizaimilanhuisuoshangban，zhuanqianhaiburongyi？wushiwanduoma？”jixiaoyanhunshendexueyesihudouzaizheiyikedongzhule，zheijuranshitadeqinshengmeimeishuochulaidehua！tayachidouzhandouqilai，gangxiangshuohua。dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyigenanrendeshengyin：“nanerxiaojie，zheizhangniqujielebei。”nanzhilizhijieqieduanledianhua。jixiaoyanzaida，dianhuayijingdabutongle。nanzhilizhijiebatalaheile。jixiaoyanzhinengmabutingtidegandaoyiyuan。kanzheshouxiechuangkougongzuorenyuanqingshideyanshen，taaiqiudao：“qiunimenzaikuanxianliangtian，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