第三章 心是好的

cishitamenzhenshibuzhishuoshenmehaole,xiewanjunyigeshazi,zenmehuijiniujiesheng,youzenmezhidaoniunaijiedudeni?

xiangdaozheisuyoushanzaiyerenbuzhu,chushengwendao:“wanjuna,nishuoshihua,nixianzaishibushishenmedouzhidaole?”

xiewanjunminzhezui,yuguangkandaosuqingyetongyangqidaidekanzheziji,yushiqianxiaozhediandiantou,“rangdieniangcaoxinle,erxiqishiyizhidoudeleyizhongbing,benyiweibuhuihaole,zheicihaiyaoganxiedimei,yaobushitajiwochizihuamo,wohaizhendebunenghaoni。”

shuozheihuashi,zhaoshizhengcongchufangduanzhepanzichulai,tingjianxiewanjunzheimeshuo,hedeshoulidepanzichadiantuoshouerchu,lianshanggangayipian。

suqinglenghengyisheng,zhuoshangdeqifenbiandeguaiyiqilai。

zhaoshiganjueshenshanghuoshaoside,yuanyuandizuozaisuqingduimian,zheicaimianqiangdao:“yaobushiwozhaolaizheigepianfang,dasaonanenghaoni?shibaniang?”

sulaotaitaiyedizhetou,meijiezhaoshidehuacha。

jianlaotaitaimeitiyaosongzouxiewanjundeshi,zhaoshibujueyouxieshiwang,xinlitouqizhelaotaitaibuzhongyong,kezheihuibutijiuzaimeiyoujihuile,yushitayaoyaoya,zhongyushibazheihuatidaolezuibianshang。

“dasao,woshuojuhuanibiebuaiting。zhiqianniyizhibingzhe,zheijialidedanzikeshizhonglebushao,zheimexienianlaijialiyemeiduoshaojixu,nikannizheishentiganghao,jialiyemeiqianjinibushenti,burunixianhuijiaxiuyangyizhenzi?”

zhaoshishuohuadeshihouyizhipiaozhesuyoushangensuqingdetaidu,jianzheiliangrendoushichenmobuyu,tabianyiweizheishizhunchengle,xintouzhujianfangsongxialai。

meixiangdaozheihuachukou,xiewanjunshensebubiande,yuanfengbudongdehailehuiqu,“zheijialidedanzibushiyizhikangzaiwojiasuqingjianbangshangme,nimenliangkouzichushenmelile?meitianhaibushiniangzijidaoshanshangzhaimogu,yaonimendaoshanshangkaihuangzhongdidoubuken,suqingzhengduoshaonichiduoshao,dangranmeiyoujixule!”

zhuoshangderenheyigerendoumeixiangdao,xiewanjunjingrannengshuochuzheizhonghualai,youqishisuyoushan,tashizhendemeixiangdaoxiewanjunjingranzhendehaole,zheirenbushalishaqide,lianshuohuadouyoushuipingle。

zuozaixiewanjunshenpangdesuqing,cishizaizhuoxiadeshouzhangzuanchengquan,gugedouniedefabaile,yenanyipingjingneixindejidong。

tameiyouyitianbupanwang,xiewanjunnengzhenzhengdechengweitadeqizi,xiwangtanengduizijixiaoxiao,duitashuoyijutijidehua,kezheixieqiwangzaijintianzhiqiandouzhishihuanxiangeryi。

kemeixiangdao,jiuzaigangcai,xiewanjunjuranchengrenletashitadezhangfu,shitaderen。zheiwuyiyujisuqingneikezhengtianxuanzhedexindaleyijiqiangxinji,chadianrangtajidongdebengqilai。

tangtangbachinanerchadianleisadangchang,kejiantabaxiewanjunkandeyouduomedezhong。

xiewanjunyuba,zhaoshinierezheyijuhuadoushuobuchulai,lianpitonghongdepinpinkanxiangsulaotaitai,kesulaotaitaizaikandaosuqingneigeliansehou,xinlitouyoudaletuitanggu,zenmezheyeshuobuchuyaosongzouxiewanjundehuale。

zhaoshiqidebeidilizhiduojiao,fanzaozhixiadunangyiju,“fanzhengzheigejialiyangbuleni,niyaoshiliuxia,neiwoyezuobuchunineifenfanle!”

meixiangdaoxiewanjunhaimeishuohua,suqingqueturanpaianerqi,nudao:“youwanmeiwan?wanjundaodizenmedezuinile,niyaozheimeqifuta,jirannibuxiangzuofan,neicongjintiankaishi,nidefannizijizuo,buyaoyongjialiyifenqian!”

suqingcishiqingjinbaotiao,henbudelikebazhaoshidiuchuqu,ketachuleduozaisulaotaitaishenhou,yidiankuijiudexindoumeiyou,zuihouhaishisuyoushanchenshengdao:“doubuyaohunaole,wanjunhaoleshixishi,suqinga,nibushidaleyejime,mingtianjiwanjunbubushenzi,haiyoulaoer,niyeguanguanzijidexifu,chengtianyinyangguaiqidexiangqisiwome?”

sutaochuleditoubafan,lengshiyijuhuadoubuganshuo。

yichangnaojujiuzheiyangcaocaodeshouchang,chulezhaoshibeiqidechibuxiafanyiwai,xiewanjunqueshichilehenduo。

dangyesuqingmeiyouzhuzaixiewanjundefangzhong,tazheicaizhidao,errenchengqinyinianlai,suqingmeiridouzijizhuzaipianfang。xiangyinianqinglizhuangderexueqingnian,queshouleyiniande“huogua”,xiewanjunturanjuedezijiyouxiecanren。

tangzaikongwuyirendefangzili,xiewanjunbujuedehunshendousongxiexialai,huixiangqizijishengxialaidezheishibanian,fangfojiushiyichangmeng。zhiqiandexiewanjuncongxiaochishayiyuchangren,beiwushurenzhuonongchaofeng。youbeitadeqinniangmaijilesujia,haozaisuqingshigetengrende,duitabaibanchongai。

zhishineigezhaoshi,buzhiyicizhuonongta,zheiyicihaichadianhaisileta。xiangdaozhei,xiewanjunyandishanguoyimoyinleng。

xiangcundechuangpuyoulengyouying,xiewanjunfanlaifuquzhidaotianliangcaiyoulekunyi,ketagangyaoshuizhe,biantingjianwaitouxiangqiledongjing。

xiewanjunpizheyifuchulai,bianjiandaosulaotaitaizaozaodeqilaishoushilanzi,zhunbeishangshancaimogu,kanzheneidaoyuefacanglaodeshenyingrengranzaimangliu,xiewanjunhuranyouxiewunai。

tanxiyisheng,zouguoqubangsulaotaitaijianqilelanzi,“niang,zaoshanglushuida,ninbiezheleliang,haishiwolaiba。”

sulaotaitaiyihuitou,kandaoshixiewanjun,dangxiajingyadezuidouhebulongle,bantianyemeixiangqilaihuihua,zhidaoxiewanjunshoujiaolisuodebalanziyongmianbupuhaolefangzaiyipang,zheicaihuiguoshenlai,yourantanxiyikouqi,sishiyouxiewanxideshuodao:“wanjunna,zheixiehuoniganbulai,haishizaiwulixiezhe,rangnianglaiba。”

xiangdaozuotiantahaixiangzhebarenjiasongzou,zaikanxianzaidexiewanjun,sulaotaitaijuedezheizhanglianhuoshaoside。

xiewanjunminzhezuiqianxiao,zhengyaoshuohua,zhaoshiqueyetuimenchulaile。zhaoshixianglaibuhuibangzhesulaotaitaiganhuo,suoyicaizhudongchengdanqizuofandehuolai。cishitayichumenjiurenbuzhurangrang:“yidazaoshangzheimechao,rangburangrenshuile?”suihoutakandaoxiewanjunzaizhei,youshiyishengchixiao,“nigeshazihuiganshenmehuo,biezhuangmozuoyangle。”

xiewanjunditou,jianguaibuguaidemoyang。cishisulaotaitaiqueshirenbuzhushuohua,“wanjunzairuhe,tadexinshihaode,wohenzhizule。”

shuoqixiewanjundehao,zhaoshixinlibiezheyiduzideqi,“niangai,renjiacaiqigezaobangnishoushigelanzininjiuzheimexiangzheta,wozaisujiazheimeduonian,zenmemeijianninshuowoyigehaoni?”

sulaotaitainudao,“jiunishiduo,ganjinzuolefan,nidagehaiyaochuqudalieni。”