第1章
深夜。
fangjinningshuidezhengshu，turanjuedehunshenbushufu，mihuxinglai，zaiheiyezhongheyishuangqiliangkuangredeyanjingduishang。
......tahedechadiankandaosiqudetainai。
haimeihanchusheng，jiubeiwuzhulezui。
“aning，shiwo，”lairengaoda，liqidadekepa，qingsongjiangchuangtajianshendanlibodetalaolaoyazhi，“mingriyizaowojiuyaolijing，zheicichuzhengyudishaoshuoyeyaoliangniancainenghuilai，nikehuixiangwo？”
jinningxinlianmazheigebiantai，dabanyeyoulaizheiyichu，jichuanzheqidiantou，tuisangzhetadeshou，takuaiyaobeiwusile！
xierongshouzhanghuanhuannuokai，jiezhechuangweiyaohuangdezhuguangkanqingleshenxiarenmoyang。
shaonvqingsipusan，yanmouqingrun，bushifendaidexiaolianroumeiqingli，liangjiashengqidehongyungengxianjiaomeidongren，shenshangbeizihualuoledian，tanengqingxikandeneijingqiaodesuoguheyipianjifuxuebai。
“aning，”shaoniansangyindunshiyinyalejifen，“wodeqi。zhenxiangxianzaijiuchileni。”
锦宁臊得脸通红。
zhijuedeerduodoubuganjingmeifayaole。
zheidisuxialiudezangdongxi，sheinengxiangdaoshineizhanchangshangsharenrumadeshaonianlengmianjiangjun！
“biantai！buxushuosizi！”tahongzheerjianchita。
xierongdaoshididixiaole，piantouwenshangtadechun，qishixiongxiongsiyaojiangrenzhenggetunchirufu。jinningyangzhetou，xibaishuangbeigouzhetabojinghuiying，zhongshixianbaixiazhenlaiyanqianxuanyunbuzhi。
“nizouba，biezhemowole。”
“nengyouwonanshou？”tayiyousuozhi。
锦宁秒懂。
羞愤欲死。
sheishuogurenfengjiangubande，bitazheigechuanlaidexiandairenhaibuyaolian。
xierongyanshenchenchendiwangta，houjiegundong，fuzheculiyingjiandeshouzaitaerpanmosuo：“aning，woxiang......”
“bu，nibuxiang。”jinningkanneiyanshenjiuzhidaotazaixiangshenmebiantaishi，yikoudaduan，meideshangliang，“shuohaolechengqinzhihoucainengzuo，xianzaibuxing。”
“......”jingmideheiyeyishizhiyoubicikuangluandexintiaohehuxisheng。
liangjiu，xierongcaiwubidichensiyade‘ng’leyisheng。
zaijinningyiweitagaizouledeshihou，yizhishouanzhetahoujing，jihushimanlijiangtashenshangdouyidexidaichekai。
“xierong！ganshenme！”tajinghu。
duifangjingshijiangneitieshenxiaoyizhuailexialai。
zaijinningnanyijieshoudemuguangxia。
xierongmianbugaise，jiangneixiaoyizhenbaosideshoujinhuailifangzhe：“zaijunzhong，xiangnideshihou，bianyicilaishujieyixiaxiangsizhiku。”
“......”
变态！
最好只用来解相思。
xierongzixierzhuanzhudiqiaozhetamianrong，zhijianhuanhuanhuaguotademeiyan，bizi，zuichun，tayibushedezhayandiwangzhetadeyanjing。
“cicishengzhangguilai，womenjiuchengqin。”
shilingguanledeshaonianjiangjunshengdaiyigugaoweizhedeweishe。xiangshiqinghua，youxiangshiweishexingdemingling。
“guaiguaidengwohuilaiquni，buxuhebiedenanzizoujin。”
“jingchengyouwoanpaideyanxiandingzheni，tangruoniganbeiqiyuedinghuozhebuzhongyuwo，daiwoguijing......”
tayanshenanlean，chijianbichusigezilaixiangshiweixie：“dingburaoni。”
“......”jinningxinjianzhanlezhan。
xierongjiletazaizheishijieshengcunxiaqudebihu，tongshiyeyoujiqiangdezhanyouyu。
haobuhuaiyi，ruguotaganbeipan，huisidehencan。
yifanzheteng，tazhongyuyaofanchuangyuanlufanhuile。
fangjinningyaochun，shouhaishishenchubeizi，zhuazhexierongyibaiqingqingchelexia。
zhudengminganyaohuang，zaiheiyesanzherouqingqianquandehunguang，waimianxiaofeimaomiaomiaonaijiaoshengchuanjinlai，maozhuazibazhemuchuangyanguaceng。
xieronghuitou，liangrenzuihousimuxiangshi。
jinningchuiyan：“wodengnikaixuan，pinganguilaiquwo。”
——
liangnianhou，shengzhangdexiaoxizibianjiangchuanlaijingcheng。
zhushuaixieronglingbingjituixiongnu，bingshoufuhengzhouyidaiduogezhoujun，weiwochaoshoufujiangtuwushu。
raner，jiebaochuanlaidetongshi，haiyouyigelingjingguoshangxiabeitongewandeehao。
zheiweizhangongleilei、zhangqiangcemapingluanshideshaonianjiangjun，bengaiguijingshouwanrenjingyang，quebeidijunjianxixiaorenansuanzhuiyashenwang，shiguwucun。
tongjingzhongyingzheshuzhuangdenvzi，qinglidexiaolianzaidezhiehaohoushashimianrusihui，shouzhongqingzan‘guanglang——’hualuo，suileyidi。
“xierong，”jinningshentijiangzhi，zhayanjianbianzhengzhengdixialeleilai，“......sile？”
bizixiangyuyehongleyanquan。
tawanxishaonianjiangjunshenwang，yexintengzijiazhuzi。
**shifangjiabushouchongdeshunv，qianxienianxingzibeiqieguodelianxiarendouburu，yichangdabinghoubiandeshengdonghuopolexuduo，haiheneishaonianxiaoyongdexiejiangjunxianglian，yankanrizihaoguoxiaqu，zheixia......
“**，ninbuyaotaishangxinle！”
jinningbujinshangxin，haibingdaole。
zheigudaihouzhaiderizitaikepa，rujinxierongsizaibianjiang，fangjiarenkendingyouyaobitajiwushisuidefushanglaotouzuoxiaoqie。
她不喝药，想死。
jiuzheimebingsi，yanyibiyizhengshuobudingjiuhuidaoxiandaishijiele。
kemeidengtabingsi，fangjiarenjiujiangtaqiangyajinlexiejiadeyingqinxijiao。
jinningpinlemingdizhengzha，shendanlibodehaishibeijigecushipozienzhesizhitaotuobude。
“wobuyaominghun，buyaojiajisiren！”
“nimenzheiqunfengjianchoushacha！fangkaiwo！”
pozitinglelianmangdao：“**zheishuodeshenmechunhua，dangjinshengshangfanduihuorensirenpeiminghun，xiejiazhongliang，zenmekenengzuozheizhongdanibudaodeshi。”
jinninglengzhu：“neishi......”
poziximeixiaomu：“**shifuguifurenming，xiejiajiangjunsile，daoshiyisuan，ninshengchenbaziyouhexiejiayizixiangpei，neilangjunshenzigubuhao，rujinxingmingchuiwei，jiukaoninjiaguoquchongchongxiqini！”
“............”cao！
冲喜？谢家义子？
neibushixierongshengqiandehaoyouma？taihuangtangle！
还不如和谢容冥婚！
“wobujia！”xierongruozhidaotajiajilebieren，qidezaidixiaheihuachengliguitouzishanglaizhuatazenmeban？！
suishuobutichangfengjianmixin，dantachuandaozheilishishangmeiyoujizaidegudai，benshenbujiushigewujiedexuanxue！
fangjiazurenlengxiao，yiwanruanjinsanguanjintaduzili。“jiabujiayoubudenixuan！xierongdousilenihainengjiajinmingmenshinijishixiulaidefufen，haishininingyuanjineiwangjiawushisuidefushanglaotouzuoxiaoqie？”
“............”
liangliexizhangpikaijieshixingguo，shengshihaodadeduiwuyingdexinniangzishangjiao。
gaitouxia，shaonvleishuihuaguomianjia，“pada——”gunluozaixifushangyinshichuxiaopianhenji。
锦宁心如死灰。