第5章
yanhuitingdedengguanganlexialai，zhiyuyishudengguang，zhaoshezaiwuchidezhongyang，hewangyintaiqitou，kanzheguangchenzhixiadenanren，tadejiemaoduleyicengyinguang，tongkongyeyingzhebingguise，bochunxiangzheliushuang，xiangqiuluranguodefengye......
xinjian，buzhidaoyongdongzheshenmeyangdeqingxu。
congqianshidemengyanzhizhongxingguolai，daoxianzaiyebuguoguoleduanduanyigexiaoshi。
binglengdeyushuisihuyijingjinruletadegusuili，wangxiangxianghechengbaihuadechouezuilian，haizaiyanqianhuangdong。
zhuanyanzhonghuoyishi，tahaimeiyoujiaren，mengmengyemeiyouchushi。
ermuhengyao，jiuzheiyanghuoshengshengdizhanzaitadeyanqian。
neichangemengli，taweilejiumengmeng，er......
youyangqinghuandeyinlexuxuxiangqi，hewangyinquebuyoudeniejinleduifangdeshou。
yanqiandemuhengyaoziranchajuedaoletadeyiyang。hewangyindeshou，lengdexiangjinpaoguobingshuiyiban，tawangzhetademouzili，yeyunhanzhewujindebeiqihetongchu。
tahaoxiangganggangshouleshenmejudadedaji，suiranjianqiangditingzhilebei，quecuiruodesihuxiayimiaojiuyaodaoxia。
muhengyaowojinletadeshou，kuandadeshouxinbawennuanchuandijita，shengyinqingtouruliuli，“hexiaojiezailianminwo？”
hewangyinyileng，gangxianghuidashenme，yaoshenqueyijin，zhenggerenyijingbeimuhengyaodaizheqiwu。
“wo......”yigeqingqingdexuanzhuanxialai，tahuidaotadebeiwanzhong，xianghuidashenme，quebuzhidaogaishuoshenmehao。
ganggangtadeqingxuwailutaimingxian，beitakanchuleshenmeba？
怜悯吗？
或许是有吧。
但更多的却是愧疚。
xiangqiqianshizijiganguodeneixiehunzhangshi，tadoujinbuzhuzichao，zuihouluodeneibantiandi，mianbuleshizijizizuozishou。
xianrujin，taliangliangdeshoubeitadeshouxinbaoguo，tadehuxiqingchuzaitadetouding。
如此美好又宝贵。
haoxiangcishicikecaishiyigemengjing，shitabuyuanyizaibinglengdexianshizhongxinglaierziqiqirendehuanjue。
xiangdaozheili，hewangyinbujuechaomuhengyaokaolekao，jihuyaoquanjintakuankuodexiongtangzhong。
tatanmutashenshangdewennuanyuxianhuodeqixi。
sizhouchailanghuansi，weiyoutashitadeyongshi......
ganjuedaohewangyindeqinjin，muhengyaomouguangbudongshengsedineilianlejifen。jinjinian，tameicihuimengchengjiandaota，tadoushijingtiershulengdemoyang，jinwanshangqueturanyaoqingtatiaowu......
ershisuideshengriyanshang，nianqingmeilidenvhaishenzheshengzhuang，rongyanjingzhi，zhoushenquehuanraozhebeiliangjuewangdeqixi。
tayuqishuoshizaixiangtafachuyaoqing，burushuoshizaixiangtafachuqiujiu......
......
chengbaihuayijinghuidaoleyanhuiting，tahuanleyishenheisedexizhuang，shaoshaoyoudianbuheshen，danbiqiyifu，tadeliansegengheigengbuheyi。
“woquanguoyinyinle，keshitazhiyiyaoqingqitarentiaowu，duibuqichengshao，doushiwodecuo......wogaizainulilanzhuta......”wangxiangxiangyifukuijiuyouwuzhudemoyang。
“yinyinzheiyangbutaihaoa。”lingyibian，wangxiangxiangdemamawangxiaolanyezaihetaozuerbianshanfeng，“dajiadouzhidaoyinyinhechengshaoshiyidui，tazheiyanggongranhebiedenanrentiaokaichangwu，chengjiadeyanmianwangnaerfang？”
“heng，”hetaozubumandihengleheng，“zhenshiyuezhangyuebuzhidaoguijule！”
“yeshiwobuhao，”wangxiaolantanxi，“haishiwopingshidejiaodaobugou，ai，wobijingbushitademama，youxiehuashuole，tayeweibihuiting......”
zhongmukuikuizhixia，hetaozubuhaoduiwangxiaolanzuochushenmejudong，dantaquekuanweidikanletayiyan，dishengdao，“niyijingzuodehenhaole，pingshiduokuiyounihexiangxiangpeizheta，yaoburan，tahaibuzhidaozhangchengshenmeyang。nifangxin，jintian，wojiuhuijinimenmunvyigemingfen。”
“zhei，yinyinhuibuhuishengqi？”wangxiaolanyouxiegulveryoushang，“yinyintayixiangxinggepanni......”
“haipanni？”hetaozuyuqilidoushibunaifanheyane，“ershisuilehaibudongshi，yebuzhidaosuileshei。kankanxiangxiangzaikankanta，zhenbuganxiangxindoushiwodenver！tayaoshiqiaobuqichengjia，jiurangxiangxianghechengshaozaiyiqihaole。”
wangxiaolanxinzhongyixi，youlehetaozuzheijuhua，xiangxiangqudaihewangyinjiaruchengjiadeshiqing，jiuyouwangle......
yinletingzhi，shouzhiwuyijingjieshule。
hewangyinhemuhengyaosongkaileshou，gezihoutuiyibu。
“xiexieni。”hewangyinduimuhengyaoweiweijugong。
muhengyaomouguangweidong，quezhishijiandandehanshou，zuolegeqianrangdedongzuo，juzhiqinglengwuyu。
hewangyintiqiqunbai，kuankuanchaoyanhuidefayantaishangzouqu。
shouzhiwuzhihou，tahuizhixiedaochangdelaibin，zaizhengshixuanbushengriyandekaishi。
zheizhihou，fuqinjiuhuishangchang，gaozhisuoyouren，ta，hetaozu，chulehewangyin，zaiwaimianhaiyouyigemashangershisuidenver——
tajiaowangxiangxiang，congciyihouhuigaimingchengweihewangxiang，yeshihejiamingzhengyanshundexiaojie。
liantongtademuqinwangxiaolan，congjintianqizhengshiruzhuhejia。
zheizhihou，jiushihewangyinrenshengzainandekaishi......
“ganxiegeweipengyou、geweijiaren、geweishushuayilaidaowoershisuideshengriyan。”
taishang，ershisuideshaonvyipinyixiaodoushiguangcaizhaoren，“......chuleyaoganxiegeweiqinpenghaoyou，wojintian，haiyaotebieganxieyigeren。”
wangxiangxiangdexintiaodaolesangyanzishang。
hewangyinxianqiandayingguotade，huizaishengriyandekaichangzhicishang，zhuanchengtidaota，ganxietazuoweitazuihaodepengyou，peibanletazheixienian。
bingqiehuigaosusuoyouren，tashitaweiqinjiemei。
zhiyaohewangyinshuochuzheixiehua，guohuierbabaxuanburenxiatazheigenver，hewangyinjiuzaimeiyouchaonaodeliyou。
jiusuantazhendebuyiburaonaoqilai，yeshitazidazuiba，diurenxianyan！
hewangyinanzhexinkou，xiaoyeruhua，lingdongdemouzisaoleyixiahuichang。
“woyaoganxiederenjiushi——”