第三章
heichenchendeye，bujianyisiyueguang。yiliangxiangjinqiyudemachezhengzijietouhuanhuanxingche，heisedechelunnianguodimian，「lulu」shengxiangchekongkuangdejiedao，gaiguolechexianglineiruoyouruowudezhengzhashenghemenhengsheng。zhengzhashengshilinzixuanfachulaide。tacikebeiwuhuadabangdikunzaimacheshang，zuilisailemianbu，genbenhanbuchuyisiyihaodeshengyin。tahenhendidengzheyan，sizhibingyongdizhengzha，queyezhishizuowuyonggong。ermenhengshengdezhuren......不是我，是马凌署。malingshuzuiliyaozhejuanchengsidepazi，liantongdefabai，doudadehanzhucongetougunluoxialai，banshangzhihou，menhengshengjianjianjianruo，sisidichouzheliangqi，「gunainai，qingdian，renjiahaoteng。」woweitacayaodeshoudunzhu，chunjiaoweiweichouchu，xuanjiyibazhanghuzaitanaomenshang，「huogaitengsini。」tahaojiaoyisheng，kusangzhelian，「neiwoyebuzhidaotaerduoneimelinga!」fangcaitazeixixishuowanneijuhuahou，linzixuanbuzhizenmetingdaole，limagenfafenglesidezhengkailazhetadejigeren，suijibianyiguzichongguolai，zhuazhetadegebobuyaomingdihenhenyaolexiaqu。yaozhidao，nanzhudebaofaliniwufaxiangxiang。xiayimiao，guikulanghaoshengxiangchezhenggeguanzi。tijishangxinshi，malingshuniutoukanxiangduimianzhengwanqiangzhengzhadenanzhudaren，yaoyaqiechi，「gouerduo。」erhouyoukanleyanzijixueroumohudeshoubei，yamodegengxiangle，「gouyachi。」womeiyitiao，jiazhongleshoushangtuyaodedongzuo。malingshudaoxikouqi，piepiezui，bushiweiquditoukanwo，xiangshibeipaoqidexiaohaiside，zuihouduizhejianchizhengzhashiyebudongyaodenanzhuxianmuyoujidudixiaoshengdigu，「gounanren。」worenzhexiao，shixianbujingyijianluozaineirenshenshang。linzixuanzhongyuzhidaozhengzhawuyong，yebunaole，jianwokanta，lenghengyisheng，gancuibishangyan，yanbujianweijing。woxiaorongzhengzailianshang，zhuanguoqubanzhelianduimalingshudao，「sheijiaonizhengridiansandaosimeigezhengjing，rujinwohaizhishigeweichugedeguniangjia，shenzhihaiweijiji，fangcaineihunzhanghuaniyeshuodechukou!」「keshi......」「keshishenme，woningsangjianziyoubaodushengxianshu，zhishudali，youzixiaodeyiyufuqindeyanchuanshenjiao，jinshoulijie，anjingwenya......」「nifangpi!」malingshutingbuxiaqule，「xiaoshihougenwoyiqitaokepashutaoniaodandeshi——」woxieyan，shuaileyigeweixiedeyandaoguoqu，zangzaixiuzixiadeshouzhitoutoubilegewu。马凌署脸色一僵。tazangzaijiazhonggedidesifangqianganghaoshiwubailiang。malingshulikezhuanhuantaidu，qingleqingsangzi，keyibagaoyinliang，yifuyizhengyancidemoyang，「wogunainaicongxiaozunshijingzhang，qinjianchijia，leshanhaoshi，haijingchangfulaonainaiguomalu，zheiyangyishenzhengqizhengzhengtiegudenvzi，youzenhuizuochuqiangponanzideshiqinglai!」wodiantou，yutayichangyihe，「woningsangjianzhixinghaoshi，congbuqiangpobieren。」bizheyanjingdelinzixuantingdaozheihua，jiemaoweiweizhandong。woxinligedengyixia，tianletiangansedezuichun，youzhongchengbaizaiciyijudeganjue。ananxilekouqi，zouguoqujianglinzixuanzuilidemianbunalechulai。linzixuanyanpiweidong，zhongyuzhengkaileyanjing，buxibubeidiwangzhewo。jiantahaishibukenshuohua，zuijiaohaiguazhexinghongdexueji，worenbuzhushenshouxiangyongxiuzibangtamodiao，taquemengdiyizhan，yandideyaneyoumanyankailai。「wozhishixiangbangnicadiao......」tabatouniuguoqu，mingxiandekangju。woweiweiyidun，minchun，conghuailinachuyifangganjingdeqingsepazi，jiangtadexiabazhuanguolai，xixidi，burongjujuedicashizhetazuijiaoxueji。「linzixuan，wopaixiani，chuncuishiyinweiburenyigeyuanbenjingcaijueyanderenwulunluozhici，bingbuxiangzhendebanizenmeyang，dainishangshiquanyuhou，nixiangqunalibianqunali，wojuebuganshe。」shuowanwobishangzui，zhiyishuangmouzidingdingdikanzheta，anjingruji。linzixuanzhouzhemei，sihuzaipanduanwohuazhongdekexindu。shijianfangfoningzhizaizheiyike。banshang，linzixuanhoujiegundong，molemo，dichenshayadituchulianggezi，「zhende?」buzhizenme，mingmingjiushipingchangdelianggezi，woquetingdeyankuangyire。woyangqitou，guzuoqingsongdao，「dangran。kuangqiewomenningjiajiafengyanjin，jiusuanwoxiangduinizenmeyang，wofuqinyebuhuiyunxude!」linzixuanshenshenkanwoyiyan，meiyoushuohua，yandideshensiduolejifenyiyangdeqingxu。zhihou，wojianglinzixuanshenshangdeshengzijiele，tayemeizaizuochushenmefankangtaozoudejudong。我终于松了口气。zhiyaoxianbarenliuzhu，ganqingkeyimanmanpeiyang。kewozhongjiuhaishigaoxingdetaizao。huidaoningjiahou，wodieyikandaowobianjiaojidiyingleshanglai，「sangsanga，nijinrizendezheimewancaihuilai，zhenzhenshidanxinsidiediele!duziebue，diedierangchufangbawanshanzaireyibian，yihuierjiuyoudechile!」我顿时就有些愧疚。woniangshengwoshishangleyuanqi，meiduojiujiusashourenhuan，wodiebeitongyujue，xiaochenlehaojinian，lianduizhenianyoudewoyeshituibisanchi。houlaiwodagezhihaolingzhewochongdaowodiefangjian，shuowoshiwoniangpinlexingmingcaishengchulaide，bugaizaocilengluo，jiaotahaohaokanyiyanwo。neishiwogangchuanguolai，diyicijiandaozheifushentidefuqin。zheigenianjinguxidelaorenmanliantuifei，ruantatadiguizuozaidishang，zhouzaoquanshidongdaoxiwaidejiupingzi。wodiejiandaowo，lenglejimiao，fuzheyiziqishen，youshenshouqulizijilingzideyijin，quefaxianzenmeyelibuhao，zhinengxianggexiaohaiziyibanshouzuwucuodidaidaiwangzhewo。wobiziyisuan，jiaoletayisheng「die」，zaibushuohuale，yanleipadapadawangxiadiao。talengzhu，yankuangshunjianhongle。zineiyihou，wodiezhendeshichongworugu，henbudebatianshangdexingxingyueliangdouzhaixialaijiwo，shuoshiyaobaneijinianqueshideyihandoubuhuilai。wodierucichongwo，neiwobianyitiexindongshihuibaota。yincipingriliwohemalingshuzaizenmeganxieshangfangjiewadiaopidaodandeshi，wozaiwodiemianqianqueshiyigeconghuiwenjing、dongshiguaiqiaodenver。jinriwotoutouliuchuqu，bingweigaozhiwodie，benyizhixiangcougerenao，jianshiyixiaxiaoshuolimiaoxiede「yishenbaiyi，langyandujue，shiwuqier」denanzhujiujingshihedengmoyang。yuanyiweikanyiyanbianwanshi，meichengxiangwokanyiyanbianwanle。tayishenhongyi，ruhuobanzhuozhuodemeiyan，zhijietangrelewodexin。jingshibibaiyihailingrenjingyan。suiran，woyemeijianguotabaiyidemoyang。「taiyeye!woyeneimewanhuilai，nizendejiubudanxinwo，heng，jiuzhidaopianxingunainai!」malingshushenshoujiangzijidegeboxiuziluqilai，luchulimianbaisebengdaibaozhahaodeshangkou，「kan，tudoudoushoushangle。」wodieyandilikehuaguoyisidanyou，zhuaguotadeshouzuoqiaoyouqiao，「zheizenmexiangshiyaohen。」woyijing，lianmangduimalingshushiyanse。「heihei，meishenmedaai，beigouyaode。」malingshunaonaotou。wodieruoyousuosididiantou，muguangtouguowoliangkanxianglelinzixuan。「zheiweishi......」「tashi......」wogangzhangzui，quejianlinzixuanmeixinshudiyizhou，chadianjiuruanxiguidaozaidi，woyanjishoukuaixianxianfuzhuta，sangyinjiqie，「nimeishiba。」chashijian，linzixuanqingxinhaowendeqixiyicunyicundichuanguolai，yuwodehuxijiaochanzaiyiqi，woyikexintiaodaolesangziyan，xinxudetianletianyoudianfagandechun，danquebuyaoliandimeishedesongkaita。linzixuanyinweigongzheshenzi，yijinweiweisankai，luchubaixidebojinghejingzhiyoumeidesuogu，jifucibaiguanghua，rushanghaodeyangzhibaiyu，zaifudidenglongdezhaoyaoxia，yingyingdifanzheguang。dantongshi，taxuebaibojingshangkeyidehonghenyeqingxikejian，hongyanyandeyiquan，yinhongruxue。yingdangshizhiqianxiangyaotaopaobeixiaoguanguanderenqiade。我爹自然也看到了。
