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yaoyidehongse,guaiyidewenlufuhao,kanzheneigeyongwobeibupifuzhichengdeshougu,wohunshenjiurenbuzhuzhandou,fangfoyouhuidaohunlineiri。
wobeiboquhunsha,kunbangzaishoushutaishang,gutianyouqinzizheshoushudao,biaoqinglengdekepa。
“laogong,ni,nizheishiyaozuoshenme?”
wobumingsuoyi,danzhijuegaosuwojiangyoudashifasheng,haipadeshengyindoudoulihai。
xinhunzhangfugutianyoujiuxiangbianlegerenside,gangcaihaishenqingkuankuandizaiwutaishangshuohuiaiwoyibeizi,cikequerutongtufuyiyang,erwoshitadedaizaigaoyang。
“bonibeishangdepizuochengajiegu,jixueningqubingqifu。”
nanrenyilianpingjing,xiangshizaishuoyijianhenpingchangdeshi,erwozaoyihedehunfeiposan。
“gu,gutianyou,nizaishuoshenme?”
“woshinidexinhunqizia,womenqingmeizhuma,nishuoguoaiwoyibeizi,burangwoshouyidingdianweiqu,zenmeneng......”
budengwobahuashuowan,tahongzheyanjingnuhou:“bizui,nibupeishuoai,gengbupeitiguoqu!”
“zidarenshi,woyizhishiniweicishengzuizhongyaoderen,yecengfashizheibeiziduinibulibuqi,zhaoguni,hehuni!”
“kenini?jingranfanghuoshaosiwoquanjia。”
“shihuagennishuoba,yaobushidashishuonishengchenteshu,beishangdepiyouteshunengli,zaiershisisuizheitianzuochudeajieguyouxiwangzhihaoxueningdebing,wozaojiurangnixuezhaixuechangle!”
shuozhehua,tayongshouenzhewodehoubei,zhunbeidongshou。
“buyaojuedewoxinhen,nidangnianshaosiwoquanjia,haixueningyanxia,haihuanshangbaixuebing,rujinyongnidepiweitaqubingxiaozaisuanshishuzuile。”
womeixiangdaoduonianouxinlixuefuchuaidenanren,daotoulaiqueruciduiwo。
yegubudexintengheshangxin,kukuaiqiu:“gutianyou,woshinideqizia,woneimeaini,cengjingweinizuoguoneimeduoshi,nizhendeyaoqinshouboxiawodepima?”
tingdaowodehua,gutianyouchiyilepianke,danjinjinyezhishipiankeyouyi,suijiyilianguojue。
“xueningduiwoyoudaen,buguanweitazuoshenmewodouyuanyi。”
shoushudaoluoxia,xianxueyidiandiandiaoluozaishoushutaixiajiebaidehunshashang,xiangshizaifengciwo,fengcizheiduanganqingyouduokexiao。
shentihexinlingshuangzhongtongchu,rangwozaihaojiaozhongyunsiguoqu。
“tianyouge......”
baixueningdeshengyinjiangwolahuixianshi,yanshenkongdong,mosuozheyidiandianwangqiannuodong,chuchukelian。
“wobuxiangtingneigusheng......shendehuang。”
gutianyoujimangshangqianjiangduifangbaozaihuaili,lianshangmanshiwenrou,yugangcaiduiwodetaidutianrangzhibie。
“xueningbupa,wohuipeizhenide,dashishuole,zheiguyoushenmililiang,nengzhinidebing。”
baixueningyaozhezuichun,yanleihualuo。
“tianyouge,duibuqi......jinitianluanle,zijiarenzhizijiashi,womuqianzheigeqingkuang......shizaibuxingjiusuanleba。”
gutianyoujiangtajinjinbaozaihuaili,manyandoushitongxi:“xuening,nixiangxinwo,zheiciyidingkeyi。”
shuozhehua,zhuantoukanxiangwo,yanshenqueshizhouranmanshiyane。
“shenruoyan,nihailengzhezuoshenmeni?”
“nizhibuzhidao,zheishizaijizijiguoqudezuinieshuzui!”
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